I Wan’t Another Baby

So , as everyone knows I’m getting a divorce and I really want another baby . I prayed and I was honestly looking at donor banks because I couldn’t find a man to reproduce with . I do not want a relationship but I do wan’t another baby. Before you judge no I’m not a crazy baby mom’s I’m actually a really good baby mother . Matter of fact my ex-husband still demanding more kids from me and I’m NOT having more with him , but with someone else .

  • The reason I don’t want a relationship is because I accepted that because people know who I am , really raunchy women do everything they can to get a man to cheat . See raunchy women thrive off of making a man unfaithful to a good woman . So I just made the decision that I want the baby and she can keep the man . Just give me the baby .
  • I guess cause I’m getting older I have this desire to birth . I’m actually really resenting ministry because one I don’t wan’t to do ministry and I do not want to pursue ministry instead of having more children . That’s my opinion .
  • Now I am one of those people who God makes do ministry . Do I want to ? Absolutely not . I rather be doing something else . But I know that God MAKES me do ministry and I do not want to .
  • I might get pregnant out of wedlock while pastoring . Hey look ! I said it here first . My divorce proves that I was right about marriage . Marriage is stupid and pointless . I been said that . So when in tried the marriage thing I was proven right that marriage is stupid and not worth it , I was right .
  • So yes I want a baby . Hopefully I have one soon , if it doesn’t happen by a certain time I’m just going to go to a donor bank and have one .

Queen Diamond

Why I Am Getting A Divorce and Will Be A Baby Mom’s BUT NOT A Wife Again !

Hey Yall,

Today is 2024 and I have so much time today. I am about to pull a Katt Williams and tell why I am NEVER getting married again and why my ex-husband has to be the most disgusting and repulsive human being that I have ever met. Everyone knows that I used to have a cleaning business, so I like to keep things clean and neat. Before I begin to explain I must openly confess that GOD told me NOT to marry Ra’keem !!!! I have never in my life seen such a dirty and nasty BUM and filthy. One, when we first met he tried to make it seem like he was clean and had his stuff squared away… but when I started living with him and his family ? Ra’keem and his mother Tanya are the dirtiest and nasty people I have EVER met in my entire LIFE ! One, Ra’keem used to have a dog and he would let the dog urinate and poop on his bed and sheets and floor and he would NOT clean it for months at a time. He would let his daughter, Taylor play in a room with feces and urine and glass all over the floor and refuse to correct her and clean it up. Not only that, if Taylor did not want to bathe for weeks at a time he would get angry at anyone who would correct her and tell her to bathe and EVEN told her mother that she was not allowed to correct her own daughter…. NOT ONLY THAT < his nasty mother Tanya takes special needs people into church and then manipulates them and gets them involved into sexual relationships with her and she does not clean and had rats and gnats all over the house ! If that was not enough, when I moved to New Bern I had my own home and it was clean this fool came and was leaving my house nasty and had me arrested and lied on me for stuff I did not do. Then he had the never to go weeks at a time not brushing his teeth and showering and then went and told people that I was a “Sexual anorexic” which is NOT TRUE ! Nah, the fool was DIRTY and I used to pretend to be sleep just so she would not want to sleep with me because he was so disgusting and filthy and dirty . Then when I told him to clean up… HE REFUSED ! The NERVE then he has the nerve and then the police have the nerve to take his side , which was wrong ! Not ONLY THAT, I had to constantly tell him to STOP talking about sex and adult content infront of my daughter because it was wrong ! I came home from running errands and caught him watching him PG-13 movies infront of my two year old daughter !!!

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Oh , then it gets better.. the fool poops himself !!! The fool had the nerve to tell me he would rather be gay then be with his ex-wife April, (while I was pregnant) then I had to deal with MEN flirting with him infront of my daughter !! Not only that, he poops himself and then when I told him he had the entire smelling like s*** he got angry at me and told me that he did not have to take a shower ! He left his draws filled with poop in the floor for days and I had to clean it up because the house smelled like s*** !!! Then he got angry and stormed out when he pooped himself and refused to shower then he got upset got in the shower and stopped coming home (because I told him to shower). Then he had the NERVE to cheat with some woman he met at waffle house (I guess she dirty like him so they a good match) and have the nerve to leave the house nasty ! Not only that, he threw my baby birth certificate and social security card away to be spiteful because I had her stuff squared away . But guess what y’all? This man is a PASTOR !! His mother is a PASTOR !! His spiritual “grandmother” has her own street in Salisbury, Maryland “Reverend Annette Wilson” and her own day! This is crazier !!! Tell me why, his mother Tanya had started talking bad about Reverend after her funeral and lied on her at the FUNERAL ! Not only that, Tanya and Ra’keem was trying to take over her church and become the pastor !! Baby, they were only pretending for over 40 years just to take over her church when she died ! Boy ninjas is crazy !!! Lawdd, let me tell you something !! Then his brother jumped me (you already know I won ) because I did not want to be with him and his mother told him to do it because I was going to college ! Yeah, I had a little bruise after that incident but it was nothing major. Then the Prince George’s Police had the NERVE to tell me I was the one being immature and The Kinston Police told me that I was angry and jealous of Ra’keem because he was cheating on me (which was a LIE) !!!! Then , the property I was renting from Ra’keem caused the business communication to turn sour, BUT the building had MAJOR issues and then the property had the nerve to ask how in the world did invest almost $6,000 into the building and refused to give me the security deposit back and the building was unable to inhabit for church and NOT up to code! Baby what I officially started my business Jesus Is Lord Christ Chapel LLC in 2020, and in the four years in business this is what I learned .

  • Sometimes other black people HATE to see a black person doing well.
  • If you marry the wrong person , they will set you up and call the police on you because you have a business.
  • When GOD say do not marry someone THAT IS WHAT GOD MEANS !!
  • Business has ALOT of racism and the police will target you !!
  • Some buildings you rent from yield no return and the landlord will swindle you, do not waste your time arguing !!
  • Lastly, I need Jesus because baby the way my anger is set up ? Yeah I need to relax.

I am going to list all the evidence I have below. I must say that I would RATHER be a single mom than be with one of those trifling men ! Ra’keem tried to make be feel bad for leaving him and told me most black women do not have a husband and wish they had a husband , but fool you ugly dirty no body having females can have him !!! Baby , I relinquish him!! Tell him to stop texting my phone asking if I still love him take this ninja and his dirty a** and his crazy a** mama and family ! You hoes is NOT hurting my feelings take him !!!! You hoes can have all my exes because they all disgust me !

Below Is The Evidence To Show How NASTY Ra’keem Is

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Below Is The Evidence To Show HOW Trifling The Last Realty Company I Rented From & Spent & $6,000 Trying To Fix Something I Did NOT DO !!

Below is the cute little bruise that was left after his brother and family arranged for me to be jumped 3 weeks after I had a baby because they were jealous that I was going to college. Then Ra’keem says, “well you married me”… Ra’keem as I have told you before GOD TOLD ME NOT TO MARRY YOU . Ra’keem you are hideous inside and out and I wish I never met you. You repulse me and make my skin crawl and I truly hate you and wish I never married you on 2/21/2023. Ps.. yes I have freckles I know that.

  • Queen Diamond

mind your own business

Whew. Let me say something right now. I love this particular verse in The Message Bible .

1 Thessalonians 4:11-12 Stay calm; mind your own business; do your own job. You’ve heard all this from us before, but a reminder never hurts. We want you living in a way that will command the respect of outsiders, not lying around sponging off your friends.

Years ago God gave me this verse to read while I was in the military. At first, I believed that God was just dealing with me about the fact that I literally HAD to cease entertaining bad company who gossip. Now I see that God was saying that and something more, as He always will.

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. What does this mean?

  1. (Confess: I need this to) Stop looking at gossip sites on social media. Social media can be a great way to share a image, post Bible verses, and even plan for a family reunion. However, when you don’t have self-control and can become a waste of time. You will find yourself caught up in the world of a small time celebrity or a demonic person (a rapper or singer) who does not know your nor cares about your well being. Or something worse can happen, you could be caught in fantasies about someone you don’t know. This is why the Holy Spirit tells us in 1 Thessalonians 4 to mind your own business. It’s good for you.
  2. A deception that some believers face is believing that they don’t have to work. The Word of God says in Proverbs 6:6-11 You lazy fool, look at an ant. Watch it closely; let it teach you a thing or two. Nobody has to tell it what to do. All summer it stores up food; at harvest it stockpiles provisions. So how long are you going to laze around doing nothing? How long before you get out of bed? A nap here, a nap there, a day off here, a day off there, sit back, take it easy-do you know what comes next? Just this: You can look forward to a dirt-poor life, poverty your permanent houseguest!
  3. Sometimes we are so mean and we walk in the spirit of offense when someone reminds of what we are supposed to be doing. Have you ever considered that maybe that person that tried to remind you of what you should be doing was sent by God? The next time someone tries to remind of you something keep this verse (from the New Living Translation) in your soul Psalm 105:15 “Do not touch my chosen people, and do not hurt my prophets.”
  4. Everyone is not out to get you. There are people who want you living the good life. This is the thing. The people who want you living the good life FEAR GOD. There are people who smile at you but there heart is not with you because they do not fear God. I suggest you fast and pray for God to reveal these people so you don’t waste your time. Proverbs 9 MSG Lady Wisdom Gives a Dinner Party 1-6 Lady Wisdom has built and furnished her home; its supported by seven hewn timbers. The banquet meal is ready to be served: lamb roasted, wine poured out, table set with silver and flowers. Having dismissed her serving maids, Lady Wisdom goes to town, stands in a prominent place, and invites everyone within sound of her voice: “Are you confused about life, don’t know what’s going on? Come with me, oh come, have dinner with me! I’ve prepared a wonderful spread- fresh-baked bread, roast lamb, carefully selected wines. Leave your impoverished confusion and live! Walk up the street to a life with meaning.” 7-12 If you reason with an arrogant cynic, you’ll get slapped in the face; confront bad behavior and get a kick in the shins. So don’t waste your time on a scoffer; all you’ll get for your pains is abuse. But if you correct those who care about life, that’s different-they’ll love you for it! Save your breath for the wise-they’ll be wiser for it; tell good people what you know-they’ll profit from it. Skilled living gets its start in the Fear-of-God, insight into life from knowing a Holy God. It’s through me, Lady Wisdom, that your life deepens, and the years of your life ripen. Live wisely and wisdom will permeate your life; mock life and life will mock you.
  5. If you follow this verse it will command the respect of others. That’s the good life. If you struggle with being lazy you need to repent and ask God for help so that you can be set free from that spirit. It is not good to live fear and bondage. It is not good to be lazy. But it is good to mind your own business and work. 2 Thessalonians 3:10-13 MSG Don’t remember the rule we had when we lived with you? “If you don’t work , you don’t eat.” And now we’re getting reports that a bunch of lazy good-for-nothings are taking advantage of you. This must not be tolerated. We command them to get to work immediately-no excuses, no arguments- and earn their own keep, Friends, don’t slack off in doing your duty.

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