Dates With Jesus : A Beautiful Vacation

A Dream Come True

In 2017 I began my wilderness years and man where they something … Last year in 2018 I lost everything… it was so hard. Since 2018 I have been enduring, suffering, and struggling and yet God has been faithful. The reason this date is so beautiful is because I remember crying , whining, and complaining to my King last year that I NEEDED A VACATION ! In fact I even poured out my feelings early Feburary this year about a desperate vacation I needed and KING (Psalm 24) made it happen. I’m just so shocked and happy because I didnt think GOD heard me ❤.

Psalm 23

For four days I literally got to rest and be spoiled by God… it was amazing ! I did a Devotion/Bible Study while I poured out my feelings to God. It was even more amazing because the Bible Study I did worked together with the sermon I heard at my church (All Nations Worship Assembly Atlanta under the leadership of Apostle Matthew Stevenson) it was great! Can you tell I grew up Baptist ? Lol

How Did It Work Together ?

On last Sunday (September 29, 2019) the visiting Pastor spoke about humility …. I was so happy because after service I received deliverance and prayer about something I so desperately needed… And It Happened! God even confirmed some things about my life and what is to come… but anyways…

The pastor spoke about humility .. and how God does NOT want a rebel but someone who is obedient and humble. It was so powerful..

But Later On That Week… I thought About David

And on this Dates With Jesus I thought about David again…

O Lord my God, in You I take refuge; Save me and rescue me from all those who pursue me, So that my enemy will not tear me like a lion, Dragging me away while there is no one to rescue [me]. O Lord my God, if I have done this, If there is injustice in my hands, If I have done evil to him who was at peace with me, Or without cause robbed him who was my enemy, Let the enemy pursue me and overtake me; And let him trample my life to the ground And lay my honor in the dust. Selah. Arise, O Lord , in Your anger; Lift up Yourself against the rage of my enemies; Rise up for me; You have commanded judgment and vindication. Let the assembly of the nations be gathered around You, And return on high over them. The Lord judges the peoples; Judge me, O Lord , and grant me justice according to my righteousness and according to the integrity within me. Oh, let the wickedness of the wicked come to an end, but establish the righteous [those in right standing with You]; For the righteous God tries the hearts and minds. My shield and my defense depend on God, Who saves the upright in heart. God is a righteous judge, And a God who is indignant every day. If a man does not repent, God will sharpen His sword; He has strung and bent His [mighty] bow and made it ready. He has also prepared [other] deadly weapons for Himself; He makes His arrows fiery shafts [aimed at the unrepentant]. Behold, the [wicked and irreverent] man is pregnant with sin, And he conceives mischief and gives birth to lies. He has dug a pit and hollowed it out, And has fallen into the [very] pit which he made [as a trap]. His mischief will return on his own head, And his violence will come down on the top of his head [like loose dirt]. I will give thanks to the Lord according to His righteousness and justice, And I will sing praise to the name of the Lord Most High.
PSALMS 7:1‭-‬17 AMP
https://bible.com/bible/1588/psa.7.1-17.AMP

David was so profoundly great because He NEVER stepped outside of the realm of a human. David was enraged in his mind. David could destroy you if he wanted to… We know because of what he did to Goliath (1 Samuel 17&18) … But David knew how to get out of God’s way and let the King fight his battles. Now imagine how hard this would have been considering David was constantly provoked but he never became his own god.

Psalm 1:3

How Does This Relate To You

Sometimes as Christian’s we encounter bullies at work .. mean family members and sometimes we get kicked while we are down. We get betrayed by friends for no reason and we are often hated with out a cause. The devil will try to trick you to avenge yourself, but you can’t! You have to give this God !

This vacation was so meaningful to me because I just got to tell God what happened. And we need that… Sometimes we just a need a Matthew 11:28-30 vacation and open up to HIM ! The truth is when jealousy is involved people can get so mean (Matthew 26 & Matthew 27 TLB) .. but you have to take that pain and give it to the Father (Hebrews 4:15).

Little By Little

Now understand this when I lost everything I was homeless , and I had to stay in a homeless shelter .. it was hard because I never looked homeless so I didn’t get sympathy. I’ve been beaten down so low and I just got tired. And God just happened to perform a miracle that I didnt even expect to receive a vacation… So if you have been homeless or struggling it gets better trust me I know.

This Was Beautiful

These four days were so amazing and full of peace .. LOL I felt like John in Revelation. But it feels good to have a good church home (because the anointing and covering helps me with the prophetic) and it feels good to be under a Apostle… I just want to take this time to tell someone if your struggling in the prophetic you NEED a church home. Its hard and its alot of mental warfare you need a covering.. even though I’m a little like Jonah lol God has helped me.

There was soooooooo much peace and I am grateful ! That wraps it up! God bless yall ❤

Love Mixed With Faith,

Esther 4:14

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A Call To Holy Living

God told Abram: “Leave your country, your family, and your father’s home for a land that I will show you. I’ll make you a great nation and bless you. I’ll make you famous; you’ll be a blessing. I’ll bless those who bless you; those who curse you I’ll curse. All the families of the Earth will be blessed through you.”
Genesis 12:1‭-‬3 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/gen.12.1-3.MSG

My Story

I grew up in a Christian household that lived a life contrary to what God believed. There were days we went to church but our lives where in direct contradiction to what The Bible says.

With that being said, God delivered me from my family but because I was so use to abuse I allowed someone to tell me that I needed to go back to my family (which was not what God told me to do) and live with them… That was a mistake. Yet I am grateful that God gave me another chance and delivered me like Abram ! With that being said, I dont really have time to vent to you about everything I went through but I am going to tell my story and how GOD dealt with me to leave my family…. and for this reason.

When I Was Growing Up

I often read The Bible secretly as a child and God would always send His prophets to prophesy and speak over my life His promises of what He was going to do… (although I was being severely abused as a child). Some examples of abuse is that my mother would lock the bathroom doors so I couldn’t use the bathroom, I wasnt allowed to throw my trash away with the rest of the family, and my clothes would be taken away from me. I was made to sleep on the floor often throughout highschool and my mother was very aware of what she was doing.. Not only that there was something else going on that God pointed out years later which I believe was the source of abuse.

The Truth

When I was growing up I did not know it was a sin to see psyhics and have palm readings. I didn’t not know astrology was a sin and numerology. Because my entire family believed it …. and they are ministers and pastors.

So this is what I grew up with… and this revelation came after I had a dream that I was preaching in front of my family saying it was not them but God who brought me out of the wilderness and a powerful demon manifested inside of a family member… I mean that person didnt even look the same.

Rebellion Opens Counterfeit Doors

“Do not permit any of your children to be offered as a sacrifice to Molech, for you must not bring shame on the name of your God. I am the Lord . “Do not practice homosexuality, having sex with another man as with a woman. It is a detestable sin. “A man must not defile himself by having sex with an animal. And a woman must not offer herself to a male animal to have intercourse with it. This is a perverse act. “Do not defile yourselves in any of these ways, for the people I am driving out before you have defiled themselves in all these ways. Because the entire land has become defiled, I am punishing the people who live there. I will cause the land to vomit them out. You must obey all my decrees and regulations. You must not commit any of these detestable sins. This applies both to native-born Israelites and to the foreigners living among you. “All these detestable activities are practiced by the people of the land where I am taking you, and this is how the land has become defiled. So do not defile the land and give it a reason to vomit you out, as it will vomit out the people who live there now. Whoever commits any of these detestable sins will be cut off from the community of Israel.
Leviticus 18:21‭-‬29 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/lev.18.21-29.NLT

Consequences

Because of what my family did they welcomed a spirit of Molech (which involves heavy child abuse). They opened so many doors to rebellion and witchcraft and toxic spirits… But I am so HAPPY God called me out of it !

After God Has Delivered Me

I don’t believe in that stupid stuff about astrology … I dont believe in satanic signs and witchcraft . For my family it goes so deep that someone confessed that they messed with a satanic board at one point… They literally asked a demon a question and it answered. They told the story and said after that they never did it again, but I don’t believe that because years later they spoke of palm readings.

It took years for me to process all of the abuse I endured and God began to show me the root of it and it’s satanic. Because they refuse to repent , God is going to deal with them (Psalm 7:12).

But as for me and my house we will serve the Lord ! Just because my family involved themselves in witchcraft that does not mean I am going to. I love Jesus, I trust Jesus and I will never trust in those things again. When I was in my teens I had no idea this was not the will of God until I got away from my family.

Evidence

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“Do not eat meat that has not been drained of its blood. “Do not practice fortune-telling or witchcraft.
Leviticus 19:26 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/lev.19.26.NLT

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“When you enter the land the Lord your God is giving you, be very careful not to imitate the detestable customs of the nations living there. For example, never sacrifice your son or daughter as a burnt offering. And do not let your people practice fortune-telling, or use sorcery, or interpret omens, or engage in witchcraft, or cast spells, or function as mediums or psychics, or call forth the spirits of the dead. Anyone who does these things is detestable to the Lord . It is because the other nations have done these detestable things that the Lord your God will drive them out ahead of you. But you must be blameless before the Lord your God. The nations you are about to displace consult sorcerers and fortune-tellers, but the Lord your God forbids you to do such things.”
Deuteronomy 18:9‭-‬14 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/deu.18.9-14.NLT

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“But cowards, unbelievers, the corrupt, murderers, the immoral, those who practice witchcraft, idol worshipers, and all liars—their fate is in the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.” Then one of the seven angels who held the seven bowls containing the seven last plagues came and said to me, “Come with me! I will show you the bride, the wife of the Lamb.” So he took me in the Spirit to a great, high mountain, and he showed me the holy city, Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God. It shone with the glory of God and sparkled like a precious stone—like jasper as clear as crystal. The city wall was broad and high, with twelve gates guarded by twelve angels. And the names of the twelve tribes of Israel were written on the gates. There were three gates on each side—east, north, south, and west. The wall of the city had twelve foundation stones, and on them were written the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.
Revelation 21:8‭-‬14 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/rev.21.8-14.NLT

In Conclusion

It is by GOD’S GRACE that I have been saved and I love Him. If you come from this , I charge you to repent. I believe that the church is in a era of Saul, but this is what The Bible Says

So Saul disguised himself by wearing ordinary clothing instead of his royal robes. Then he went to the woman’s home at night, accompanied by two of his men. “I have to talk to a man who has died,” he said. “Will you call up his spirit for me?” “Are you trying to get me killed?” the woman demanded. “You know that Saul has outlawed all the mediums and all who consult the spirits of the dead. Why are you setting a trap for me?” But Saul took an oath in the name of the Lord and promised, “As surely as the Lord lives, nothing bad will happen to you for doing this.” But Samuel replied, “Why ask me, since the Lord has left you and has become your enemy? The Lord has done just as he said he would. He has torn the kingdom from you and given it to your rival, David. The Lord has done this to you today because you refused to carry out his fierce anger against the Amalekites.
1 Samuel 28:8‭-‬10‭, ‬16‭-‬18 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/1sa.28.8-18.NLT

And This Is How It Ended

Saul groaned to his armor bearer, “Take your sword and kill me before these pagan Philistines come to run me through and taunt and torture me.” But his armor bearer was afraid and would not do it. So Saul took his own sword and fell on it. When his armor bearer realized that Saul was dead, he fell on his own sword and died beside the king. So Saul, his three sons, his armor bearer, and his troops all died together that same day. When the Israelites on the other side of the Jezreel Valley and beyond the Jordan saw that the Israelite army had fled and that Saul and his sons were dead, they abandoned their towns and fled. So the Philistines moved in and occupied their towns. The next day, when the Philistines went out to strip the dead, they found the bodies of Saul and his three sons on Mount Gilboa. So they cut off Saul’s head and stripped off his armor. Then they proclaimed the good news of Saul’s death in their pagan temple and to the people throughout the land of Philistia. They placed his armor in the temple of the Ashtoreths, and they fastened his body to the wall of the city of Beth-shan.
1 Samuel 31:4‭-‬10 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/1sa.31.4-10.NLT

Repent For The Kingdom Of Heaven Is At Hand

Acts 13:22 I have found David… son of Jesse ❤ Love You God ❤

Jesus Appreciation Post

I started YouTube at the end of May and a few months later God has blessed me with over a 1,000 views. A few months ago I never would have thought I would be moving to Georgia starting over with my life ! But HE IS GOOD and I love Him. So this is a thank you to JESUS. He prepares tables for me in the presence of my enemies. HE constantly shows me His Love.

Thank you Jesus , because I don’t deserve it.

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Prophetic Word: The Clinically Insane False Prophet

11 This is what the Lord says to me with his strong hand upon me, warning me not to follow the way of this people:

12 “Do not call conspiracy
    everything this people calls a conspiracy;
do not fear what they fear,
    and do not dread it.

Let Me Make Something Clear

  • I love the prophetic and I love the supernatural… But lately my spirit has been so grieved by God because of YouTube. There are so many strange and random prophetic words that are surfacing that are just not true. It worries me because I look at the comments and people are praising a lunatic thinking that God has spoken through them and He hasn’t….

Jeremiah 27:15 New International Version (NIV)

15 ‘I have not sent them,’ declares the Lord. ‘They are prophesying lies in my name. Therefore, I will banish you and you will perish, both you and the prophets who prophesy to you.’”

The Apostle Paul said “Prophecy and speaking in unknown languages and special knowledge will become useless.” – 1 Corinthians 13:6 NLT

I SEE what The Apostle Paul is saying… and especially because yall are physco. When you are dealing with the prophetic your number one priority is to love God, Fear God, and be humble? Why? Because you can literally lose your mind in the prophetic and that is what is happening..

Paul’s Vision and His Thorn in the Flesh

12 This boasting will do no good, but I must go on. I will reluctantly tell about visions and revelations from the Lord. I[a] was caught up to the third heaven fourteen years ago. Whether I was in my body or out of my body, I don’t know—only God knows. Yes, only God knows whether I was in my body or outside my body. But I do know that I was caught up[b] to paradise and heard things so astounding that they cannot be expressed in words, things no human is allowed to tell.

  • Do you see this? Do you see what the Apostle Paul was saying ? There is a certain realm that one can go to and not know if they were in body or outside the body…

Sadly…. I have seen videos of “prophets” talking about the illuminati, “kundalini” spirit, and all of these conspiracy videos and they are literally insane.

For Example These are some BIG signs that someone is insane on YouTube

  1. An obsession with a husband and prophecy
  2. Drawing lunatic signs and maps on the wall to explain what “god” is saying… You’re crazy.
  3. Last but not least… Talking about aliens and portals. You. Are. Crazy.

Please Guard Your Heart

When you are dealing with a real prophet you will know by their fruit , whether or not they listen, at least they’ll know that a prophet’s been here. – Ezekiel 2:3-7 MSG

So please, guard your heart and be careful and ask God for wisdom – Jacob (James) 1 TLV

Most importantly never ever put a prophet before God …. Exodus 20:3

Exodus 20:3 King James Version (KJV)

Thou shalt have no other gods before me.