Love….

Be careful What You Invest In

Tonight my heart is truly grieved . I see that for the next two years there is going to be a great falling away. I see fantasy chasers .. Oprah adding reality TV shows of Christian marriages that will lead to divorce. I see people in extravagant cars , new BMW’s that just came out, and many worldy blessings…. but in the third year.

Visions

I see men having cancer like never before . I see women leaving their husbands focused on insurance money… and yet all I can say is this . I know for a fact 2020 is the year of marriage. But are you marrying for the right reasons ? Look past the instagram model and ask yourself … will he (if you’re a woman) or she (if you’re a man) be with me when I lose everything ?

My Heart Is Grieved In The Spirit

This is the time to invest in acts of Charity. Some may be struggling right now , asking God why ? Why are the wicked prospering but remember these verses

  1. Only with your eyes shall you look, And see the reward of the wicked.
    Psalms 91:8 NKJV
    https://bible.com/bible/114/psa.91.8.NKJV

2. Then it came to pass, at the end of two full years, that Pharaoh had a dream; and behold, he stood by the river. So Joseph answered Pharaoh, saying, “ It is not in me; God will give Pharaoh an answer of peace.” Then Pharaoh took his signet ring off his hand and put it on Joseph’s hand; and he clothed him in garments of fine linen and put a gold chain around his neck. And Pharaoh called Joseph’s name Zaphnath-Paaneah. And he gave him as a wife Asenath, the daughter of Poti-Pherah priest of On. So Joseph went out over all the land of Egypt. Joseph was thirty years old when he stood before Pharaoh king of Egypt. And Joseph went out from the presence of Pharaoh, and went throughout all the land of Egypt.
Genesis 41:1‭, ‬16‭-‬16‭, ‬42‭, ‬45‭-‬46 NKJV
https://bible.com/bible/114/gen.41.1-46.NKJV

It may be difficult right now, but keep investing in God in acts of charity and He will bless you. There is something so terrible coming … the world will be forced to see .. unless you have God … you have nothing. Your degree and money cannot save you, only God can. Buy education but remember who gives the increase.

that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those in heaven, and of those on earth, and of those under the earth,
Philippians 2:10 NKJV
https://bible.com/bible/114/php.2.10.NKJV

Redeemed

Isaiah 53:5 New Living Translation (NLT)

5 But he was pierced for our rebellion,
    crushed for our sins.
He was beaten so we could be whole.
    He was whipped so we could be healed.

In life we take so many things for granted. You don’t realize how blessed you are to be married until you are divorced because you abused your spouse. You don’t realize how fortunate you are to have a home until you are homeless. You don’t realize the value of Biblical stewardship until you have lost all your money. You don’t realize so many things until you lose everything….

Psalm 68:5-6 The Message (MSG)

5-6 Father of orphans,
    champion of widows,
        is God in his holy house.
God makes homes for the homeless,
    leads prisoners to freedom,
        but leaves rebels to rot in hell.

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I think about Gomer, Hosea’s wife.. How she chased another man instead of staying with her husband. She left her life and stability because she wanted someone else.. The things of the world… and then after she was destroyed finally her Hosea… her husband came.

If you ever watch the movie Amazing Love, it will give you a understanding of marriage. Of Love. This woman ……. Gomer, a beautiful woman left her family for another man. One day, she didn’t want to dance… she didn’t want to engage in her new boyfriend’s festivities … and what did he do? He removed her from his presence.. All her pretty clothes? Gone. All her beauty? Now destroyed.

And to make matters worst… She is exposed in front of everyone.. and she sits there in bondage.. dirty and destroyed while people are making bets on her and mocking her.. Gomer… This beautiful woman now destroyed… and then…. Hosea comes… and even though she left him and even though she looks dirty with rags on… He picks her and takes her. That’s love.

My Testimony

I grew up in the church, yet I was so abused as a child. Sexually abused, mentally, physically, and emotionally… I was the Vice President of the Choir lead praise and worship and went to the wilderness… Then I started working again , had a good job as debt collector had another job working at Macy’s but left God.. and went to stripping and prostitution. I had a little boyfriend and one day I decided I didn’t want to dance anymore. I stopped going to the strip club and he just left me…

I am Gomer. I remember when I had everything… When I had money, when I had all that I could want and I left God… and lost everything… As I travel through life, waiting and wondering God when…. God why… God how… when are you going to do it? When are you going to deliver me… God when.. please God … please… when. I think of Gomer

Beaten, bruised, and dirty… yet redeemed.

Hosea 3 New Living Translation (NLT)

Hosea’s Wife Is Redeemed

3 Then the Lord said to me, “Go and love your wife again, even though she[a] commits adultery with another lover. This will illustrate that the Lord still loves Israel, even though the people have turned to other gods and love to worship them.[b]”

2 So I bought her back for fifteen pieces of silver[c] and five bushels of barley and a measure of wine.[d] 3 Then I said to her, “You must live in my house for many days and stop your prostitution. During this time, you will not have sexual relations with anyone, not even with me.[e]”

4 This shows that Israel will go a long time without a king or prince, and without sacrifices, sacred pillars, priests,[f] or even idols! 5 But afterward the people will return and devote themselves to the Lord their God and to David’s descendant, their king.[g] In the last days, they will tremble in awe of the Lord and of his goodness.

As I walk by faith and not by sight… Through the darkest valley… I pray . Sometimes that’s all you can do is pray. We take grace to far. We think we can do everything we want to do without natural consequences…. My consequence was losing everything the pretty clothes, my beauty, my success, my friends… but yet I will not despise the chastening of the LORD.

So today when you listen to stupid city girls and cardi b and they talk about prostitution, don’t be deceived.

Love Mixed With Faith <3,

The Wilderness

Matthew 4:1 New Living Translation (NLT)

The Temptation of Jesus

4 Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted there by the devil.

What Happens When Your Obedience Leads You Into The Wilderness

One of the hardest things about being a prophet of God is learning how to deal with the prophetic, your pain from abuse, current betrayals, and completely feeling like God has left you…. while somehow trying to understand and grasp how to love God after being sexually abused. And by people who were in the church or someone who was in your family…

The last days prophets have it pretty bad… because you deal with the cruelty of people. You deal with opening your heart about your abuse … and we are dealing with the pain of sexual abuse…. sometimes you even cry infront of people.. And for some reason people are so blinded by jealousy that they could care less.

Now some people would want to fight me about this… But I just want to show you what they did to my savior Jesus.

While King was carrying the cross … they spat on him. He literally was beaten, mocked…. crowned with a crown of thorns… and then spat on.

Matthew 27:30-31 New King James Version (NKJV)

30 Then they spat on Him, and took the reed and struck Him on the head. 31 And when they had mocked Him, they took the robe off Him, put His own clothes on Him, and led Him away to be crucified.

In The Passion Translation, in the book of Psalm… David gives a prophetic insight of Jesus Christ being crucified… So we literally live what it means to pick up our cross to follow Jesus.

I believe that God is raising a generation of authentic apostles and prophets… because this crushing is so severe. The warfare that the real apostles and prophets fight and wrestle with is so difficult because we are literally learning straight from God. We are learning how to be apostles and prophets through God… and there is a certain level of pain… that comes with it. There is a certain level of isolation, betrayal, abandonment, and persecution.

But I pray that God would give the apostles and prophets healthy families … so that when they go home.. they can escape the terrible pain of ministry, betrayal, and hurt. I charge you in this hour becareful who you call your friends.. and becareful with women. For the BIBLE says

Proverbs 31:3 New King James Version (NKJV)

3 Do not give your strength to women,
Nor your ways to that which destroys kings.

I hope and pray

That we begin to see that prophets are humans…. but yet the Bible already told us what people would do.

Acts 7:54-60 New International Version (NIV)

The Stoning of Stephen

54 When the members of the Sanhedrin heard this, they were furious and gnashed their teeth at him. 55 But Stephen, full of the Holy Spirit, looked up to heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God. 56 “Look,” he said, “I see heaven open and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God.”

57 At this they covered their ears and, yelling at the top of their voices, they all rushed at him, 58 dragged him out of the city and began to stone him. Meanwhile, the witnesses laid their coats at the feet of a young man named Saul.

59 While they were stoning him, Stephen prayed, “Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.” 60 Then he fell on his knees and cried out, “Lord, do not hold this sin against them.” When he had said this, he fell asleep.

Personal Experience

I recently have been dealing with sleep. Sometimes you just have to sleep. I didn’t say love it… but sometimes its the only thing that you can do. If you struggle with imagination (as most prophets do) and wrestle with insanity or fantasy… play the Bible App while you are sleeping and it will give your mind peace. I like listening to the Song of Solomon… but I would think that men would like The Chronicles.

To the Apostles and the prophets just enjoy your sleep. I have never seen this type of warfare and I recently had a dream of the death angel coming. Like the plagues of Pharaoh. Based off of how evil people are… we are in the last days. I’m going to be honest. I am terrible.. I pray for grace everyday to make the rapture of Jesus Christ or some call it the gathering. I hope I do its the truth. We are in the last days.

Matthew 24:11-13 King James Version (KJV)

11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.

12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.

13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

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When I was growing up I heard about this… but I didn’t believe it because I grew up seeing the opposite of what was preached at church.. So I know about the earthquakes and the other great signs… but when the BIBLE says .. “the love of many will grow cold.” When are in the last days.

Loved Mixed With Faith,

Diamond