GIVING GOD YOUR SELF-ESTEEM

But God… I want to be like her

Modern Day America

We live in a time where social media is so prevalent and it seems like a idol . We have so many different video vixens running rampart and it can be such a hinderance on a Christian woman’s self- esteem. I mean let’s really think about it and be real.. she gets all the likes. She gets all the attention… and she has ALL the money. It seems like everything in her life is so perfect and there is you.

Jesus Is In The Wilderness

When Jesus was in the wilderness in Matthew 4… the enemy took him up unto the highest point of the world. He wanted to give Jesus all these riches.. but there was one thing.. JESUS WOULD NOT WORSHIP THE DEVIL !

See we have to remember that according to Ephesians 6:10-20.. that we wrestle not against flesh and blood.. At the end of the day… according to Philippians 2:9-11 that video vixen that you wished you looked like has to pay a serious price and she will stand before God.

The Bible says,

Philippians 2:9-11 The Voice (VOICE)

So God raised Him up to the highest place
    and gave Him the name above all.
10 So when His name is called,
    every knee will bow,[a]
    in heaven, on earth, and below.
11 And every tongue will confess[b]
    “Jesus, the Anointed One, is Lord,”
    to the glory of God our Father!

Just Remember

We are all aiming to please the Spirit of Grace. Surround yourself with The Word of God and listen to Jesus when He tells you to stop looking and comparing yourself to her. Because she’s going to hell for her bad choices.

Prayer

Father,

I come boldly to the throne of grace.. I ask in the name of Jesus that You would restore the beauty of holiness according to Psalm 29:2. Remind us that we are striving and aiming for a heavenly citizenship. Lord not my will but your will be done. In Jesus Name. I pray. Thank God, Amen.

Dates With Jesus : A Beautiful Vacation

A Dream Come True

In 2017 I began my wilderness years and man where they something … Last year in 2018 I lost everything… it was so hard. Since 2018 I have been enduring, suffering, and struggling and yet God has been faithful. The reason this date is so beautiful is because I remember crying , whining, and complaining to my King last year that I NEEDED A VACATION ! In fact I even poured out my feelings early Feburary this year about a desperate vacation I needed and KING (Psalm 24) made it happen. I’m just so shocked and happy because I didnt think GOD heard me ❤.

Psalm 23

For four days I literally got to rest and be spoiled by God… it was amazing ! I did a Devotion/Bible Study while I poured out my feelings to God. It was even more amazing because the Bible Study I did worked together with the sermon I heard at my church (All Nations Worship Assembly Atlanta under the leadership of Apostle Matthew Stevenson) it was great! Can you tell I grew up Baptist ? Lol

How Did It Work Together ?

On last Sunday (September 29, 2019) the visiting Pastor spoke about humility …. I was so happy because after service I received deliverance and prayer about something I so desperately needed… And It Happened! God even confirmed some things about my life and what is to come… but anyways…

The pastor spoke about humility .. and how God does NOT want a rebel but someone who is obedient and humble. It was so powerful..

But Later On That Week… I thought About David

And on this Dates With Jesus I thought about David again…

O Lord my God, in You I take refuge; Save me and rescue me from all those who pursue me, So that my enemy will not tear me like a lion, Dragging me away while there is no one to rescue [me]. O Lord my God, if I have done this, If there is injustice in my hands, If I have done evil to him who was at peace with me, Or without cause robbed him who was my enemy, Let the enemy pursue me and overtake me; And let him trample my life to the ground And lay my honor in the dust. Selah. Arise, O Lord , in Your anger; Lift up Yourself against the rage of my enemies; Rise up for me; You have commanded judgment and vindication. Let the assembly of the nations be gathered around You, And return on high over them. The Lord judges the peoples; Judge me, O Lord , and grant me justice according to my righteousness and according to the integrity within me. Oh, let the wickedness of the wicked come to an end, but establish the righteous [those in right standing with You]; For the righteous God tries the hearts and minds. My shield and my defense depend on God, Who saves the upright in heart. God is a righteous judge, And a God who is indignant every day. If a man does not repent, God will sharpen His sword; He has strung and bent His [mighty] bow and made it ready. He has also prepared [other] deadly weapons for Himself; He makes His arrows fiery shafts [aimed at the unrepentant]. Behold, the [wicked and irreverent] man is pregnant with sin, And he conceives mischief and gives birth to lies. He has dug a pit and hollowed it out, And has fallen into the [very] pit which he made [as a trap]. His mischief will return on his own head, And his violence will come down on the top of his head [like loose dirt]. I will give thanks to the Lord according to His righteousness and justice, And I will sing praise to the name of the Lord Most High.
PSALMS 7:1‭-‬17 AMP
https://bible.com/bible/1588/psa.7.1-17.AMP

David was so profoundly great because He NEVER stepped outside of the realm of a human. David was enraged in his mind. David could destroy you if he wanted to… We know because of what he did to Goliath (1 Samuel 17&18) … But David knew how to get out of God’s way and let the King fight his battles. Now imagine how hard this would have been considering David was constantly provoked but he never became his own god.

Psalm 1:3

How Does This Relate To You

Sometimes as Christian’s we encounter bullies at work .. mean family members and sometimes we get kicked while we are down. We get betrayed by friends for no reason and we are often hated with out a cause. The devil will try to trick you to avenge yourself, but you can’t! You have to give this God !

This vacation was so meaningful to me because I just got to tell God what happened. And we need that… Sometimes we just a need a Matthew 11:28-30 vacation and open up to HIM ! The truth is when jealousy is involved people can get so mean (Matthew 26 & Matthew 27 TLB) .. but you have to take that pain and give it to the Father (Hebrews 4:15).

Little By Little

Now understand this when I lost everything I was homeless , and I had to stay in a homeless shelter .. it was hard because I never looked homeless so I didn’t get sympathy. I’ve been beaten down so low and I just got tired. And God just happened to perform a miracle that I didnt even expect to receive a vacation… So if you have been homeless or struggling it gets better trust me I know.

This Was Beautiful

These four days were so amazing and full of peace .. LOL I felt like John in Revelation. But it feels good to have a good church home (because the anointing and covering helps me with the prophetic) and it feels good to be under a Apostle… I just want to take this time to tell someone if your struggling in the prophetic you NEED a church home. Its hard and its alot of mental warfare you need a covering.. even though I’m a little like Jonah lol God has helped me.

There was soooooooo much peace and I am grateful ! That wraps it up! God bless yall ❤

Love Mixed With Faith,

Esther 4:14

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Am I Allowed To Be Beautiful?

1 Samuel 25:3 This man’s name was Nabal, and his wife, Abigail, was a sensible and beautiful woman. But Nabal, a descendant of Caleb, was crude and mean in all his dealings.

My Story:

When I was twenty years old, I moved to California after being stationed with the intentions of marrying someone. He was handsome and made me believe that he “had love for me”. However, God told me not to marry him… I didn’t marry him but I continued dating him. God told me that he was talking to someone else but of course I didn’t listen and…. He married someone else behind my back.

It hurt…

It hurt not only because one of our mutual friends knew and I had to find out by walking in on their conversation. But it hurt because she looked nothing like me. She was light skinned, petite, curly hair, and they partied together. I didn’t party, I went to church but I made time for him. I felt lied to and humiliated. It was even worst because even after they were married he just for some reason wanted to always friend me on social media or get in contact with me….

Then one day… God showed me who I was in Christ.. Abigail.

I listened to God after I got my closure for him, I blocked him… for good this time… and I let him go.

Not only that, I have decided that I am not going to attack the woman he is married to or hate her because she is light skin… God made her like he made me. There is nothing I can do about that. But I trust God… one day I’ll have my David and I’ll be like Abigail with a dash of Bathsheba (you don’t know when to shout).

Why am I saying this?

After bad relationships, you can’t hate a certain ethnicity because a man broke your heart. That’s not the will of God. Eve was the mother of all living. God said his House will be called a house of prayer for all nations…. So that means if you really love Jesus… you have to forgive.

Yes…

It hurt… I cried so many times… If only you knew . But there is a little piece in my heart that still trust God. It may be hard right now…. But its going to get better.

Psalms 30:5 For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime! Weeping may last through the night, but joy comes with the morning.

Love Mixed With Faith,

Precious-Diamond Chessier  ❤

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