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Approved Extensions !

Isaiah 54:17New King James Version

17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

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Today the Lord spoke a word into my spirit and he told me not to worry because everything is going to be okay. God told me that every extension will be approved and not to worry. When there is a deadline sometimes we as the people of God begin to get concerned but God said it is already worked out and the extension will be approved. So do not worry and keep going you have 100 more days ! Keep going the extension is approved !

Love Mixed With Faith,

Queen Diamond

Date: 2/10/2024

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Sometimes It Takes Another Mom To Give Advice

My child, don’t reject the LORD’s discipline, and don’t be upset when he corrects you. – Proverbs 3:11

True Story

So when I was targeted by the police in New Bern for a crime I did not commit, my daughter saw the entire thing. My daughter saw me get arrested and she saw all the bad things her father did to me while I was married. So for a while (because she was a baby), my daughter was silent but she clung to me. Now, my daughter at two years old literally will NOT let me go. I mean she will not let me go, if I go to the bathroom she cries because I am leaving. If I talk to someone else she gets upset because she wants all my attention. All she wants to do is hug me and touch me. That is all she wants.

So…

So at 12:00 a.m. my daughter was upset because I was not holding her and began to cry. Now, you all know I was in the Marines so maybe my reaction was not the most gentle but I am trying to change to be more gentle to her. But then I really felt God convict me and tell me that she is traumatized from watching the police arrest me when I was in New Bern (but thankfully I was never arrested again). So, another mom came with confirmation and told me she was in bad relationships before and her daughter was like that also. I really needed to hear that because man does it get hard. But I am saying that because sometimes another mom who has a little more experience in motherhood has to help another mom through those nights that they can’t sleep because the baby is up, just by giving some practical advice. As for Ruth, I am going to get her therapy because although I did my best with her she saw the abuse I went through with her father and she saw her father frame me and set me up and it has really affected her. I love my daughter and I will do what needs to be done for her to heal in the healthiest way possible.

Love Mommy Diamond,

These are the most recent pictures of Ruth at Church on Sunday. I can’t believe my baby girl has gotten so big she is going to be three this year and her hair has gotten longer ! This was the first time I put fancy things in her hair and she loved it, she couldn’t stop smiling when she looked in the mirror and she got so many compliments on her hair ! God is good ! I did her hair by the way !

Date: 2/09/2024

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Here I Am Grieving Again ..

So , as I told you all my story about my other baby in heaven . But today .. right now I’m thinking about him again. Honestly , sometimes I look at pictures of his father because like … I try to imagine what the baby would have looked like . I don’t think people understand how painful an abortion is . I made a huge mistake, I was told that I would be put in the brig for being overweight in the Marines while I was pregnant . I was left alone and ( I was an atheist at the time ) I just figured the baby was better off with God than with me . After that I started dating Jesus . I used to just go to the beach and sit by the ocean and cry and talk to God . Now I admit I wasn’t the best person before I knew Jesus but I know I would have been a good mom . What is ever harder is that a pastor told me that abortion was the right decision, which is why I left the church I wish I never listened to her . Years later I think about the baby , because you know when you get around prophets they tend to tell you what God is saying and everyone keeps prophesying “it wasn’t your fault “ … but that doesn’t take the pain away . When I look at Ruth I feel so guilty . Sometimes I close my eyes and imagine cuddling next to him and holding him . It’s the worst when I dream about him , I cry . I dream about him in heaven wrapped in all white cloth in a basket like Moses . That’s the worst . I’m glad God has him but I don’t know how to stop hating myself . I pray but … like it doesn’t take the pain away . His father ( not saying I miss him cause I don’t ) has a very beautiful smile so it’s painful when I think of him ( I think it was a boy because I have been pregnant two times and I felt totally different with Ruth … with Ruth I was sooooo hungry and you could see it in my face , with the other baby I was so angry and emotional (not hungry ) and a little bloated ) . Then what made it even worst is that the fathers friends went to my job and told everyone he didn’t want me because I was black and they laughed at me (while I was pregnant ) . Man that was a terrible time , I think the self hatred came because I don’t know why I let what they said get to me . But I’m trying to forgive myself . I don’t think his father and I would have ever worked out . But I know that that baby would have been beautiful like his father . For a while I hated his father , I just kept blocking him because I hated that he left me to deal with that situation alone . But now I’m learning to let go . I think I need therapy to deal with it . I read the Bible a lot . But it’s so hard because … I just feel so guilty. I’m watching my daughter grow up wondering how my other baby would have been . That’s the worst feeling in the world . I honestly hate myself for what I did and I know God forgives me , but I don’t know how to forgive myself . That’s the truth about abortion , you’ll hate yourself when it’s over like me .

Diamond

Date 2/06/2024

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God… I Will Wait For My Adam.

15 The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it. 16 And the Lord God commanded the man, “You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; 17 but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat from it you will certainly die.”

18 The Lord God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him.” – Genesis 2:15-18

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The beginning of Adam and Eve love story is a powerful story. It shows how God specifically designed a woman who was the perfect fit just for Adam. I have been doing a lot of thinking and yes , I am having baby fever I realize that I need not return back to the men who have hurt me so bad in the past. I really believe the next man I have his child will be my Adam, even if the baby is out of wedlock. I don’t want a fling , but a man that understands my personality and understands how I am.

  • A man that understands that I HATE drama and mess.
  • A man that is faithful and honest.
  • A man that is a man of God and has a holy fear and son love for God.
  • A man that is truthful and not abusive.

I realize that I cannot pretend to be anyone that I am not, and yes I will get married again because God told me, but I need a Adam. I need a man that views me as his Eve. I need a man that understands me and I understand him, a man that works with me and not against me. A man that is not fake or phony, I need a real man. I realized that I need an Adam.

With Love,

Queen Diamond

Date: 2/04/2024

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I Told You All What It Was

Last year I shared my testimony of being targeted for being a Christian and how I was betrayed by my own husband . I told people how I was targeted by the police and lied on and framed . Here below is confirmation. What is going on with TD JAKES is wrong because P.Diddy has drugged and raped other men … yet the allegations which is true , is that T.D. Jakes is sleeping with him ( P.Diddy) and he is a pedophile . This is absolutely crazy and shows that TD Jakes is NOT fighting for God but TD Jakes is fighting against God .

But if it is from God, you will not be able to overthrow them. You may even find yourselves fighting against God!” – Acts 5:39

https://youtu.be/HkSP8jD3gao?si=ASYDQleTeJ8i5ZAP

The Potter’s House has left God and it’s the truth . I pray that people would open their eyes and see the truth about what God is saying . This is not funny . If a bishop is getting the FBI to target someone for speaking against a RAPIST something is wrong .

Queen Diamond

Isaiah 54:17New King James Version

17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

Date : 2/03/2024

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I Have A Problem With Women Who Lie About Being Raped

Genesis 39:12-18 CEV

Potiphar’s wife grabbed hold of his coat and said, “Make love to me!” Joseph ran out of the house, leaving his coat there in her hands. When this happened, she called in her servants and said, “Look! This Hebrew has come just to make fools of us. He tried to rape me, but I screamed for help. And when he heard me scream, he ran out of the house, leaving his coat with me.” Potiphar’s wife kept Joseph’s coat until her husband came home. Then she said, “That Hebrew slave of yours tried to rape me! But when I screamed for help, he left his coat and ran out of the house.”

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Now I am a woman , who had a very traumatic childhood filled with sexual violence and it has been a terrible experience. I have connected with other women who have been sexually abused as well and it’s a terrible ordeal to go through . But … I realized that people are hearing my childhood story and then lying and saying what happened to me happened to them which is sick . Why would you want someone to rape you ? The mental agony of that ordeal is unbearable at times . I’m sure women who have been literally sexually assaulted would understand what I’m saying .

But there is this one lying heifer that just . Just look at the picture below .

Now … this woman ( Ayanna Jackson) is claiming that Tupac raped her … but … if he really raped you ( which I don’t believe he did ) then why are you posing in front of his mural with no emotional distress that a normal rape victim would have ? Now , this is why I’m saying something .

1 – If someone doesn’t say something years from now it will be revealed that she did lie about being raped and then the government will try to make excuses for men who really did rape someone and citing her story .

2 – She will inspire a new movement that even if a man looks at a woman that’s considered raped (because they know she lied ) and so many more innocent men will be thrown into jail who are particularly black because The USA is still racist systematically towards black men especially black men who are millionaires.

Now , this woman is crazy . Now nobody but them really know what she did last night , maybe the guys passed her around or maybe it was just her and Tupac , but obviously (judging by the way she still lust after him ) whatever happened was absolutely consensual intercourse . No , I do not think Tupac Shakur should be considered a registered sex offender because the alleged victim (judging by the picture ) is openly telling people she still wants to have sex with Tupac Shakur .


Queen Diamond

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