My Story : ¹⁷ Now the king was attracted to Esther more than to any of the other women, and she won his favor and approval more than any of the other virgins. So he set a royal crown on her head and made her queen instead of Vashti. – Esther 2:17

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Lately I have been asking God a lot of questions and God says to me , “keep going and don’t worry about that . I’m hiding you”. Whew. It’s been blowing my mind . A lot of people tell me I’m beautiful, but I had to learn how evil and cruel people can be when they are jealous of someone’s beauty . I have done a lot of realizing and after talking to my husband Ra’keem , he confirmed that a lot of the evil things people have done to me is because I’m beautiful and it’s jealousy. So lately , I have been finding my encouragement and strength in the book of Psalms & Esther . I realized that Esther was a beautiful woman but she went through some things . She was a Queen in waiting , God was hiding her and she suffered to be Queen . No , I do not think King Xerxes was sexually abusive … I think he was a man . No King Xerxes didn’t wait to marriage . King Xerxes had multiple women and he was sleeping with them all while dating Esther ( Esther knew what he was doing because he was honest about it , but Esther knew that God gave her a promise that one day she would be Queen & King Xerxes would indeed be faithful to her & only her ). So Esther stayed there , she probably was even in the same room when he was sleeping with other women & she stayed being obedient unto death . That obedience caused her to be a Queen and led him to be faithful to only her . Back in those days a King would sleep with his concubine and then roll over and sleep with his wife (literally ) . Back in those days while a woman was trying to become Queen he would sleep with the concubine and roll over and sleep with the other woman trying to decide which one he liked better , that’s just how it was .

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In the midst of that God was hiding Esther to protect her . Yeah , Esther was probably there when King Xerxes slept with all those women and probably saw everything . Yet , she was still being hidden to become the future Queen of Persia .
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There are women all over the world . My husband is not the only handsome man out there . As man you might be handsome . I know you can’t understand why people are doing means things to you it’s because you’re attractive & God has to hide you . In this modern world the most abominable people desire beauty but in a demonic way , so when demon possessed people see the heavenly beauty of Jesus on it makes them angry . So God has to protect you , hold you back , and send you on a different route . It’s going to be okay ! So keep going.

Love Mixed With Faith ,

Mrs.Diamond Chessier

Habakkuk 2:4New International Version

⁴ “See, the enemy is puffed up;
    his desires are not upright—
    but the righteous person will live by his faithfulness^[a]—

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