A Dream Come True
In 2017 I began my wilderness years and man where they something … Last year in 2018 I lost everything… it was so hard. Since 2018 I have been enduring, suffering, and struggling and yet God has been faithful. The reason this date is so beautiful is because I remember crying , whining, and complaining to my King last year that I NEEDED A VACATION ! In fact I even poured out my feelings early Feburary this year about a desperate vacation I needed and KING (Psalm 24) made it happen. I’m just so shocked and happy because I didnt think GOD heard me ❤.
For four days I literally got to rest and be spoiled by God… it was amazing ! I did a Devotion/Bible Study while I poured out my feelings to God. It was even more amazing because the Bible Study I did worked together with the sermon I heard at my church (All Nations Worship Assembly Atlanta under the leadership of Apostle Matthew Stevenson) it was great! Can you tell I grew up Baptist ? Lol
How Did It Work Together ?
On last Sunday (September 29, 2019) the visiting Pastor spoke about humility …. I was so happy because after service I received deliverance and prayer about something I so desperately needed… And It Happened! God even confirmed some things about my life and what is to come… but anyways…
The pastor spoke about humility .. and how God does NOT want a rebel but someone who is obedient and humble. It was so powerful..
But Later On That Week… I thought About David
And on this Dates With Jesus I thought about David again…
O Lord my God, in You I take refuge; Save me and rescue me from all those who pursue me, So that my enemy will not tear me like a lion, Dragging me away while there is no one to rescue [me]. O Lord my God, if I have done this, If there is injustice in my hands, If I have done evil to him who was at peace with me, Or without cause robbed him who was my enemy, Let the enemy pursue me and overtake me; And let him trample my life to the ground And lay my honor in the dust. Selah. Arise, O Lord , in Your anger; Lift up Yourself against the rage of my enemies; Rise up for me; You have commanded judgment and vindication. Let the assembly of the nations be gathered around You, And return on high over them. The Lord judges the peoples; Judge me, O Lord , and grant me justice according to my righteousness and according to the integrity within me. Oh, let the wickedness of the wicked come to an end, but establish the righteous [those in right standing with You]; For the righteous God tries the hearts and minds. My shield and my defense depend on God, Who saves the upright in heart. God is a righteous judge, And a God who is indignant every day. If a man does not repent, God will sharpen His sword; He has strung and bent His [mighty] bow and made it ready. He has also prepared [other] deadly weapons for Himself; He makes His arrows fiery shafts [aimed at the unrepentant]. Behold, the [wicked and irreverent] man is pregnant with sin, And he conceives mischief and gives birth to lies. He has dug a pit and hollowed it out, And has fallen into the [very] pit which he made [as a trap]. His mischief will return on his own head, And his violence will come down on the top of his head [like loose dirt]. I will give thanks to the Lord according to His righteousness and justice, And I will sing praise to the name of the Lord Most High.
PSALMS 7:1-17 AMP
David was so profoundly great because He NEVER stepped outside of the realm of a human. David was enraged in his mind. David could destroy you if he wanted to… We know because of what he did to Goliath (1 Samuel 17&18) … But David knew how to get out of God’s way and let the King fight his battles. Now imagine how hard this would have been considering David was constantly provoked but he never became his own god.
How Does This Relate To You
Sometimes as Christian’s we encounter bullies at work .. mean family members and sometimes we get kicked while we are down. We get betrayed by friends for no reason and we are often hated with out a cause. The devil will try to trick you to avenge yourself, but you can’t! You have to give this God !
This vacation was so meaningful to me because I just got to tell God what happened. And we need that… Sometimes we just a need a Matthew 11:28-30 vacation and open up to HIM ! The truth is when jealousy is involved people can get so mean (Matthew 26 & Matthew 27 TLB) .. but you have to take that pain and give it to the Father (Hebrews 4:15).
Little By Little
Now understand this when I lost everything I was homeless , and I had to stay in a homeless shelter .. it was hard because I never looked homeless so I didn’t get sympathy. I’ve been beaten down so low and I just got tired. And God just happened to perform a miracle that I didnt even expect to receive a vacation… So if you have been homeless or struggling it gets better trust me I know.
This Was Beautiful
These four days were so amazing and full of peace .. LOL I felt like John in Revelation. But it feels good to have a good church home (because the anointing and covering helps me with the prophetic) and it feels good to be under a Apostle… I just want to take this time to tell someone if your struggling in the prophetic you NEED a church home. Its hard and its alot of mental warfare you need a covering.. even though I’m a little like Jonah lol God has helped me.
There was soooooooo much peace and I am grateful ! That wraps it up! God bless yall ❤
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