Today God Told Me That My Problem Is I Am Not Faithful Enough

Today God Told Me That My Problem Is I Am Nott Faithful Enough

          I have been going through a difficult time for the past 3 years. I have to admit I have not been the perfect Christian. I am definitely on the Apostle Paul route. Recently I have been going through a spiritual attack because of the freemasons. I live in Chicago and for those of you who do not know, I am independent gospel singer. Well, my influence had starting gaining notice and caught the attention of the wrong people.

          They spread every malicious lie possible. They lied and said that ( R. Kelly) raped me, and that is not true. They tried to force me to lie and say that ( P. Diddy ) sexually assaulted me in a nightclub in 2000 and that is not true at all. I should mention I was four years old during that time and that man never touched me. Behind closed doors they spoke of (Faith Evans) and said my sound is similar to hers.. But they don’t like that, they lied and said I was trying to be the next Aaliyah which is not true. They said I was refusing to cooperate with Federal Authorities because of all of this. I have been dealing with the worst bout of depression someone could imagine.

          I have had the Illinois freemasons send the Illinois State Police to sit outside to intimidate me and then they drive away. The Illinois freemasons messed with my Illinois Actions for Children, and thus another $250 bill was added to my list of financial to-do list. I have a new (apartment) but need to work to pay rent.. But who is going to watch (Ruth)? My daughter (Ruth) is autistic. Then I have this disgusting ex-husband named Ra’keem who was having sexual intercourse with white male and female police officers in New Bern, North Carolina – then the police bribed the judge to set me up. Which I am grossed out about.

          Mentally, I have been through some dark times. I have no idea how I am going to keep going, but  I plan to keep going. Right now I am in the legal process of changing my name. Originally it was Kelly because that is such a common name, I promise it was never to claim to be (the wife of R. Kelly). I felt guilt and sent him a letter because this man never assaulted me.. But I was surely contacted by the F.B.I and freemasons to try and force a lie to say that – should I mention that SONY was involved in this ?

          So in my anger and me telling God how much I hate him… He reminded me that I am not faithful enough. Because even if I did hate God it does not change the fact that I do need God. The F.B.I cannot force me to serve Satan, but somehow the freemasons have weaponized the F.B.I against me to engage into satanism and my answer is no… Of course, they hurl the racist slurs and say that this is what they do to black people in the United States of America..

          The F.B.I even went to the people who molested me as a child to find out what happened and then twisted the story to make it seem like (R. Kelly), and (P. Diddy) did it and they did not.. It was workers from the Pentagon who did. Nevertheless, all of this has been happening behind the scenes. I have no idea who is so jealous of :

  • R . Kelly
  • P. Diddy
  • Faith Evans

To the point that they would prepare some major persecution of them behind closed doors three years ahead of time. But I don’t want part of it. I think Faith Evans is a spectacular singer, and it’s a honor to even been in the same category vocally. Because I am from the streets, the last thing I want to do is enter into the music industry talking bad about the people who paved the way especially in the 90’s. To be told by demonic institutions that they do not like how I sound because it sounds to much like Faith Evans – they want me to be like Aaliyah, is craaazzzzzyyyyy. All of this to craft some lie at the entrance…

          Because isn’t Aaliyah supposed to be dead? If she is dead then why does the F.B.I and the freemasons keep referencing me and her behind closed doors ? Why do I keep getting notifications of Aaliyah and why do people keep lying and saying she is my musical inspiration when she is not? Should I tell you all the time someone from the Pentagon sent me a whole box of Aaliyah make-up in 2017 and how I never wore it? Years later I look back and think that I was being naïve, because now this is not a “happen stance”  .. Something isn’t right. But yall all of this is going on behind closed doors. Remember I told you all about the Knicks 3 years ahead of time. As the freemasons tried to get my ex-husband Ra’keem involved in that and God blocked it.

          Sometimes this feels disheartening. I am not a messy person, and I do not like a lot of drama. I knew that the F.B.I had to be talking to people from my past because how do you know that? How do you know that I listened to (Faith Evans) as a child in my little CD Player. This goes to show you how far people will go when they are jealous of you. They will do and say anything to hurt you. In my case, even go to the people who sexually abused you as a child and twist the story to point at someone else – knowing that did not happen.

          After my resentment subsided , I felt God telling me to read my Bible more and be faithful. I need to be more faithful. Praying is the only way I am going to survive this because this some evil, satanic, and demonic stuff. Makes me never want to live on Southside again. This some sick and satanic stuff. I had to lean on God.. I just don’t know how to feel.. Because the F.B.I and the freemasons tried to forge a lie to isolate me, to lie on all the people I admired as a kid. I know that God is going to intervene… Hopefully it is soon.

P.S.

Yes I am in the process of legally changing my last name. As I have found out that I am not a blood relation to anyone with the name of Chessier. I traced my ancestry and the names listed below is my ancestors name. I was originally going to go with Kelly because that is my cousin name – but a entire lie broke out so I changed my mind. Please do not push some false narrative that is not true. My climb to fame is not pretending to be someone’s family, but it will happen in God timing.

Miss Diamond Windsor Combs Evans

Another Day Another Dollar

Proverbs 12:9New International Version

Better to be a nobody and yet have a servant
    than pretend to be somebody and have no food.

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As I lay in bed I see the beginning of my prayers being answered. But the word of God says, “To whom much is given much is required “. Sometimes when we pray and ask God for things we are not willing to put in necessary work to maintain what God has given us. I felt led to say that your answered prayer is coming with a heavy price. It will not be easy. However , the day is coming. So remain positive and steadfast knowing that God does indeed have a plan for your life.

The word of God says that in Proverbs 13 that the wealth of the wicked is laid up for the righteous. I believe that whole heart. However , that means you have to work harder than the wicked does. Today , you may be feeling tired and have a little cough. But push through. The best is yet to come.

Diamond

Ignoring The Jealous Comments

“When a fool is annoyed, he quickly lets it be known. Smart people will ignore an insult”. – Proverbs 12:16

Overlook

I can tell you right now that I am one who has to overcome being overlooked, slandered, gossiped, lied on, betrayed, and spoken ill against. Many people want me to fail and yet I succeed. Nevertheless, I can tell you that perception is not reality, because perception is not a fact. What people say about you is not true and if you let what people think consume your mind then you will burn down your peace and any chance of love, joy, and happiness.

“she called out to her servants. Soon all the men came running. “Look!” she said. “My husband has brought this Hebrew slave here to make fools of us! He came into my room to rape me, but I screamed”. – Genesis 39:14

I am reminded of Joseph and I understand him. I had a woman who was working as a property manager in 2023 lie and say I was trying to assault her by the name of Amanda Blythe because I was not attracted to her.. I lost my home. Then I turn around and found out that the F.B.I and freemason were trying to bribe me to lie and say (Robert Kelly) raped me and I said NO! So, I understand what it feels like to be lied and condemned in a court setting for something that you did not do.

But I remembered Joseph, and thought about how he felt when he was sitting in jail for 15 years for a crime that he did not commit. No he was not having sex with other men. He was locked in a cell and being called a rapist and he never touched that woman a day in his life. But he did not know that 15 years his spiritual gift to interpret dreams would cause him to be the Governor of Egypt.

I am sure when I was lied on by those 3 white women Amanda Blythe, Melanie, and Bethany Rivera really thought they were doing something by lying in court in a racist court system in craven county. I remember even when the black magistrate named Cedric Hargett helped them do it in his personal distaste and inner hatred for black women and his own lust for white women. But nope it did not destroy me at all! Forgetting that everyone is not racist and perverted like them. I do not have a problem with white women at all and matter of fact I go to church with them in peace. Needless to say, now I am doing just fine. Though at times I face small persecutions I overcome it and keep pressing forward.

So, ignore the hate. It is all meant to detour you and destroy the purpose that God has for you. Keep going and pressing forward and know that no weapon formed against you shall prosper. Know that satan will only attack what he is afraid of. When i went through that God told me, “Diamond if Satan is going that far to stop you, wouldn’t that tell you that God has a great plan for you”? I have to admit God must be right. Cause why would the illuminati and freemasons attach Amanda, Noah Moreis, Hannah Riggs, Cedric Hargett, Melanie, and Bethany to (me and Robert Kelly) and we don’t even know them ? But hey that really happened behind the scenes.

P.S – No I am not attracted to white women. Also, I would like to say to all of (Robert Sylvester Kelly) fan’s around the world that no he did not rape me. For those of you who do not know I am a singer. I made a mistake and signed with ASCAP as a writer and I guess the freemasons and the music industry was trying to break me to try and force me to engage in a demonic ritual in lying and saying that the (King of R & B) raped me and I said no because he did not. I have written him a letter while he is North Carolina to tell him that I would never lie on him to that degree. I realize that what happened in 2023 was because they were trying to make it seem like I had no other option which is why a judge who was a young white judge filed a ejection on my report. But I know who the Lord is and I was approved for a apartment. Even though I was lied on. I still have a place to live. I truly am sorry to all his fans worldwide and I pray fervently that he can come home soon. When I was lied on and set up by SONY and the music industry in 2023 that is when I knew that (Robert Kelly) was innocent. I to have had to deal with three women Amanda , Melanie, and Bethany that all conspired against me and a court trying to demean me as black woman – mind you these 3 women have not accomplished half of what I have done. Needless to say, I do not believe the allegations against (Robert Kelly – The KING of r&b) because I know for a fact I was lied on in 2023. I know for a fact I was bribed with a stellar award to lie on him like Reshonda Landfair and I said no. This industry is demonic and you have to stay prayed up. Now, I am recovering after the freemasons spread a malicious rumor online and said I was married to the King himself (Robert kelly) – and the freemasons aided in having my divorce struck down at the Richard Daley Center because of that malicious and sadistic rumor. I want you to know being a black influence is nothing to play with. The Jim Crow era was not that long ago , and though everyone is not racist there are terrible lies that are spewed against black people especially in claims to be attracted to white women.. Which again, I do not find white women attractive because I am attracted to men. Though I would view it as a honor to be the wife to the King of R&B (Robert Kelly) I am not his wife (but he if he proposed I would say yes lol). I know that the government set him up and had him registered as a sex offender because he is black and they caused Aaliyah and Andrea to lie on him for a price. But I want to remind Andrea, just like the government tricked Aaliyah and blew her plane up remember that will be your same fate because you reap what you sow. I am not trying to be obsessive over (Robert Kelly) but I have to make it be known that I will not join the freemasons and I refuse to lie on (Robert Sylvester Kelly). Also, I think that my ex-husband Ra’keem Ja’caar Jackson is a disgusting and hideous individual and I would never want to remain married to a perverted bastard like him. Selah.

Breaking Demonic Fasting Against You

Ezekiel 2:5-7New King James Version

As for them, whether they hear or whether they refuse—for they are a rebellious house—yet they will know that a prophet has been among them.

“And you, son of man, do not be afraid of them nor be afraid of their words, though briers and thorns are with you and you dwell among scorpions; do not be afraid of their words or dismayed by their looks, though they are a rebellious house. You shall speak My words to them, whether they hear or whether they refuse, for they are rebellious.

Don’t Get Paranoid But Be Aware

I want you to know that somewhere someone is right now fasting and praying against you, and that does not mean that is the will of God. In Matthew 4 satan misused Psalms 91 to try and trick Jesus into bowing down, but Jesus reminded Satan that he was the ruler over satan and not the other way around. You have to pray against the fasting and intercessions of people who want you to fail (Is. 54:17). I want you to know that witches know how to fast and pray. Witches drink blood for 3 days as a fast to pray and lose terrible things against the body of Christ. I wish the body of Christ would stop being naive to the wiles of the devil and learn how to fight back against the roaring lion known as satan. There are people who are being used by satan to try and shut down local churches through the powers of prayer and fasting – that is not the will of God so what are you going to do about it ?

You have to look yourself in the mirror and make the decision that you will enter into a spiritual battle against satan. You have to make the decision to stand firm against what the devil is trying to do to destroy your life and know that no weapon formed against you shall prosper. I remember in 2022 I was going through a tough time. I was at the nail shop getting my nails done, but my life was in inner turmoil because I was in a miserable marriage. I was trying so desperately to get out and was willing to do anything. I just did not know fully what that would entail to leave a bad marriage to that degree. I found myself fighting in the trenches and being determined to war against satan. Four years later I am still standing, but man it was hard. I say that because I do not want you to accept the “punk” mentality. There are things that transpire on the earth that is not the will of God. However, you have to fight back in the spirit through prayer and intercession.

Innocent While Framed: The Truth

Is God Raising Up More Sarah’s ?

Is God Raising Up More Sarah’s ?

            I remember when the News story’s broke out about octomom. She had given birth to 8 children at one time. I remember when I watched the Disney Movie “Quints” – I always knew that I wanted to be a mother. I always wanted the honor to carry a child and give birth. I just didn’t expect life to happen the way it did. When I was pregnant with (Ruth) my ex-husband Ra’keem tried to choke me and punch me while I was carrying on my birthday. His brother jumped me a few weeks after I had a baby. My ex-husband Ra’keem also lied on me to the New Bern Police Department while I was battling post-partum depression because he was angry that I wanted to get the marriage annulled and did not want to be his wife. That led me to be ejected – literally the court documents in New Bern , North Carolina verbally say “because of her husband”. I had gone through some tough things as a mother and yet I recovered and returned back to base camp in Chicago, Illinois.

            Yet, as more doors open for me to sing as a ordained minister and former First Lady. I can tell you that I have been involved with men who cannot conceive a child. I ask God and he said, “Diamond. It is the spirit realm. They are not physically strong enough to conceive a child with you”. I realized that when a man has not accomplished as much as a woman, he cannot conceive with her because his body has not been caused to endure the levels of stress or hardship that she has gone through – which makes them biologically incompatible to reproduce according to the spirit realm.

            Now that has left me very sad – to the point that I have been considering artificial insemination because I am 29 years old. I thought I was going to have a house with a white picket fence by now , have a apple mini-farm in my back yard, and have at least 5 children. Well, I have one child and I love her. But I want to birth more children.

            It is crazy because before I became a Christian I did not believe in the power of fasting and prayer, I did not believe in the Bible, and  definitely did not believe in the story of Sarah. I heard it before but I did not believe. But now I feel like I am walking the past of Sarah. I desperately want a family and more children – but I feel God telling me to wait. I did more research and saw that the oldest woman in modern day history was 74 years old when she conceived. I cry sometimes – me being a woman as I watch everyone else birthing.. But God keeps telling me , “I did not call or choose them. There bloodline does not matter. Because I did not choose them”. At first I loathed that idea, but now I have no choice but to stand firm on the promises of God that I will conceive. I was not necessarily asking for a husband but I did want more children because that is my natural desire to do so as a woman.

            Yet, I have been miserable and depressed. Comparing myself to everyone else online. I felt like people were mocking me in church , “Hey you know so and so have more kids now. You only have one”. Granted they had teeth missing and smelled really bad. But still.

            So though I am a minister, my biological clock  is ticking.. I want to become pregnant and have more children. I don’t necessarily want a husband. But I did want more kids. I have been thinking a lot about Sarah and the pain and humiliation she must have felt watching everyone else become pregnant. I wonder how embarrassing it was for Sarah to watch Hagar walk around with her husband’s baby. I can kind of feel that pain.

            All I ever wanted was a family (Joshua 24:15). I never wanted to be famous, never wanted influence, and never wanted to be a preacher. I just wanted a cozy house, warm Christmas music playing in the background , I wanted to bake pies and cookies for my kids, and I wanted to build a snowman infront of our brick house. I would sit back and daydream of watching my kids play snowball fights with there dad and having the time of there lives. I wanted to bake cookies for my kids to leave out for Santa. I was robbed of that in 2023. Swarmed by police officers who were concerned about influence.. But all I wanted was a beautiful family and a house to raise my kids in. I was preparing to purchase a house and had the money for the deposit. I made a mistake and invested into ministry instead and I regret it. I should have kicked Ra’keem out my house sooner and bought my house while I had a chance.

            Now it seems that debt is building up because of marriage. Depression has seeped in. I do not really believe in faith – but maybe God is trying to show me something.. Maybe faith will lead me to that beautiful brick house , wonderful front yard, and that snowy cookie baking day with my children. I want to experience building gingerbread houses with my children. I was looking forward to rocking my newest baby to the bunch by the warm candlelight fire. As a woman I am depressed and had to lean on God. My dreams of being that type of mother have been shattered because of the F.B.I , the USMC , and the New Bern Police. They USMC just had to hurt me one last time to remind me I was black.

            Now as I am moving forward and singing in ministry in emotional pain. I have to remember Sarah. I have to remember that Sarah was in emotional pain for 90 years. She was praying for more than 70 years for a son named Isaac. When she thought all hope was lost it finally came. I realized that maybe I am not doing enough in the spirit realm. Maybe I should read my Bible more, watch more content about family, or even study more about fertility. I have to do more to have more. There is a lot of witchcraft flowing. But I believe in God. I believe that just like Sarah God will open my womb to conceive again and I will finally have the family that I was promised many years ago.

“Then Abraham bowed down to the ground, but he laughed to himself in disbelief. “How could I become a father at the age of 100?” he thought. “And how can Sarah have a baby when she is ninety years old?” – Genesis 17:17 NLT

Minister Precious-Diamond S. Chessier

Pressed

Pressed

               So during this time in my life, I have been facing a tough time. I was accused of being the wife of the King of R & B (Robert Sylvester Kelly). I was contacted by the Illinois Freemasons and my divorce from Ra’keem Jackson (because we are married) was stricken down and the Richard Daley Center deleted it from Trellis Law like the case didn’t exist – mind you I have the paperwork.

               So, during this event I feel pressed on every side. Because though I think Robert Kelly is a beautiful man, no I am not legally married to him in 2026. I learned the hard way how far people will go just to hurt you. I was supposed to be divorced in October 2025 – but I had Judge Arce strike down the divorce. Mind you I had the flu, and I told Hearing Officer Brian Olsen about this, however not only was it stricken down it was deleted to make it seem as it never happened and that is not true at all.

               Thankfully, I have the paperwork and records of phone calls to prove that this case did occur. I have had to remain focused on God through this hard time. Racism is a very real thing. Prejudice is a real thing. Hatred of Christian’s no matter the ethnicity is a real thing. Yet, when I am pressed, I somehow have to pull my bootstraps up and keep going.

               God already told me that I will be divorced from Ra’keem. God is not a liar. I have full custody of my daughter Ruth. No weapon formed against me shall prosper. When you are persecuted, you have to say who it is and don’t let them scare you because the devil hates exposure. I know that God is using my life in real time – ahead of time to help the people that are coming behind me. The thing about prophecy is that it moves before the true times of testing hits the body of Christ. So, despite of I am still going to keep posting content such as vlogs , beauty, and fashion because I have to evolve and walk into a metamorphosis despite the wilderness season that I am fighting through.

               I am going to dig more into content creation – because I know that I have to branch out of my personal life. I have to breakthrough and though it seems a little uncomfortable – I know that I have to trust God for more.

               My life does not fit the description of being perfect. I am reminded of Jabez who found God in a painful place. I am sure that it was more than 500,000 reasons Jabez wanted to quit. But he had to remain rooted in Christ.

               Today I made the decision despite this level of persecution, I was going to remain rooted in Christ. Life is meant to be enjoyed and not meant to be lived in misery and agony. I know these Judges did this to me at the Richard Daley Center to be malicious and without cause – but I want you to know that you reap what you sow life will deal you a terrible blow.

               I am reminded of the Bible verse of Proverbs 3:5-6 that declares that you have to and must trust in God through it all. Sometimes the school of life can teach you hard lessons. You may be a freshman in this walk of Christ, but I want you to know that God is there for you even on your first day.

               Life can be difficult. The word of God says that in the last days they will call what is evil good and what is good evil. I feel that. I protected my daughter from a minor attracted pervert known as Ra’keem Jackson – he lied on me to the New Bern Police Department and had me ejected, and then he had me watched by the F.B.I over my car because he stole a Mercedes Benz car key. When I do the right thing, I am persecuted and my case is deleted. But I know that God and his word will not return unto him void.

“So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.” – Isaiah 55:11 King James Version

Author Precious-Diamond S. Chessier