The Necessity Of Love

The Necessity Of Love 

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

New International Version

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

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For almost 8 years I believed something would occur in my love life . I hoped and then one day I decided to let it go . That’s truth . There are somethings you have to let go . Love takes consistency . Love takes forgiveness. Loves takes communication . Love takes two people (male & female ) willing to work through problems to become one . Love takes time and patience . I can talk about love . I have said so many times , that I wanted a divorce . Yet , what people don’t understand is that if there is truly no one else then what am I supposed to do ? I tried to date and tried to see if other people were interested…. I got blocked laughing out loud . So here I am wondering if maybe it’s best to stay with my husband … should I make it work ? Should I stay ? Should I leave ? Should I love through this ? I don’t know honestly time will tell . No one ever taught me about love and no one taught me about marriage . I only know what the Bible says . Lately , I have realized that instead of hoping that someone would change … maybe I should stay with my husband . I don’t know . I feel God leading me away … but he’s my husband and I do love him . Truth be told there was a time that I deeply cared for someone else . I mean I deeply cared … but I got tired of being blocked , tired of being played , and tired of feeling not good enough … so maybe I should just stay with my husband . 

Time Will Tell , 

Diamond