Getting Ready To Walk Away From It All

Getting Ready To Walk Away From It All

There is a spiritual force that was keeping me from leaving ministry, but I finally figured out how to get away. I made the decision that I was done, and though I legally own 3 churches I would not pursue it. I made the decision that I was done and I would never preach again, and I would never sing again. If I sang, it would be every now and then… but it would never be a full time career. 

I do not trust, so if I trust and something bad happens then I will never trust again. I made the decision that I would never faith walk and I would never put church first again, but instead I had to get my life together and end the nightmare that I had been living in for 28 years. For 28 years I have endured some of the most evil things in church. Try seeing the person who had been sexually abused as a child house be worth $700,000, while you are being persecuted for being a “prophet”. I made the decision that I would never prophesy again. I would never ask God for direction again. I would just live a normal life and never get involved into ministry again. So no, you will not see content. But you will see the thoughts of me and no, my church is not open. No, I do not go to church. No, I am not in ministry. Now as I say goodbye, I made the decision that I have to get my life together. No, I do not believe that church can fix my life. I give up on church and I do not believe in dreams or prophecies anymore. As I walk away, understand that I still understand the spiritual realm so don’t test me. But no, I want nothing to do with church or ministry anymore.

Precious-Diamond