Tag: Faith

GREAT NEWS

Ezekiel 2:5-7New International Version

5 And whether they listen or fail to listen—for they are a rebellious people—they will know that a prophet has been among them. 6 And you, son of man, do not be afraid of them or their words. Do not be afraid, though briers and thorns are all around you and you live among scorpions. Do not be afraid of what they say or be terrified by them, though they are a rebellious people. 7 You must speak my words to them, whether they listen or fail to listen, for they are rebellious.

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There are so many things that I love about God but I PRAISE God that he doesn’t need someone else to believe to move on someone’s behalf . Despite people opinion , God is going to do what he wants to do regardless and that is great news . So stop worrying , keep tithing , and keep believing God because there is great news waiting for you around the corner !

Queen Diamond

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Date : 2/06/2024

Diamond Chessier

Here I Am Grieving Again ..

So , as I told you all my story about my other baby in heaven . But today .. right now I’m thinking about him again. Honestly , sometimes I look at pictures of his father because like … I try to imagine what the baby would have looked like . I don’t think people understand how painful an abortion is . I made a huge mistake, I was told that I would be put in the brig for being overweight in the Marines while I was pregnant . I was left alone and ( I was an atheist at the time ) I just figured the baby was better off with God than with me . After that I started dating Jesus . I used to just go to the beach and sit by the ocean and cry and talk to God . Now I admit I wasn’t the best person before I knew Jesus but I know I would have been a good mom . What is ever harder is that a pastor told me that abortion was the right decision, which is why I left the church I wish I never listened to her . Years later I think about the baby , because you know when you get around prophets they tend to tell you what God is saying and everyone keeps prophesying “it wasn’t your fault “ … but that doesn’t take the pain away . When I look at Ruth I feel so guilty . Sometimes I close my eyes and imagine cuddling next to him and holding him . It’s the worst when I dream about him , I cry . I dream about him in heaven wrapped in all white cloth in a basket like Moses . That’s the worst . I’m glad God has him but I don’t know how to stop hating myself . I pray but … like it doesn’t take the pain away . His father ( not saying I miss him cause I don’t ) has a very beautiful smile so it’s painful when I think of him ( I think it was a boy because I have been pregnant two times and I felt totally different with Ruth … with Ruth I was sooooo hungry and you could see it in my face , with the other baby I was so angry and emotional (not hungry ) and a little bloated ) . Then what made it even worst is that the fathers friends went to my job and told everyone he didn’t want me because I was black and they laughed at me (while I was pregnant ) . Man that was a terrible time , I think the self hatred came because I don’t know why I let what they said get to me . But I’m trying to forgive myself . I don’t think his father and I would have ever worked out . But I know that that baby would have been beautiful like his father . For a while I hated his father , I just kept blocking him because I hated that he left me to deal with that situation alone . But now I’m learning to let go . I think I need therapy to deal with it . I read the Bible a lot . But it’s so hard because … I just feel so guilty. I’m watching my daughter grow up wondering how my other baby would have been . That’s the worst feeling in the world . I honestly hate myself for what I did and I know God forgives me , but I don’t know how to forgive myself . That’s the truth about abortion , you’ll hate yourself when it’s over like me .

Diamond

Date 2/06/2024

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My Wedding Ring Was Beautiful

Today I cried all day thinking about my husband and how much I loved him . My heart was broken in a way you could never imagine . I cried and someone had to comfort me . I was hurting so much . I looked at my wedding ring and just wanted to end it all . I meant what I said when I said my vows and to loose my husband to drugs has been the most …. Painful thing I have ever gone through . To watch someone fade away that I was in love with and become unrecognizable has been terrible . The marriage was abusive because of drugs . I remember before he was hooked on drugs he would leave rose petals at my bed when I woke up and it would be gifts and purses waiting for me . Either way I give it to God . Sometimes it hurts so bad I can’t move . Because he was my HUSBAND . He wasn’t not a boyfriend he was my husband !

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I had to make the right decision to choose the safety of my child over Ra’keem. God knows that I loved Ra’keem he was my everything and I loved him and his beautiful dark skin. I have no idea when he decided to start doing drugs but I know that I am heartbroken. All I can do is pray and ask God to help me. Below are the pictures of what he used to look like (he was so handsome like prince charming) , our memories, and his favorite pictures of me.

Y’all Ra’keem was so fine and beautiful. Everywhere we went women would swoon over him , but he just used to hold my hand and kiss me and tell me I was beautiful. His spanish rose. Below are our memories we shared together.

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Below were Ra’keem favorite pictures of me before drugs..

We kissed and he smudged my lipstick a little in this picture.

This was his favorite dress that I wore and he used to love when I wore my natural hair.

So.. tonight I am grieving. I feel like a widow.. because my husband is unrecognizable. I asked God if we could make it work, God said no. So, I do hope that he would try to become sober because whatever drug he is doing has caused him to loose his mind and commit crimes. When I said I do , I meant that and I was ready to dedicate my life to birthing his children and building him a dynasty through the children we were planning to have. I would get so excited at the thought of birthing his beautiful dark chocolate babies, I wanted his son so bad. But I have to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and move on.

….. Diamond

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Ordered Alliances For Your Protection


Psalm 105:15King James Version

15 Saying, Touch not mine anointed, and do my prophets no harm.

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Sometimes Christian believers go through some things where people get so privately jealous that people do some of the most evil things , and then God steps in and stops them before they can fulfill what they wanted to do. Today on February 2,2024 God was speaking to me about ordered alliances . That some principalities are so evil that you have to align with other people to deal with the principalities evil and wicked plan that is ordered by God to fail. When Joseph was in prison he had an alliance that led to his promotion . When Daniel was in the lions dens , the lions that were meant to kill him ended up being his alliance for his deliverance . People put Daniel in the lions den and those lions were his weapon to combat the schemes of the devil . I want you to know that God already has someone there to aid you as your alliance . You have every right to stand up for yourself . You have every right to defend your self and to protect yourself against every accusation especially when it comes to the protection of your kids . So today , I want you to know that God is reversing the curse and using what is happening as your alliance to defeat your enemy . God is working that situation out for the good .

Romans 8:28New King James Version

28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. 

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These New Kids Are Not Bad They Are Lawless

Matthew 24:12-26New King James Version

12 And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. 13 But he who endures to the end shall be saved. 14 And thisgospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.

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Now hear what I say as a mother . These kids are not bad they are lawless . As a mother I have certain rules and expectations from my daughter in regard to her behavior and raising her as a young lady . I read the Bible with my daughter and fill her with the word of God , and Ruth is homeschooled . I make sure NO ONE touches , bullies , or threatens my daughter that’s how I am as a mother . Yet , I realized that some of these other kids are lawless . They hit their mothers , they yell and curse at their mothers , they disrespect their mothers , and they are only 5 years old . That’s not bad that is lawless ! Now there was times I was a bad kid but I was being abused and acting out , I got my act together . These kids are LAWLESS ! Not ghetto they are lawless ! This is why I homeschool my daughter and I honestly feel sorry for these teachers because these kids are absolutely lawless and then they can’t fight , but they have the nerve to play the victim . It’s best to stay away from lawless kids because if they disrespect their own mothers then they’ll do it to you as well . God said lawlessness will abound in the last days . Don’t waste your time trying to raise other people children who are lawless instead focus on raising your healthy child . By the way I absolutely recommend Christian parents to HOMESCHOOL their kids because these kids in the public school system are beyond lawless . And yes , a parent has every right to defend their child against a lawless child . Period.

Date : 2/01/2024

Diamond Chessier

Discerning A Monitoring Demonic Spirit

“Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.” – Matthew 7:6

Because I am getting older I have less patience for stupidity . I don’t waste my time arguing with people when I know that I’m right because I made the decision not to waste my precious energy on stupidity. With that being said , I realized that people talk way to much around the wrong people . People don’t realize how crazy and ignorant some people are . Are people realizing that if you tell the wrong person where you work they will call your job behind your back and lie on you to get you fired for absolutely no reason at all . It’s a sign that we are in the last days . I realized that sometimes people get so arrogant about a tiny “come up” that they start talking way to much and ultimately they say something in front of the wrong person and loose everything . I have had to learn to be quiet . I have had to learn the hard way about fake people and fake friends . But as I am evolving God is revealing more about discerning a witch and not to be deceived by their appearance.

You have to learn to BE QUITE ! Do not tell even your closest relative your next move because there is demonic spirit loosed as of January 31,2024 and it is a spirit of betrayal. You have to stay 10 steps ahead of the enemy . Sometimes you have to work with people and wait on God , knowing that Jesus already said to stay away from people or they will betray you . When those moments happen , heed the voice of God so you can avoid unnecessary drama , but if you ignore that voice that is constantly warning you about someone then you will find your self in terrible trouble .

So understand that no you don’t have to be paranoid , but you have to watch your back because people are crazy and you don’t know what people are capable of especially when jealousy is involved .

Queen Diamond

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