Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
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Since I was 19 years old I have been faith walking in ministry and I am done. Ministry does not provide the money that I need to take care of my child , to keep my hair done, my nails done, and provide the clothes I need. I have had enough. For years I watched people buy houses, get their education, get promoted at work, and I did everything that I could to try and listen to God and I am done. I refuse to be the bitter black prophet in ministry. As of right now, my focus is work. I am have a gift to work and earn whatever I wan’t and that is my focus. I cannot be full time ministry anymore because it does not provide. Never again, will I leave my job to be full time ministry. That cycle of poverty and failure being in ministry is done. I never wanted to be used by God, God made me even though I did not want to. I never really loved God, spiritually I did not have a choice. But I am done. I have had enough.
From Precious-Diamond Chessier,
Real Life Real Jesus 
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