Happy Thanksgiving !

Psalm 1:3 King James Version (KJV)

And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper.

Last Year I was alone for Thanksgiving and honestly… it wasn’t bad at all. The previous year I was with some people that were from church, and it was fine.

During both times I was ok because of God. I come from a very abusive family and I do not have relationships with my father or mother. Sometimes its very hard and I do feel alone but I would rather be safe with God then continue in a cycle of abuse because of “family” (Genesis 12:1).

God Warned Me

Before 2019, God warned me and told me not to return to my family but I listened to family and went back and it was the worst mistake of my life. However, In September after very bad circumstances I made the choice to trust God and completely leave my family and this is why…

  • There was someone in the family who tried me sexually and he was related to me.
  • In my family there is a long history of sexual abuse and pretending like it didn’t happen in the name of “we’re family.”
  • I got tired and started calling on Jesus
  • And finally after watching Joseph King of Dreams God told me “I’m sending you to a far away land.”

and HE DID ! The very next day my bank account was almost empty and was on a train to Georgia….

was it scary…. yes? but God sent people to provide for me (that I did not know) on the train financially, food, and comfort. Can you imagine ? Througha time span of days God freed me from years of emotional, physical, and sexual abuse.

  • Sometimes when you are dealing with abusive family members they will wait till they have gathered your trust to hurt you… but know that God always has someone that will shelter you through seasons.
  • This season if you feel that God is tugging at your heart to trust Him and believe Him… He did it for me and He will do it for you.

Abba,

I pray for those who are victims of sexual abuse. I pray that in this season you begin to expose it and rescue your children like a Father according to Romans 8:15. I believe in You king and I believe that you parted the Red Sea and I believe that You are a miracle working God. I love You King please I ask according to Matthew 7:7 to free your daughters.

Amen.

Love,

Diamond ❤

Dates With Jesus : Left Behind

“But of that [exact] day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son [in His humanity], but the Father alone. For the coming of the Son of Man (the Messiah) will be just like the days of Noah. For as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah entered the ark, and they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away; so will the coming of the Son of Man be [unexpected judgment]. At that time two men will be in the field; one will be taken [for judgment] and one will be left. Two women will be grinding at the mill; one will be taken [for judgment] and one will be left.
Matthew 24:36‭-‬41 AMP
https://bible.com/bible/1588/mat.24.36-41.AMP

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So recently I had a dream about the return of Jesus Christ…. However, I had a dream that I made it. You can watch it on this video below.

On this dates with Jesus, I ate some food … I’m going to tell the truth… What’s frightening for me is that in one of the Left Behind movies , the character was a African-American president and this movie was released during a time when that was not even a thought…. which lets me know that this movie is prophetic.

As God has been dealing with me about his return , I feel like I have been in a battle (spiritually) for my life. On one hand I want to walk away from God… not because of Him.. but because of His people. Church people make me not want God. I’m being honest. I’m tired of seeing pastors molesting children and their congregation ignoring it. That’s the truth. In my own life I have been sexually abused even though I grew up in the church … so imagine how I feel. It’s hard hearing God’s promises when you’re trying to find a way to serve Him without hating his people. That’s just my truth.

But Anyways. The only reason I believe that God is coming back is because He gives me dreams that come true… so I know that He is real. I dream about dreams that is literally impossible for me to know unless GOD had to show me. He shows me people’s lifestyles… which irrates me when people lie to me because God has shown me you. He shows me governmental dreams. He shows me alot of things and some I cant even speak about. Its alot. It’s sad. It’s very painful to see and know what God shows me… if it was my choice I wouldn’t know a thing because I’m tired..

But anyways.

This time I spent with God, I realized that God is coming soon. That’s the truth. I know that there is somethings that I have to work out… like my desire for Him… but ask yourself … if He came back would you make it today?

I think we really need to tune into God’s warnings in regards to weather and lawlessness because I believe that God is about to start speaking in LIFE . Meaning God is about to show us in our day to day lives that HE IS COMING SOON. I encourage you today pray… watch the movie… and prepare for His return.

Love Diamond ,

Single, Saved, and Wanting a H.U.S.B.A.N.D

For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord . “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.
Jeremiah 29:11‭-‬13 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/jer.29.11-13.NLT

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Let me make this clear. I am God’s Rahab… not Jezebel . His Rahab with a dash of Bathsheba .

So I’m in this season of my life and I’m like okay God, you’ve broken that independent I dont need no man … I’m a strong black woman spirit out of me. Where is my man ? It’s not like I can’t get one .. but I just want a man who is going to love me like Hosea… yet STILL be my David.

So I guess because my answer did not come WHEN I wanted, I decided I was going to start looking on my own because I KNOW my husband is a prophet like Hosea(Ezekiel 2:5).

Anyways….

I was at church and I saw a VERY SINGLE saved man of God preaching the infallible word and I mean HE PREACHED ! Every one was hype and He made it clear that He was single. Did a altar call and everything and I thought he looked at me (I could be crazy though) … But anyways .

After my DATES WITH JESUS time , I asked God “what about this man as my husband ” and clear as day God said “No. He is not your David.”

So I’m shocked like “wooooooowwwwww God.. let me do me … let me do me..”

But ofcourse God knows better than me. He warned me that man was secretly very lazy (which God knows I hate in a man) and He would never do what God tells him to do !

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Now let me tell you something. I have disobeyed enough warnings from God to have my heart broken to know when God is speaking about someone. So I heeded. But then I asked him about another man who is a Pastor (pray for me)… and God said NO ! So at this point I’m hurt and I’m basically telling God he dont love me. And the thing is I’m not asking about the man to be a temptress… but I’m asking God like a Ruth. But anyways….

I wrote this to say if you’re a single woman waiting for your husband just wait and pray. Know that you’re not alone. If I could be honest I want a husband myself and I want a M.A.N like Peter. Not a coward but a real man. So I wrote this in faith , to encourage those who are waiting to be still ! Dont go buying him prophetic gifts ahead of time.. dont move ahead of God just be still and keep working your husband will come.

…. BUT AS FOR ME ! IF yall see my David tell him to hurry up ! I’m irritated lol have a good night .

Diamond ❤

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All Things Work Together

Proverbs 18:24 New International Version (NIV)

24 One who has unreliable friends soon comes to ruin,
    but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

One Sunday

There was a sunday I was sitting at church and I heard the Apostle say something like “If something doesn’t go my way I am not worried because all things work together”… He was referencing Romans 8:28

and I have held onto that for the entire 2019 year.

During 2019 for me personally I have lost ALOT OF female friendships (Proverbs 31:1-7). I know that God has shown me somethings about my destiny and future but I was just wondering why… did it have to hurt so much.

And I am reminded of this photo.

I am not Jesus, but I am His disciple.

A lot of time when we look at discipleship you think of glitz and glam… but no. Its more than that. Discipleship is enduring being homeless when you used to have a salary job and a luxury apartment 20 minutes away from the beach.. because you’re in the wilderness.

Discipleship is losing your phone in the Antelope valley desert with no money or anyway to call home, so that God can purge you..

Discipleship is the many nights you cry yourself to sleep asking God… why… why me… and literally begging him to chose someone else.

And discipleship is holding onto a promise, and living with the pain of people who said they were your friends kick you while you are down… That’s what it takes to be chosen by God.

See There Is A Day Coming

Where we are going to realize that your Instagram likes and follows does not mean you have authority in heaven. There is a day coming where Instagram will be shut down and all of that money people wasted to buy followers will go to waste…. because Instagram DOES NOT mean anointed.

God is going to restore what it means to be Authentic.

I Really Like Billy Graham

This Is why… Billy Graham came in a time where you REALLY had to be anointed to be used by God. He came during a time where You HAD to have the heavens moving on your behalf to preach the way that HE DID !

I like Dr.Martin Luther King Jr.

Because His prophecy was fulfilled ! We are living his prophecy today. Not only that, He literally HAD to have GOD on his side to move in the ERA that He did.

In Reality

We don’t see these mantles anymore. See the problem is everyone is trying to make a name for themselves like Saul, but no one is trying to make a name for GOD !

When David killed Goliath He said,

1 Samuel 17:45 King James Version (KJV)

45 Then said David to the Philistine, Thou comest to me with a sword, and with a spear, and with a shield: but I come to thee in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom thou hast defied.

David did not come to goliath in flesh… but with that backing and anointing of the HOLY SPIRIT !

The Apostles Are Coming

A lot of times we talk about miracles and that’s what they want to see… but they fail to realize that it came through the Apostles and the Prophets.

I look at the state of the church with Kanye West and I literally am shocked at how deceived the church is involving this man. He is tormented by Legion. Is bound by the spirit of Lucifer.

Yes he made a album but the BIBLE says EVERY KNEE SHALL BOW so Kanye West doesn’t have a choice but He is still going to hell.

Philippians 2:10 King James Version (KJV)

10 That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth;

What Is To Come

There is a very heavy and sad persecution coming with the real apostles. I am not talking about YouTube apostles.. I am talking about REAL ORDAINED ANOINTED apostles. Now they are some people who claim to be Apostles and are not according to Revelation 1-3.

However, with that being said if you are in ministry take this time to love on your family and cultivate a atmosphere of peace in your household… Because you need a balance. Ministry is NOT 24/7. The Bible tells us that there was a time that Jesus stopped His public ministry.

John 11:54 New Living Translation (NLT)

54 As a result, Jesus stopped his public ministry among the people and left Jerusalem. He went to a place near the wilderness, to the village of Ephraim, and stayed there with his disciples.

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We have to begin to move into seasons of learning how to love our households so that we have peace (Isaiah 9:6-7).

We as Christians have to learn that balance does not mean listening to blasphemous music or smoking, or going to the club…

BALANCE means when I come home at a certain time my phone is off. I want to watch the game with my family. I’m not your God.

BALANCE is learning how to say no to people who KEEP asking for money with no intentions on getting a job. Learning how to say NO to people who disrupt your peace.

Even if its not in ministry, you could just be at work. There is a persecution coming to us. You need to begin to cultivate peace in your life. Start weeding out toxic people. Who wants to come home after working all day to foolishness.

With that being said,

God You are the Prince of Peace according to Isaiah 9:6-7 .God I pray that we begin to understand the power of peace. That we begin to balance and accept that there is only one God. There is no other God. Help us to let go of abusive and toxic relationships and put us in a position of peace. AMEN!

Have a Blessed Day.

Love,

Diamond ❤

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