For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord . “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.
Jeremiah 29:11-13 NLT
Let me make this clear. I am God’s Rahab… not Jezebel . His Rahab with a dash of Bathsheba .
So I’m in this season of my life and I’m like okay God, you’ve broken that independent I dont need no man … I’m a strong black woman spirit out of me. Where is my man ? It’s not like I can’t get one .. but I just want a man who is going to love me like Hosea… yet STILL be my David.
So I guess because my answer did not come WHEN I wanted, I decided I was going to start looking on my own because I KNOW my husband is a prophet like Hosea(Ezekiel 2:5).
I was at church and I saw a VERY SINGLE saved man of God preaching the infallible word and I mean HE PREACHED ! Every one was hype and He made it clear that He was single. Did a altar call and everything and I thought he looked at me (I could be crazy though) … But anyways .
After my DATES WITH JESUS time , I asked God “what about this man as my husband ” and clear as day God said “No. He is not your David.”
So I’m shocked like “wooooooowwwwww God.. let me do me … let me do me..”
But ofcourse God knows better than me. He warned me that man was secretly very lazy (which God knows I hate in a man) and He would never do what God tells him to do !
Now let me tell you something. I have disobeyed enough warnings from God to have my heart broken to know when God is speaking about someone. So I heeded. But then I asked him about another man who is a Pastor (pray for me)… and God said NO ! So at this point I’m hurt and I’m basically telling God he dont love me. And the thing is I’m not asking about the man to be a temptress… but I’m asking God like a Ruth. But anyways….
I wrote this to say if you’re a single woman waiting for your husband just wait and pray. Know that you’re not alone. If I could be honest I want a husband myself and I want a M.A.N like Peter. Not a coward but a real man. So I wrote this in faith , to encourage those who are waiting to be still ! Dont go buying him prophetic gifts ahead of time.. dont move ahead of God just be still and keep working your husband will come.
…. BUT AS FOR ME ! IF yall see my David tell him to hurry up ! I’m irritated lol have a good night .
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