I Really Would Like A Husband …

But if they can’t control themselves, they should go ahead and marry. It’s better to marry than to burn with lust. – 1 Corinthians 17:9

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So lately a lot of men have been trying to get my attention and telling me that I’m beautiful. I appreciate it but I kind of lie and tell them that I’m married because I don’t know how to tell them that I’m not dating right now . But , I would like a husband . Yet , because of social media I just don’t know how that’s going to work . My ex-husband framed me and set me up with the police for things I did not do thankfully the charges were dropped . He cheated with some ugly dirty and ratchet female from Waffle House and got hooked on drugs behind my back . Yet he maintains his lie that he is a married man and he never cheated which is a bunch of crap !
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But I can’t help that I want a husband . I want a man that I can lay next to and keep me warm , a man to make love to . But I don’t trust anyone . Most women that I have met that have been abused like me , are becoming lesbians . Yet , I’m not a lesbian I’m still attracted to men …. But I feel like there is no more good men … I would like a man because I am lonely and would like just someone to talk to . But I don’t know if I will ever be able to trust again because of what my ex husband did to me . Sometimes I hate being a prophet because while everyone gets to enjoy being married , I have to go on this stupid journey on loneliness that I did not sign up for . Just being honest . I would like a husband .

Facts From Queen Diamond ,