A woman feeling like she can’t find a good man. 

A woman feeling like she can’t find a good man. 

So don’t be too good or too wise! Why destroy yourself? – Ecclesiastes 7:16

God Works Everything Out For The Good

Recently, I met this very beautiful male police officer. He was gorgeous to be honest and he looked very clean and neat in his role as a police officer. He had very nice teeth and was very kind and understanding and then he went on his way. I did not say anything to him about what I was thinking, but I really began to rethink everything I believed in. As you all know, I didn’t really like police officers because of what I saw growing up. But then God reminded me that I almost became a military police officer and I have been involved with military men in the past. 

Being a marine veteran, I can say that I am a very strong woman. I have survived the toughest battles and the strongest storms. I remember one time, I even walked through tornado winds and it was God that kept me through that. Yet honestly, I pray I never have to go through that again with some things I just do not need multiple tests in.. lol. 

What I am about to say is not from an obsession but an observation. While looking at him and how in shape he was and his beautiful and amazing physical stature, I realized that it is extremely difficult to find a good man. Many men try to talk to me daily, but I am never interested in them because they do not meet my criteria. I want a man that has a job and a good career, stability can provide a stable home and place to live. I want a man that is educated and intelligent. I want a man that is strong either military styled or police officer styled. I want a man with a good job. I do not want a man that I feel like I am emotionally stronger or physically stronger than. I want a strong man.

I Do Not Relate To These Other Women  

I do not understand these other women and how they try everything to take away a man’s masculinity. I have a lot of issues with feminine men and I constantly have to correct them and put them in their place. That is one major reason I could not stand the marines, they are the world’s strongest group of feminine men who like to argue with women. There is no way I would ever let a sissy man defeat me. That would never happen. Anyways, I do not understand why these women want soft men who get their nails done, wear man purses and side bags, and soft men who paint their nails. I cannot stand when a man crosses his legs. I hate it because it’s soft and shows weakness. I hate that when a man talks with a light voice, and cries , and I can not stand an emotionally weak and sensitive man. 

I look at this generation of men and I can say that it is honestly embarrassing. But what is even worse is the women who are lawmakers who make laws to try and destroy men because they do not share the same opinion as them which is insanity, thankfully God blocks them and stops them from doing what they want. 

Do not give your strength to women, your ways to those who destroy kings. – Proverbs 31:3 

As a woman God made me to have a husband. Yet, in the midst of separation and headed toward divorce I am very concerned about who my next husband will be because trust me I have options. Yet God tells me, “fear has no future here”. I do not want a man that is a musician and records all day on tik tok and social media. I do not want a man that is trying to become the next DJ or party promoter. I want a grown man with a grown man mentality. I am thinking that maybe my next husband is a police officer ( I am not saying it’s the police officer I met, I am talking in general). I do not think I could do another military man but maybe my next husband is in the military. Like I said I have options. As I am rediscovering myself.. I realized that I did not fit in because I wanted a real strong man. I wanted a man that other women wanted to destroy. I wanted a man that was strong, could provide, and could take care of me as a woman. I am so sick of seeing soft and emotional men online. I am sick of seeing grown men dressing immaturely and watching anime like a child. A grown man watching anime and cartoons and having anime cups and magazines which shows weakness and again softness. I am tired of immaturity, the softness, and weakness in this generation of men. 

Moving Forward 

I am not going to lie.. Years ago before I even met my husband God told me this day would come.  I did not understand why God would rip certain relationships away from me but now I see why. What I have learned over the years is that when you are dealing with a soft man (especially in the church) they can do some very evil things to you because they themselves are cowards and they are weak. I knew that God was calling me at a young age to be a wife to a strong man and I allowed people in the church to detour me from that and I regret it. Now here I am about to 30 questioning everything that I believe in about marriage. God knew this day would come and he did warn me and I had to learn the hard way. God understood me before I understood myself as a woman ; the way a real father should. Yes, in the past I had to fistfight men to protect myself and I always won. I have been jumped and always won. I have been caught in the middle of gang shootouts in Chicago, Illinois. I have been kicked out of summer camp in south side Chicago for fighting. I have almost been arrested multiple times for fighting . All of that has made me tough as I am. Now going through that and being with a weak man is like living a nightmare. So.. if you are a woman reading this, trust me you are not alone and feeling like you need a supernatural move of God to have a husband because all the men are soft , weak, and gay. If you are a man reading this do not let anyone make you feel bad for being a strong man. 

Sincerely Susanna, 

P.S. I have legally changed my name to Susanna. 

Exposing The Truth About Plan B (DO NOT TAKE PLAN B PILL)

Exposing The Truth About Plan B


After praying God told me to say something. Recently I watched a video of Forbes about how the government is stealing mayan babies who are being kidnapped and human trafficked by the Federal Government. What was even more sickening is that in the video people from the Federal Government were laughing at her share about how children are being delivered to pedophiles who are sponsors and America is serving as the middleman for sexual molestation of pedophiles. Understand that the people who were laughing in the video are a part of it and there is a pedophile right now in the federal government. As someone who was kidnapped , raped, and tortured by people who worked in the Federal Government (Department Of Homeland Security, Pentagon, Department of Education, & Chicago Police Department) this is real and very serious. If you are in South America DO NOT MIGRATE to America it is evil you are safer there !


Yet, for years I have been preaching against Plan B because it is evil and I said I regret it… but as I was praying the Holy Spirit revealed to me something after watching a demonic commercial for a new abortion pill named “Julie”. In order for a pregnancy to be terminated the baby has to be removed out of the body… In order for a baby to be declared dead it has to be declared dead after giving birth (but this is not all babies your baby will live and not die and my children live and not die)… Now if women (I took it as well and I regret it so deeply) have taken it then where is the baby? In order for the pregnancy to be ended the baby has to be fully removed but if it did not come out through urine or other means… then the baby has to be incubating in the womb still.

Currently, I am suffering a side effect that is in Plan B and everyday it is hard to deal with it.. But when I did this it was 2016 and in 2023 I am dealing with this. This is very serious and I am trying to warn people to get ready  because there are some things that are going to cause people to question everything that they believe in. We need God more than ever. Is the pill embalming the baby and putting a capsule on the sac of the baby? People of God, only God can move in this situation. Because it is sick that the federal government came up with this and we need to stand against this evilness. Only God knows what to do next. All I am saying is that God told me to study the story of Lazurus and God said the Lazarus Effect will be the outcome from this evil Plan B that the Federal Government loosed on women. 

Copyrighted By, 

Apostle Susanna Manasseh 

What To Do When Someone Does Not Love You

What To Do When Someone Does Not Love You

He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever.” – Revelation 21:4 

Truth Be Told

When I was younger I went through some things. I dated men that I really did not like and I was not attracted to because I was trying to satisfy everyone else’s opinion of the type of woman that I should be or the type of man that I should date. Well that did not turn out well. 

  • One – I am very private, and I had to realize that when people were trying to get me to open up, it was because they wanted some type of leverage to use against me when I was down. 
  • Two – There were certain things that bothered me in regard to the type of man that I wanted. I wanted a very strong man and I liked rough men. I could not find that in the church because the men were weird and I could not deal with that. 
  • Three – God told me I had to stay in the church and he would send the right man that was good for me. 

If You Do Not Have Love Then You Do Not Have Anything 

I am 27, and in three years I will be 30. I now realize how important love is. As a woman I really do love the essence of love and it is something that I need because that is how God wired me. I love candles , the peace and serenity that comes with love, and I LOVE flowers. God really made me feminine. Moral of the story do not let society or the church strip away your identity as a woman. If you desire a man then God will give you a man because that is how God made you. 

Love Susanna ❤ 

God Told Ya’ll NOT To Let A Woman Rule Over A Man

God Told Ya’ll NOT To Let A Woman Rule Over A Man

Women should be silent during the church meetings. It is not proper for them to speak. They should be submissive, just as the law says. – 1 Corinthians 14:34

There is one politician that I really do hate and this is why…

One, I am not a feminist. Two if you are in the federal government and read this and come to my house or my church I will kill you. If you pursue my child I will kill you. Remember that I am trained to. Remember that. 

Look here I have to do what God says and prophecy because we are coming to a day where men will have to knock some females straight out. I am not saying all men will beat their wives but some men have to knock these females out and this is why. 

  • Women are beginning to throw their own urine and sanitary napkins on men in protest and threatening to call the police on them if they do anything back.. This calls for a man to knock her out.. Like knocked out cold. Like that nasty dog could have Hepatitis C or something and she throwing piss she needs to be beat. I would help my man beat her up because that is some nasty mess. I would stand by my man when he does it to. 
  • Two I was watching a video of this politician that I HATE because one she slept her way to the top to destroy men and I can’t stand her. Females like her are the reason I keep fighting. I just had to check two females the other day for trying me cause she must have forgotten something. But anyways… this dog that I hate is named Representative Alexandra Ocasio-Cortez and boy do I hate her. She stated that in her opinion if a man thinks any differently than her then there needs to be federal regulations against him… whore what? Now I know this whore did not just say that if a man THINKS differently than her the FEDERAL GOVERNMENT has to get involved ? Nah see women like her be the reason I have to go to court now for fighting and getting in trouble. Those type of women be the ones saying that if a man looks at them or something than that’s rape. 
  • It is the simple fact that she sat there with another blue eye’d woman and said if a man thinks differently then there has to be a federal regulation that promotes violence and crime… and TWITTER agrees with her?? Now twitter banned me and said I was a terrorist for being a Christian Marine Veteran (I mean you already know I will kill you if I have to especially to protect my offspring). 
  • Ya’ll let this in and now the men have to deal with this ! These women are lesbian’s fighting against men and trying to have men arrested to show they have power over them. What is crazy is that they sleep with men and women in the government to target masculine and strong MEN ! 
  • Look, it is coming to the day where men will have to overthrow the government because baby… ain’t NOBODY going to emasculate my baby daddy. That is NOT going to happen. These females have lost their everlasting mind. Now domestic violence is wrong… but some of these females have to get knocked out and those two dogs are one of them. Now if the FBI have a problem with what I said about her let me know we can shoot it out. LOL ! 

P.S. I legally changed my name to Esther Glory Susanna Manasseh 

I Got Government Secrets For Sale For Russia For Protection From The FBI & The CIA & The United States Military & The Federal Government

I Got Government Secrets For Sale For Russia 

They lynched my people for years now God has blessed me with information 

Since The Government Want To Play With Me Imma Play With You…. Cause You Don’t Know Who You Dealing With 

You want to take my financial aid away and try me.. And steal over 200,000 bet heem ? Alright let’s play a game of secrets. My turn. 

Fiscal Department United States Marine Corps 2015 

So… There was a time when I was in the Marines I worked for the fiscal department and boy did I find some things off. During this time I was responsible for monitoring the safe on base which hold millions of dollars. So what the fiscal marines do is mess up the accounting so there is money unaccounted for. Then they send Marines overseas to make drops and deals with Islamic Terrorist. When this happens Marines go unaccounted for and stuff money in their book bags. They get into an unaccounted civilian truck and then they go through the jungle to make a drop and make a payment.. 

But guess who? You guessed right.. To terrorists . Terrorists such as Isis and Al Qaeda. They pay Marines off to be quiet. So they do this because the American Federal Government is paying off terrorists with money and with equipment so they can take over Israel because certain military groups are training them to view Christian’s in Israel as terrorist groups. They plan to spread misinformation in the news to american people that christian’s are terrorist so that they can let Isis conquer Israel… but on the spiritual side God won’t allow it. So when I started asking questions about the money because I found an error in the accounting system of fiscal, they kicked me out and turned the entire office against me. But God had favor on me. God allowed people from the Navy to step in and help me as I dealt with the corruption of the marines. 

The marines tried to throw me in the brig for denying an order to get my chest permanently removed that would have changed my gender from female to male and I would not do it to get promoted and a Navy Corpsmen help to stop and told me to hurry and get out of the marines and don’t look back and said I was making a good decision to leave. 

You Got Me Messed Up 

So what they do is get into an unaccounted random civilian car. They go by the way of the jungle in places such as Africa. They make a drop and then they disappear. It’s off the record , money unaccounted for and then they slip some money to the Marines on MSG and stationed overseas to make it seem like they are paying for COLA and oversea’s hotel and expenses to make the money vanish. 

So now they are slandering you in the news trying to make the American people turn on you but this is why. Ukraine , Germany, Sweden, and America were planning and preparing for a war that was not announced before 2014. They did not have enough bodies for war so they made women train for infantry. You frustrated their plan and that is why they are working with the international court to try to have President Putin arrested. They were preparing to conquer Israel and start another Hitler movement through concentration camps by softening the minds on people through the media. 

They also are paying off pastors in megachurches to preach against you and to tell them what to say so that people are tricked and deceived into thinking that you are the enemy. I just want you to know that America does not show on the news people driving around saying that they hate Joseph Biden. They’re alot of people who hate Joseph Biden and Barack Obama but the media is trying to make it seem like everyone is preparing for war and that is NOT true. So much that Youtube even bans certain videos from russia so that russia cannot see how much everyone hates Joseph Biden. Now…. I have more information. But I need protection from the FBI and the CIA and from the Federal Government and police officers. Now I have a way you can contact me and I will tell you what you need to know. 


Apostle Glory Manasseh 

Psalm 122:6 ESV

Pray for the peace of Jerusalem! “May they be secure who love you!

Hello To Prince Of Peace Oasis Patmos , Greece ! 

Hello To Prince Of Peace Oasis Patmos , Greece ! 

Although we are a small community we are a strong community for Christ Jesus ! As you join our community online as your leader and spiritual covering I pray that God would protect you from every unclean thing. I pray that God would minister to you and uphold you with his unchanging hand. In Jesus Name, I pray thank God.. Amen. 

Psalm 20:7

New International Version Some trust in chariots and some in horses,
    but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.

Apostle Diamond Chessier-Jackson