Your Choices Matter

Numbers 23:19 New King James Version (NKJV)

19 “God is not a man, that He should lie,
Nor a son of man, that He should repent.
Has He said, and will He not do?
Or has He spoken, and will He not make it good?New King James Version (NKJV)

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I see alot of people that get jealous of those who are anointed and chosen by God. Some people get filled with rage and anger when they see the Holy Spirit upon someone else’s life… but HERE IS THE THING… YOUR CHOICES MATTER !

Isaiah 54:17 New King James Version (NKJV)

17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

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See you made your choice, and you believed that you had more time.. but you missed it ! You miss the Call of God (Deuteronomy 1:45). The thing that gets me is that some people believe that they can call “who they want” as a prophet. But The Bible says “many false prophets will arise”(Matthew 24:11) and the person that you may not like BUT GOD LOVES , is still going to go forth in ministry…

So heed this warning, as Pharoah could not stop Moses YOU cannot stop the move of God on someone else’s life.

As SAUL could not kill David, YOU CANNOT stop the move of God from going forth in someone else’s life…

If you are the David looking at the Goliath , then KILL IT! Do what needs to be done!

If you are the Moses looking the Mountain than GO UP AND TALK TO JESUS !

If you are the Billy Graham of this generation, then be intentional about your life ! Understand now that your choices matter ! Sometimes you have to block some numbers, and stop talking to some people for God to get HIS purpose out of you ! So Keep Going and stay in the fight ! Fight like David ! with the STONE of God! Amen? Amen.

Love Mixed With Faith,

Diamond

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Dates With Jesus: The Passion Of The Christ

Isaiah 53:5 New King James Version (NKJV)

But He was wounded[a] for our transgressions,
He was [b]bruised for our iniquities;
The chastisement for our peace was upon Him,
And by His stripes[c] we are healed.

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The Bible says… that many are called but few are chosen (Matthew 22:14)… So this evening I am going to talk to the chosen. On this Dates With Jesus I had to be reminded what is the purpose of preaching the gospel. What was my foundation for? What I am striving for.. what is the over all goal of the gospel. In the movie of the Passion of the Christ.. You see that graphic and intolerable pain that our Savior Jesus Christ had to go through… and for you and me.

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Honestly… it was never my desire to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ.. I never wanted to… never cared… honestly I did not even want to be a Christian. But I am CHOSEN … But anyways..

In ministry we encounter “like Jesus” moments, seasons, and even years… Where people see you beaten, bruised, and broken and they still spit on you… They still gossip about you.. They still treat you like a dog.. They still make fun of you… and the crazy thing is… they are still jealous.. Which honestly I do not understand because trust me ministry is very difficult. but anyways.

Is these like Jesus moments, I have learned to crawl to Jesus.. I have learned to get on my face. This Dates With Jesus, reminded me that I can go to JESUS because He understands my pain (Hebrews 4:15).

I dont vent to people.. because well… people will always fail you. I have learned the power of the secret place…

Well What Are You Doing This For?

Because … well I love HIM… I have been through so much abuse and yet He chases me down like Gomer. I dont deserve God… but he has died for me.

Heed this warning about ministry…

take your time to draw close in God now or you’ll lose him later.

Diamond ,

Single, Saved, and Wanting a H.U.S.B.A.N.D

For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord . “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.
Jeremiah 29:11‭-‬13 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/jer.29.11-13.NLT

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Let me make this clear. I am God’s Rahab… not Jezebel . His Rahab with a dash of Bathsheba .

So I’m in this season of my life and I’m like okay God, you’ve broken that independent I dont need no man … I’m a strong black woman spirit out of me. Where is my man ? It’s not like I can’t get one .. but I just want a man who is going to love me like Hosea… yet STILL be my David.

So I guess because my answer did not come WHEN I wanted, I decided I was going to start looking on my own because I KNOW my husband is a prophet like Hosea(Ezekiel 2:5).

Anyways….

I was at church and I saw a VERY SINGLE saved man of God preaching the infallible word and I mean HE PREACHED ! Every one was hype and He made it clear that He was single. Did a altar call and everything and I thought he looked at me (I could be crazy though) … But anyways .

After my DATES WITH JESUS time , I asked God “what about this man as my husband ” and clear as day God said “No. He is not your David.”

So I’m shocked like “wooooooowwwwww God.. let me do me … let me do me..”

But ofcourse God knows better than me. He warned me that man was secretly very lazy (which God knows I hate in a man) and He would never do what God tells him to do !

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Now let me tell you something. I have disobeyed enough warnings from God to have my heart broken to know when God is speaking about someone. So I heeded. But then I asked him about another man who is a Pastor (pray for me)… and God said NO ! So at this point I’m hurt and I’m basically telling God he dont love me. And the thing is I’m not asking about the man to be a temptress… but I’m asking God like a Ruth. But anyways….

I wrote this to say if you’re a single woman waiting for your husband just wait and pray. Know that you’re not alone. If I could be honest I want a husband myself and I want a M.A.N like Peter. Not a coward but a real man. So I wrote this in faith , to encourage those who are waiting to be still ! Dont go buying him prophetic gifts ahead of time.. dont move ahead of God just be still and keep working your husband will come.

…. BUT AS FOR ME ! IF yall see my David tell him to hurry up ! I’m irritated lol have a good night .

Diamond ❤

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All Things Work Together

Proverbs 18:24 New International Version (NIV)

24 One who has unreliable friends soon comes to ruin,
    but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

One Sunday

There was a sunday I was sitting at church and I heard the Apostle say something like “If something doesn’t go my way I am not worried because all things work together”… He was referencing Romans 8:28

and I have held onto that for the entire 2019 year.

During 2019 for me personally I have lost ALOT OF female friendships (Proverbs 31:1-7). I know that God has shown me somethings about my destiny and future but I was just wondering why… did it have to hurt so much.

And I am reminded of this photo.

I am not Jesus, but I am His disciple.

A lot of time when we look at discipleship you think of glitz and glam… but no. Its more than that. Discipleship is enduring being homeless when you used to have a salary job and a luxury apartment 20 minutes away from the beach.. because you’re in the wilderness.

Discipleship is losing your phone in the Antelope valley desert with no money or anyway to call home, so that God can purge you..

Discipleship is the many nights you cry yourself to sleep asking God… why… why me… and literally begging him to chose someone else.

And discipleship is holding onto a promise, and living with the pain of people who said they were your friends kick you while you are down… That’s what it takes to be chosen by God.

See There Is A Day Coming

Where we are going to realize that your Instagram likes and follows does not mean you have authority in heaven. There is a day coming where Instagram will be shut down and all of that money people wasted to buy followers will go to waste…. because Instagram DOES NOT mean anointed.

God is going to restore what it means to be Authentic.

I Really Like Billy Graham

This Is why… Billy Graham came in a time where you REALLY had to be anointed to be used by God. He came during a time where You HAD to have the heavens moving on your behalf to preach the way that HE DID !

I like Dr.Martin Luther King Jr.

Because His prophecy was fulfilled ! We are living his prophecy today. Not only that, He literally HAD to have GOD on his side to move in the ERA that He did.

In Reality

We don’t see these mantles anymore. See the problem is everyone is trying to make a name for themselves like Saul, but no one is trying to make a name for GOD !

When David killed Goliath He said,

1 Samuel 17:45 King James Version (KJV)

45 Then said David to the Philistine, Thou comest to me with a sword, and with a spear, and with a shield: but I come to thee in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom thou hast defied.

David did not come to goliath in flesh… but with that backing and anointing of the HOLY SPIRIT !

The Apostles Are Coming

A lot of times we talk about miracles and that’s what they want to see… but they fail to realize that it came through the Apostles and the Prophets.

I look at the state of the church with Kanye West and I literally am shocked at how deceived the church is involving this man. He is tormented by Legion. Is bound by the spirit of Lucifer.

Yes he made a album but the BIBLE says EVERY KNEE SHALL BOW so Kanye West doesn’t have a choice but He is still going to hell.

Philippians 2:10 King James Version (KJV)

10 That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth;

What Is To Come

There is a very heavy and sad persecution coming with the real apostles. I am not talking about YouTube apostles.. I am talking about REAL ORDAINED ANOINTED apostles. Now they are some people who claim to be Apostles and are not according to Revelation 1-3.

However, with that being said if you are in ministry take this time to love on your family and cultivate a atmosphere of peace in your household… Because you need a balance. Ministry is NOT 24/7. The Bible tells us that there was a time that Jesus stopped His public ministry.

John 11:54 New Living Translation (NLT)

54 As a result, Jesus stopped his public ministry among the people and left Jerusalem. He went to a place near the wilderness, to the village of Ephraim, and stayed there with his disciples.

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We have to begin to move into seasons of learning how to love our households so that we have peace (Isaiah 9:6-7).

We as Christians have to learn that balance does not mean listening to blasphemous music or smoking, or going to the club…

BALANCE means when I come home at a certain time my phone is off. I want to watch the game with my family. I’m not your God.

BALANCE is learning how to say no to people who KEEP asking for money with no intentions on getting a job. Learning how to say NO to people who disrupt your peace.

Even if its not in ministry, you could just be at work. There is a persecution coming to us. You need to begin to cultivate peace in your life. Start weeding out toxic people. Who wants to come home after working all day to foolishness.

With that being said,

God You are the Prince of Peace according to Isaiah 9:6-7 .God I pray that we begin to understand the power of peace. That we begin to balance and accept that there is only one God. There is no other God. Help us to let go of abusive and toxic relationships and put us in a position of peace. AMEN!

Have a Blessed Day.

Love,

Diamond ❤

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Steered Back To God

Hebrews 4:15 New International Version (NIV)

15 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin.

My Testimony

I am child abuse survivor. I have many testimonies of what God has delivered me from. When I was a child I was raped, abused, I would go to school with bruises on my body, someone in my family tried something, and I was made fun of for incest.

When I was younger I used to listen to bad music to make my self feel better. Music about sex, and other things.

I just wanted a mental escape from what I had been through.

I didn’t want a relationship with God… because my family were “Christians” so I wanted nothing to do with him.

But certain music opens portals to fantasy..

Because Of My Abuse

I tried to find love in boys, boyfriends, in money, and other things and I ended up with nothing in the end. Honestly, my walk with God is not easy. Every day I try to figure how to just be ok.

This is hard, because when you are anointed people get jealous.. so it doesn’t matter what happened to you in their eyes they just want to hurt you.

In times like these you have to give it all to God.

This is not to be paranoid, or put you in a ungodly isolation but to steer you to the Father.

Psalms 20:7 says,

Some trust in chariots and some in horses,
    but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.

NIV  

Sometimes When God Closes A DOOR  

It is purely to protect you… You may not see it right now… but soon very soon God is going to show you. The closed door was a shield from false prophets who would have preyed on your emotions, abusive spiritual mothers who are really Jezebel, and he shielded you from jealous friends who would have hurt you beyond repair.

In these wilderness seasons… God is calling for prayer. Turn off your phone, get silent, and get in HIS presence…

If the Holy Spirit releases you to let go of that abusive boyfriend… Then let him go…

If God tells you its time to find a different church home.. then be obedient

If God says let go of idols, such as spiritual parents then let it go…

Or if you are in a abusive marriage , please listen to God… let it go.

Loved Mixed With Faith ❤ ,

Diamond ❤