Dealing With Regrets

  • Ezekiel 2:5-7

As you all know I am getting a divorce and my case in New Bern has been dismissed. As I am rebuilding my life I can honestly say I regret a lot of things . I regret the Marines , I regret joining church in North Carolina , I regret getting married , I regret ministry…. I regret a lot. I realized that at 28 years old , it is time to live my LIFE the way I want to. I am not Faith walking anymore. After a certain age Faith walking has to stop and reality has to set in. I don’t have time to make spontaneous decisions because I have a child and that would be irresponsible. God tells me to make music I say no every time . Don’t really care anymore , because I have no desire for God to use me and I do not want God to use me . But I said from the jump , one thing I will be is honest. I am one of those people that God has FORCED to go to church and do ministry . Do I want to be in church ? NO . DO I want a relationship with God ? No . But I understand that God is a real force that is holding me back from what I really wanted to be which was a R&B singer . That’s the whole truth. I wanted to sing R&B I never wanted to sing gospel. I had a little emotional moment thinking God loved me and I found out he didn’t love me the way I thought . So I left and was preparing to transition to R&B music and God stopped me . So I’m just done singing all together. As you read the blog I am going to tell you the truth and not lie. Why do I feel like God is stopping me ? I don’t know and I don’t care anymore I’m just not going to sing .

Diamond

Waiting On God For Your Miracle

Isaiah 40:31King James Version

31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

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Today as I left church I had alot on my mind and many questions . I didn’t feel like singing in church because I had so many burdens . I didn’t feel like smiling because I had so much going on . But God said to me keep going . I remember when God told me not to marry my ex -husband Ra’keem and as I am faced with the consequences of his bad decisions all I can do is trust God for my next miracle .
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The church teaches so much on marriage but somebody needs to teach on when NOT to marry someone . Everyone is NOT marriage material and some people you just need to stay away from . I really pray that if you are considering marriage that you listen to that still small voice that says not to marry someone and to wait on your spouse instead because you have no idea what God is sparing you from .

Sincerely,

Apostle Diamond

You Have To Put A Jealous Female Dog In Her Place

1 John 4:10 (King James Version)

 

Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us, and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins.

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Now, today I had to check a ugly female dog because she is jealous of me and yes I had to embarrass her infront of her kids and tell her that yes she is indeed a female dog. I told her to back up and she did, and I quickly realized that though she runs her mouth she does not want me to knock her out infront of her kids. And y’all this was a black woman let me make that very clear. Afterwards, a woman came to me and told me that that woman is NOT on my level and that the other girl is jealous of me , and I have to much going for myself . She reminded me that I have a daughter name Ruth, and that female dog is not worth it and that I am a God fearing. Then God told me , me and my man getting back together and getting married so there is no point. But I have to say this because God is blessing me to get my charges dropped and dismissed in New Bern, and then satan sent that ugly cowardly female dog because she know she can get draaaggggggggeeeeeeeedddddddddddddd. Because I can and I will drag her infront of her kids . But God reminded me that though I am allowed to have self-defense I will not be arrested again and God protects me. Anyways , no one likes her all the women around her argue with her because she is ignorant. You all know that I love black culture, but some black women just ratchet and ignorant and jealous because no man wants them ! At the end of the day ? My baby daddy looks WAY better than any man she could even THINK about, and the men that want me ? Would NEVER give her the time of the day. I been losing weight and getting my body right for my next man, I am NOT thinking about her ugly nappy head self and her ugly kids. In Jesus Name. My daughter pretty and her daughter ugly, I said what I said. Also, mothers when you have a cute daughter you have to protect your daughter from this ignorant ratchet black women that sit around and listen to rap music all day but can’t spell or read. Seriously, the girl can’t even spell or read and she running her mouth, God just told me to ignore her because she is afraid of me. So if you are woman that is cute, stay away from these ugly ratchet females… and ho? I just want to post a picture of my baby father below and I want you to know that he would NEVER want your ugly musty roach looking self. In Jesus Name.

Love Queen Diamond,

Haha ho this my baby daddy and your baby daddy look like a roach ! My baby father would NEVER in his life even give you the time of the day you ugly roach looking broad ! When you see his picture I want you to know that you are to ugly for him to even breathe in your presence ugly ho !

Miss you bae lol tell your girlfriend I love you ahahaha

Date: 2/15/2024

Tomorrow You Are Moving Into Your New House !

Joshua 24:15New International Version

15 But if serving the Lord seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your ancestors served beyond the Euphrates, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living. But as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.”

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Today the Lord spoke a powerful word into my spirit and told me not to worry about my house . People of God if it is a loft, a townhouse, apartment, bungalow, and industrial space you are moving into tomorrow ! The application is approved, you are approved for the new home , so stop worrying because God has it all under control ! Stop worrying, because when you wake up tomorrow you will be in your new house. I love my home . I hope you love your new home as well.

Love Mixed With Faith,

Queen Diamond

Date: 08/01/2014

How To Know When A Child Has A Demon

Don’t be fooled by those who say such things, for “bad company corrupts good character.” – 1 Corinthians 15:33

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So lately I have seen something , and because I am a mother I can discern when another child has a demon . But what is surprising , is that there are some children who are truly destined to be the anti-Christ so the demon cannot be removed . There are some people that Jesus Christ will not save and he will not deliver and that is even some children .

I think the church needs to understand that devil is real and no , everyone is not going to heaven . But what even is disturbing and something I have seen for myself is that some babies even have demons . So one has to ask , what could the mother have done for her son to be born with a demon that can’t be removed ?

The word of God says not to believe every spirit in 1 John . Although some people say the name of Jesus , some are truly witches and satanists that are hiding because they know satanism is wrong . The word of God says to have no fellowship with darkness and that is true . Because there are some children that you see in passing that God doesn’t want you to speak to because it has a demon . Below are some signs that a child has a demon .

  • If a child is sitting at a table of any kind and sets plates for people who are not there , and begins to speak to air as if it is having a real conversation and begins to curse and talk bad about their parent or another adult that is nearby it has a demon .
  • If a child curses at its parents and hits the parents or threatens the parent it has a demon .
  • If the child runs to a corner and just stands still and starts talking to a wall in a whisper but it makes you uncomfortable by the sound of their voice it has a demon .
  • If a child screams and runs away ( if you are a Holy Ghost filled Christian) for no reason at all and you have done nothing to the child it has a demon . The demon doesn’t like you and it knows who you are and doesn’t like you because you’re a Christian .
  • If a child is a baby and it’s a boy , but acts like girl and plays with girl toys it has a homosexual spirit in it and it’s a demon.
  • If a child is a girl and she has a true hatred for her mother to the point that she throws food in her mothers face infront of other people , disrespect her mother , call her mother names , curse her mother , and physically assaults or fights her mother she has a demon .

Now the word of God says to mind your own business . If you see it sometimes God doesn’t want you to get involved because the word of God says in Exodus that he will bring torture on those who hate him to the 10th generation . So no , just walk away because it has nothing to do with you . Don’t be a shoulder to cry on to the anti-Christ . Don’t offer to help the anti-Christ . Don’t mentor the anti-Christ . Don’t offer to take the anti-Christ through deliverance because they have done something that is anti for that to happen and it’s nothing you can do .

The people of God have to stop being naive and see that there is a real devil and even stronger God . No , your child can’t be friends with all children because some children are just born evil. That’s nothing but facts in Jesus Name .


1 Thessalonians 4:11-12New International Version

11 and to make it your ambition to lead a quiet life: You should mind your own business and work with your hands, just as we told you,12 so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders and so that you will not be dependent on anybody.

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/07/2024

It Is Time For Black Women To Stop Aborting Their Babies (Birthing Season)

Deuteronomy 28:4-12

4 The fruit of your womb will be blessed, and the crops of your land and the young of your livestock—the calves of your herds and the lambs of your flocks.

5 Your basket and your kneading trough will be blessed.

6 You will be blessed when you come in and blessed when you go out.

7 The LORD will grant that the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one direction but flee from you in seven.

8 The LORD will send a blessing on your barns and on everything you put your hand to. The LORD your God will bless you in the land he is giving you.

9 The LORD will establish you as his holy people, as he promised you on oath, if you keep the commands of the LORD your God and walk in obedience to him.

10 Then all the peoples on earth will see that you are called by the name of the LORD, and they will fear you.

11 The LORD will grant you abundant prosperity—in the fruit of your womb, the young of your livestock and the crops of your ground—in the land he swore to your ancestors to give you.

12 The LORD will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands. You will lend to many nations but will borrow from none.

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In a vision God told me 7 years so many black women would give birth out of wedlock and I pray that they do not abort their babies . I pray God provides for their children even if it is out of wedlock . I know the Lord will provide . In the Bible family was so important (Joshua 24:15) . It is so important that black women begin to break the curses of hatred and resentment towards children and begin to give birth . Even if it is out of wedlock keep the baby and don’t even consider abortion . There is a plan for that baby ! Trust God !

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/09/2024