Finding God Again

For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin.
Hebrews 4:15 NIV
https://hebrews.bible/hebrews-4-15

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So lately I have had a midlife spiritual crisis… and yes at the age of 23 … a crisis. I have contemplated leaving God and moving on with my life. But I keep thinking about Jesus on the cross.

When you’re called and chosen by God… You have like Jesus moments… seasons… and years. You have seasons where people will see you down and broken…. and they lie on you like Jesus…

and they schemed to arrest Jesus secretly and kill him. “But not during the festival,” they said, “or there may be a riot among the people.”
Matthew 26:4‭-‬5 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.26.4-5.NIV

they mock you because they are jealous of you… like Jesus

Then the high priest tore his clothes and said, “He has spoken blasphemy! Why do we need any more witnesses? Look, now you have heard the blasphemy. What do you think?” “He is worthy of death,” they answered. Then they spit in his face and struck him with their fists. Others slapped him and said, “Prophesy to us, Messiah. Who hit you?”
Matthew 26:65‭-‬68 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.26.65-68.NIV

and they will lie on you and say you are a deceiver …. like Jesus….

They spit on him, and took the staff and struck him on the head again and again. After they had mocked him, they took off the robe and put his own clothes on him. Then they led him away to crucify him. When they had crucified him, they divided up his clothes by casting lots. He trusts in God. Let God rescue him now if he wants him, for he said, ‘I am the Son of God.’ ” “Sir,” they said, “we remember that while he was still alive that deceiver said, ‘After three days I will rise again.’
Matthew 27:30‭-‬31‭, ‬35‭, ‬43‭-‬43‭, ‬63 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.27.30-63.NIV

…. like Jesus.

I came to tell you…

We are in the last days. There is so much pain coming… But here is the thing. After Jesus being crucified there was his glory the RISEN KING and SAVIOR. Endure this pain now. God is about to restore the family values.

As I Wait

God is showing me that he is about to restore the value of family…. and the proper order of family is important to God. The Husband is the head of the household (that does not mean that he can beat you and you act like nothing is happening), the wife (the importance and value of being a homemaker and caring for your children) , and children (I believe that God is about to raise a godly generation that comes from godly parents).

During These Tough Seasons

Let God mold your character… Its not always about a pulpit or platform… if God cannot trust you inside of your own H.O.U.S.E. how can HE trust you in HIS ?

You, however, must teach what is appropriate to sound doctrine. Teach the older men to be temperate, worthy of respect, self-controlled, and sound in faith, in love and in endurance. Likewise, teach the older women to be reverent in the way they live, not to be slanderers or addicted to much wine, but to teach what is good. Then they can urge the younger women to love their husbands and children, to be self-controlled and pure, to be busy at home, to be kind, and to be subject to their husbands, so that no one will malign the word of God. It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good. These, then, are the things you should teach. Encourage and rebuke with all authority. Do not let anyone despise you.
Titus 2:1‭-‬5‭, ‬12‭-‬15 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/tit.2.1-15.NIV

Happy Thanksgiving ❤

Dates With Jesus: The Passion Of The Christ

Isaiah 53:5 New King James Version (NKJV)

But He was wounded[a] for our transgressions,
He was [b]bruised for our iniquities;
The chastisement for our peace was upon Him,
And by His stripes[c] we are healed.

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The Bible says… that many are called but few are chosen (Matthew 22:14)… So this evening I am going to talk to the chosen. On this Dates With Jesus I had to be reminded what is the purpose of preaching the gospel. What was my foundation for? What I am striving for.. what is the over all goal of the gospel. In the movie of the Passion of the Christ.. You see that graphic and intolerable pain that our Savior Jesus Christ had to go through… and for you and me.

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Honestly… it was never my desire to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ.. I never wanted to… never cared… honestly I did not even want to be a Christian. But I am CHOSEN … But anyways..

In ministry we encounter “like Jesus” moments, seasons, and even years… Where people see you beaten, bruised, and broken and they still spit on you… They still gossip about you.. They still treat you like a dog.. They still make fun of you… and the crazy thing is… they are still jealous.. Which honestly I do not understand because trust me ministry is very difficult. but anyways.

Is these like Jesus moments, I have learned to crawl to Jesus.. I have learned to get on my face. This Dates With Jesus, reminded me that I can go to JESUS because He understands my pain (Hebrews 4:15).

I dont vent to people.. because well… people will always fail you. I have learned the power of the secret place…

Well What Are You Doing This For?

Because … well I love HIM… I have been through so much abuse and yet He chases me down like Gomer. I dont deserve God… but he has died for me.

Heed this warning about ministry…

take your time to draw close in God now or you’ll lose him later.

Diamond ,

Prophetic Warning Coming True

A little while ago I recorded a prophetic video that Christian’s were NOT exempt from Sexually Transmitted Disease’s. Understand something I am not writing this to prove that I am right , but as a warning.

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As I was reading CNN apparently there has been a NEW strand of HIV that has been found.. and in the article they literally write “…

There’s no reason to panic or even to worry about it a little bit,” Fauci said. “Not a lot of people are infected with this. This is an outlier.”

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Ok… THE BIBLE SAYS

Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a person commits are outside the body, but whoever sins sexually, sins against their own body. Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.
1 Corinthians 6:18‭-‬20 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/1co.6.18-20.NIV

This is a Warning from The Lord … From God… FLEE SEXUAL IMMORALITY. REPENT. CHRISTIANS ARE NOT EXEMPT FROM HIV !

Single, Saved, and Wanting a H.U.S.B.A.N.D

For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord . “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.
Jeremiah 29:11‭-‬13 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/jer.29.11-13.NLT

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Let me make this clear. I am God’s Rahab… not Jezebel . His Rahab with a dash of Bathsheba .

So I’m in this season of my life and I’m like okay God, you’ve broken that independent I dont need no man … I’m a strong black woman spirit out of me. Where is my man ? It’s not like I can’t get one .. but I just want a man who is going to love me like Hosea… yet STILL be my David.

So I guess because my answer did not come WHEN I wanted, I decided I was going to start looking on my own because I KNOW my husband is a prophet like Hosea(Ezekiel 2:5).

Anyways….

I was at church and I saw a VERY SINGLE saved man of God preaching the infallible word and I mean HE PREACHED ! Every one was hype and He made it clear that He was single. Did a altar call and everything and I thought he looked at me (I could be crazy though) … But anyways .

After my DATES WITH JESUS time , I asked God “what about this man as my husband ” and clear as day God said “No. He is not your David.”

So I’m shocked like “wooooooowwwwww God.. let me do me … let me do me..”

But ofcourse God knows better than me. He warned me that man was secretly very lazy (which God knows I hate in a man) and He would never do what God tells him to do !

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Now let me tell you something. I have disobeyed enough warnings from God to have my heart broken to know when God is speaking about someone. So I heeded. But then I asked him about another man who is a Pastor (pray for me)… and God said NO ! So at this point I’m hurt and I’m basically telling God he dont love me. And the thing is I’m not asking about the man to be a temptress… but I’m asking God like a Ruth. But anyways….

I wrote this to say if you’re a single woman waiting for your husband just wait and pray. Know that you’re not alone. If I could be honest I want a husband myself and I want a M.A.N like Peter. Not a coward but a real man. So I wrote this in faith , to encourage those who are waiting to be still ! Dont go buying him prophetic gifts ahead of time.. dont move ahead of God just be still and keep working your husband will come.

…. BUT AS FOR ME ! IF yall see my David tell him to hurry up ! I’m irritated lol have a good night .

Diamond ❤

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Learning How To Eat Healthy!

Daniel 1:12-14 New International Version (NIV)

12 “Please test your servants for ten days: Give us nothing but vegetables to eat and water to drink. 13 Then compare our appearance with that of the young men who eat the royal food, and treat your servants in accordance with what you see.” 14 So he agreed to this and tested them for ten days.New International Version (NIV)

To Be Honest

I love pumpkin pie ! I love candy ! I love burgers ! I really do! I even like to drink power aide, but lately I have been dealing with this issue of McDonald’s.

While I was eating I felt the after effect of the McDonalds and a few days later I believe that the Holy Spirit was convicting me that I can not continue to eat like this.

The Bible says ,

Romans 12:1 New International Version (NIV)

A Living Sacrifice

12 Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship.New International Version (NIV)

When we eat bad things it affects us and can even hinder our worship to God ! You get lazy and sluggish. To Lazy to run around the church because of obesity. God does not want you walking around here with diabetes, but if you continue to eat fast food its going to happen !

Me Personally

I know that God has told me I need to get my eating right and stop eating so much chips ! But I also know that The Bible says Little by Little, so I have decided more water intake less candy. More water no Doritos. More Water less sprite. Raisins over cheap candy.

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Now do not get me wrong, you can enjoy food ! But its not good to be a glutton ! You lose blessings over meals ! Look at Jacob and Esau… So Today put a knife to your throat.

Proverbs 23:1-2 New International Version (NIV)

Saying 7

23 When you sit to dine with a ruler,
    note well what[a] is before you,
and put a knife to your throat
    if you are given to gluttony.

If you struggle with emotional eating, pray about it ! Because God will see you through it !

How Does This Affect Your Beauty

Well, I don’t know about you but if I drink to much pop my skin breaks out. Or if I eat to much salt my legs swell, so ya girl don’t be feeling to cute around those times. But once I get back right of eating healthy my skin clears up and my legs go back down to normal.

Ahhh,

I remember those days where I used eat like four Doritos Locos Tacos from Taco Bell, but now I see I sick I used to feel eating that food.

When I eat healthy and eat lemons, raisins, and drink water I feel so much better! Its like a heavenly natural remedy!

You Should Try It

Why don’t you take a break from eating so much Doritos and try some celery ! It will change your mood and make you feel better, and make sure you add P.R.A.Y.E.R in the midst . Amen? Amen.

God Bless You Guys ,

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