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Daily Bread Devotion

Daily Bread Devotion : Jesus Christ The Risen King And Savior was beaten and spat on for your sins. This coming week, let’s not focus so much on money but faith.

Prayer : Our Father which are in heaven, may YOUR NAME Be kept Holy.. I pray You raise up a generation that fears you Proverbs 9:10. I pray you begin to deal and expose abusive hidden behavior in the church and make your temple holy and safe again. I pray for your healing power in the lives of the youth. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen.

This Weeks Reading : Matthew 26

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The Apostolic And The Human

Psalms 119:19

For we know that the law is divinely inspired and comes from the spiritual realm, but I am a human being made of flesh and trafficked as a slave under sin’s authority.
Romans 7:14 TPT
https://bible.com/bible/1849/rom.7.14.TPT

I Dont Want Fanfare

I was spending sometime with God … I call it dates with Jesus… and I was praying and eating, when the Holy Spirit told me to go to Romans 12 in TPT… Every word in that chapter I felt in my core. In this hard season of betrayal, loneliness, and rejection (especially for being a prophet) I have been battling heavy depression. Depressed because everyone wants a prophetic word about “purpose” but nobody wants to hear repent and turn from your wicked ways. If its not about a new house, car, a million dollars then no one wants to hear the prophet.. but instead they get blinded by jealousy and do everything in their power to hurt a prophet … why ? Because they don’t see that a prophet is still human.

Dealing With Betrayel and Jealousy

Psalm 9:9 MSG

Anger is cruel, and wrath is like a flood, but jealousy is even more dangerous.
Proverbs 27:4 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/pro.27.4.NLT

It amazes me how people can be so jealous of a spiritual gift, bible knowledge what God is doing for you because THEY are to lazy to go through the process.

They literally dont see

  • All of the times you have battled depression and suicide
  • The times you hated being a prophet, a leader, or the day you were born
  • The times you were homeless

And yet… They dont care…. because they’re jealous… But what do you do when it’s someone that you loved ?

Pray and Get Closer To God

Honestly…. When I was abused as a child by religious “people” they put Bible verses to justify what they were doing… When I opened my heart and finally told about my pain … it was people that hurt me. And what did I do ? Get angry at God. BUT now after fighting for my relationship with God I refuse to allow Satan to come against my relationship with Christ …

Do not let us agree to do wrong things. Keep us safe from Satan .” ’ Then Jesus said, ‘When other people do wrong things against you, you must forgive them. Then God, your Father in heaven , will also forgive you for the wrong things that you have done. But if you do not forgive other people, then your Father will not forgive you.’
Matthew 6:13‭-‬15 EASY
https://bible.com/bible/2079/mat.6.13-15.EASY

Is Everyone One A Bad Person ?

No… was Peter bad when he denied Christ ? Is not Peter a matriarch and a Apostle ? Doesn’t God use Peter through his shadow?

As a result, people carried their sick friends into the streets and put them on beds and mats . They hoped that Peter would pass that way and make their sick friends well again. They just wanted Peter’s shadow to touch them. Many people also came into Jerusalem from the small towns near the city. They brought their sick friends with them. Some of those sick people had bad spirits that gave them trouble. God caused all these sick people to become well again.
Acts 5:15‭-‬16 EASY
https://bible.com/bible/2079/act.5.15-16.EASY

I believe God allowed us to see both sides of Peter so that we can grasp …. that we are literally HUMAN! In other words stop abusing prophetic people and Apostles because you’re jealous…. (even though you’re going to do it… Don’t be mad when God destroys you *cough cough* Psalms 105:15 )

I love this verse in The Message Bible

When he came back to his disciples, he found them sound asleep. He said to Peter, “Can’t you stick it out with me a single hour? Stay alert; be in prayer so you don’t wander into temptation without even knowing you’re in danger. There is a part of you that is eager, ready for anything in God. But there’s another part that’s as lazy as an old dog sleeping by the fire.”
Matthew 26:40‭-‬41 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/mat.26.40-41.MSG

You know what this means to me ? I’ve accepted the fact that I may believe in the Apostolic , I know who I am in Christ when the time is right , and I may know my purpose … but I’m still human. And so are your Apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors, and teachers. Stop abusing them.

This Is A Warning : God Is About To Expose Abusive Marriages In The Church. Kick Out The Abusive Behavior And Gather Fruit Of The Spirit.

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Genesis 29:9

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Going To School And The Battle Of Depression

John 3:16

Proverbs 18:14-16 The Passion Translation (TPT)

14 The will to live sustains you when you’re sick,[a]
but depression crushes courage and leaves you unable to cope.
15 The spiritually hungry are always ready to learn more,
for their hearts are eager to discover new truths.
16 Would you like to meet a very important person?
Take a generous gift.
It will do wonders to gain entrance into his presence.

My Testimony: Confessions Of A Survivor

When I was abused as a child, I was beaten to the point that I had to have a order of protection put on me. I was made to sleep on the floor, my mother would not get my hair done (unless it was a performance for other people), there were times I would be left at work with no way to get home… My mother hated me. She would call the police on me and laugh when they left and then get mad at me when I did not do good in school.

Psalms 27:10

I would skip school because the girls didn’t like me. They would lie and make up rumors about me and other boys.. Then I would go home and be abused.. Then I would go to church and have to pretend that everything was ok. I remember one time I told my mother what the girls were saying to me at school and her response was “That’s nothing I say worse stuff to you.”

On top of that she told me I was bum and a failure… I would be just like my father and she expected me to fail highschool, but by HIS Grace I didn’t .

What Does This Have To Do With College

I remember when I was in Highschool and God told me “You will be the first Doctor in your family” .. I told my mother and she said “We’ll see”

  • Ezekiel 2:5

Again… when I was in the wilderness God woke me up out of my sleep and said “You shall be a doctor of medicine”

But what do you do when you’re life looks nothing like what God promised ? Well what promise did ?

What Is God Doing Through This Hard Season Of Depression

God is delivering you from ungodly expectations. When you are abused, people will beat you down and then make you feel bad when you are failing and suffering. In your mind if you don’t have a A you are all of these bad names and you call down curses on yourself… But does a education mean that you are going to be successful ?

Ecclesiastes 9:10-11 New Living Translation (NLT)

10 Whatever you do, do well. For when you go to the grave,[a] there will be no work or planning or knowledge or wisdom.

11 I have observed something else under the sun. The fastest runner doesn’t always win the race, and the strongest warrior doesn’t always win the battle. The wise sometimes go hungry, and the skillful are not necessarily wealthy. And those who are educated don’t always lead successful lives. It is all decided by chance, by being in the right place at the right time.

Psalm 91

The right place at the right time is your position in prayer… You may feel bad because your “friends” boast and brag about the straight A’s and you have a B or a C and sometimes a D… but maybe God is using this to draw you closer to HIM.

Proverbs 28:6 New Living Translation (NLT)

6 Better to be poor and honest
    than to be dishonest and rich.

Don’t give up… and if God tells you to take the class over do what He says. There was a time where even Samuel failed. Is he not Israel’s greatest judge? In this Christian walk you are going to encounter failure, the high’s and low’s of life… But in your highs and lows don’t allow the Devil (Matthew 6:13 EASY) to make you feel like you have to go back to abusive parents, family, or family members because you are going through a hard time right now. Just keep trusting in God.

Ruth 1:16-17 New Living Translation (NLT)

16 But Ruth replied, “Don’t ask me to leave you and turn back. Wherever you go, I will go; wherever you live, I will live. Your people will be my people, and your God will be my God. 17 Wherever you die, I will die, and there I will be buried. May the Lord punish me severely if I allow anything but death to separate us!”

During this hard time of depression, fast and pray because maybe God needs to talk to you about His will and not yours (Proverbs 16:9).

All though this a hard time, against all odds you are going to be ok….

Ecclesiastes 11:7 New Living Translation (NLT)

Advice for Young and Old

7 Light is sweet; how pleasant to see a new day dawning.

Tips To Get Through This

  • Download the Bible App (Make room if you don’t have any space)
  • Start praying in the Secret Place
  • Find a GOOD church home
  • No matter what time you got out of bed today… if GOD is telling you to pray and do a devotion listen to Him
  • Go on a walk with God and buy something if he tells you to.
  • Most importantly .. TRUST HIM Proverbs 3:4-6
  • Ask God for godly friends … I did not give you the spirit of fear but of power and of love and a sound mind 2 Timothy 1:7

*Click Here* Here is a link that are some awesome and amazing prayers to help you through this depression

The Bible says to worship opens doors (Psalm 34:9-11) below is a good song to listen to during this hard time.

Psalm 23 NLT

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Amazing Love

The Book of Hosea

Dates With Jesus

This is a movie I watch frequently on YouTube. I think YouTube has some good and bad points to it (Ecclesiastes 7:16) … but it can definitely be used by God to educate some people. I rented this movie because I needed a reminder that God is real and that He loves me. This movie is inspired and based off of the love of Hosea and Gomer. In the Bible in Hosea 1:2 the Lord tells His prophet (Hosea) to marry a prostitute. Yes… I said it . A prostitute…

My Testimony

I myself was a prostitute … I have endured a lot of pain in my life because of my choices and the abuse of others. My testimony is that when I was in my sin God told me “I have a Hosea for you.” Now I am no longer in prostitution because of this is the verse God gave me to quit…

Hosea 3:3 New Living Translation (NLT)

3 Then I said to her, “You must live in my house for many days and stop your prostitution. During this time, you will not have sexual relations with anyone, not even with me.[a]”

Why is this movie so important ?

Because it gives me hope… And it should for you to.. How can a man (a prophet) have this love for Gomer… A prostitute who left her marriage for another man. But God told His prophet to go find his wife (Hosea 3 The Message Bible).

Look At This Preview of The Movie

The Written Revelation …

Obviously, God told me that this (Gomer) is how he sees me. Like a unfaithful woman yet He still loves me . And God has purposed me and commanded me to put away my prostitution and serve Him.. The true and Living God.

Now some may read this and be like… well? Are you going to cheat on your husband when you’re married? My answer is no... I already cheated on God when I went to prostitution and I was already like Gomer when I was a prostitute. But now I have to accept that my husband may have to deal with backlash from his friends, from his family, and people may try to lie and say “she just wants you for money”.. No I don’t. Because I had money .. a lot of it and I lost it all in the wilderness. I don’t want his fame because people get on my nerves sometimes and I like to chill.. And I don’t want my future husbands so called empire.. I want real love with the base of God as our foundation.

Moral of the story

Always pray for discernment when you are looking for a spouse. Always pray that God confirms your marriage with His beautiful word. And pray for a healthy God ordained marriage.

Prayer

Dear Lord Heavenly Father, I call you Yahweh. I pray that you raise up a Davidic anointing for marriages. I pray that your people don’t get married for money or the love of money… but to be like Ruth. I pray for a Ruth Season. That you restore the real true meaning of marriage, fearing God, and the real true meaning of purpose. That we don’t base our marriages on being a celebrity but we honor God. I pray that we are humble according to Proverbs 12:9.. I pray that we worship doors open. I pray that we love You God. Amen. ❤

May we love you Lord. May you send our Hosea.

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