No I Don’t Love My Daughter More Than My Other Baby

Revelation 21:4English Standard Version

He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”

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I remember before I divorced my husband Ra’keem we got into a bad argument around Christmas because he didn’t want me talking about my other child , and I corrected him and told him don’t ever disrespect my child . I thought it was ironic because he took care of his crack head ex-wife other two kids that didn’t belong to him but told me not to bring up my child . That’s crazy . Anyways , I remember I was looking at a picture of me and Ruth and I got sad because I didn’t want my baby in heaven to feel like I loved Ruth more than him . No , the problem was when I was younger I wasn’t good enough to be that child’s mother . I was the problem and not that child. I was an atheist and I had a lot of problems from my own childhood. It was me . So , sometimes I look at my daughter and I tell her that she should be grateful and stop being spoiled . Because I guess I resent myself for what I did . It’s … it’s the pain of never getting to hold him , not seeing his first steps , not seeing him say “mama or dada” … he probably would have walked just like his father , his father smiles when he walks and bounces a little I don’t know why that’s just how he is . It’s the moments that I experience like seeing Ruth happy when she is on the swing … I hate myself because I don’t get to see my other baby happy on the swing . I never get to see his beautiful hands … his curly hair … the beautiful smile . His gorgeous eyes . His glow … what did I do ?

Diamond

Date : 2/06/2024

Ordered Alliances For Your Protection


Psalm 105:15King James Version

15 Saying, Touch not mine anointed, and do my prophets no harm.

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Sometimes Christian believers go through some things where people get so privately jealous that people do some of the most evil things , and then God steps in and stops them before they can fulfill what they wanted to do. Today on February 2,2024 God was speaking to me about ordered alliances . That some principalities are so evil that you have to align with other people to deal with the principalities evil and wicked plan that is ordered by God to fail. When Joseph was in prison he had an alliance that led to his promotion . When Daniel was in the lions dens , the lions that were meant to kill him ended up being his alliance for his deliverance . People put Daniel in the lions den and those lions were his weapon to combat the schemes of the devil . I want you to know that God already has someone there to aid you as your alliance . You have every right to stand up for yourself . You have every right to defend your self and to protect yourself against every accusation especially when it comes to the protection of your kids . So today , I want you to know that God is reversing the curse and using what is happening as your alliance to defeat your enemy . God is working that situation out for the good .

Romans 8:28New King James Version

28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. 

Queen Diamond

Discerning A Monitoring Demonic Spirit

“Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.” – Matthew 7:6

Because I am getting older I have less patience for stupidity . I don’t waste my time arguing with people when I know that I’m right because I made the decision not to waste my precious energy on stupidity. With that being said , I realized that people talk way to much around the wrong people . People don’t realize how crazy and ignorant some people are . Are people realizing that if you tell the wrong person where you work they will call your job behind your back and lie on you to get you fired for absolutely no reason at all . It’s a sign that we are in the last days . I realized that sometimes people get so arrogant about a tiny “come up” that they start talking way to much and ultimately they say something in front of the wrong person and loose everything . I have had to learn to be quiet . I have had to learn the hard way about fake people and fake friends . But as I am evolving God is revealing more about discerning a witch and not to be deceived by their appearance.

You have to learn to BE QUITE ! Do not tell even your closest relative your next move because there is demonic spirit loosed as of January 31,2024 and it is a spirit of betrayal. You have to stay 10 steps ahead of the enemy . Sometimes you have to work with people and wait on God , knowing that Jesus already said to stay away from people or they will betray you . When those moments happen , heed the voice of God so you can avoid unnecessary drama , but if you ignore that voice that is constantly warning you about someone then you will find your self in terrible trouble .

So understand that no you don’t have to be paranoid , but you have to watch your back because people are crazy and you don’t know what people are capable of especially when jealousy is involved .

Queen Diamond

Demons In Certain Entertainers

Ezekiel 2:5-7New International Version

And whether they listen or fail to listen—for they are a rebellious people—they will know that a prophet has been among them. And you, son of man, do not be afraid of them or their words. Do not be afraid, though briers and thorns are all around you and you live among scorpions. Do not be afraid of what they say or be terrified by them, though they are a rebellious people. You must speak my words to them, whether they listen or fail to listen, for they are rebellious.

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So , the word of God tells people to believe not every spirit (1 John 4) . Now , every entertainer does not have a demon to this degree . But there are some entertainers that have a satanic demon due to ritual they have engaged in . Now some people have demons that need to be cast out through self – deliverance , and deliverance from a priest . But some demons that are in people because of pedophilic rituals or animal sexual abuse . This is why , some music you just can’t listen to . I know God has been convicting me seriously about listening to secular music and God has been telling me that he wanted me to clear my playlist from all secular music , and that includes the man that I absolutely adore Tupac . I feel like God told me he doesn’t want me listening to Tupac talking about sleeping with other women especially because I’m celibate . That’s absolutely not shade to Tupac, I really like his personality but like if you’re trying to be celibate and abstain from sex to give your body and desire to marry to the Lord then you should not listen to songs that cause you to be sexually aroused.
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But this video I am posting below is of a singer and that demon that manifested was a serious satanic demon. Thankfully my baby daddy Tupac hasn’t ever done this .
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But what is disturbing about this video is that her legs bend in an abnormal manner showing demon possession . Not only that the way her body bent shows a new level of demon possession . Mark my words this woman is going to be the most disgusting and disturbing artist in history. Take a look below . Viewer discretion is advised .

Video Of Demon Manifesting In Concert

I Want To Discuss The Topic Of Abuse

Isaiah 54:17New King James Version

17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

As you all know I am divorcing a man who was very abusive to me financially , emotionally, and sometimes physically. Yet , I realized while doing therapy that I made that bad decision because of my childhood and not healing properly from it . Which is sadly common that people who were abused tend to go to an abuser in a relationship until they heal from what happened. Yet , while I looked online I saw something so disturbing and I won’t say there name but I will say it was disturbing . I saw a picture that a man made his wife cover her face in a leather mask , a bathing suit , and made her make him a sandwich and then posted a picture of it . One could only imagine what goes on behind the camera. Yet , in the midst of seeing that God said to me , “you couldn’t imagine what I am sparing you from and this is nothing compared to what is to come “. Sadly , because of social media abusive relationships are looking trendy because of a picture when in actuality it’s sick and sadistic . Abuse is never okay . People should not have to live with constant violence and chaos . I have had to learn that it’s better to be alone then be with a abuser . In my own situation I had to make the decision to ignore the church folk that told me to stay and instead follow Jesus instead . People of God and even people who are just coming across my blog , a man making a woman wear a leather mask in the house and nothing but a bathing suit , in heels to make him a sandwich is abuse and it is not normal and that is not art … it’s abuse .

Let Us Get Healthy & Whole ,

Queen Diamond

So Was Blueface Arrested Over A White Girl Or For Hitting A Fan ?

So … I was reading an article about blueface being arrested because apparently a woman threw ice on the stage or something and he pushed her . Now , because I am a woman of God no I do not endorse blueface and his stripper music because I am redeemed .. even though I hear it in passing with its catchiness I am a pastooorrrr and can’t be caught slipping with this saved and sanctified pimpin’. Anyway , what disturbed me is that I saw headlines saying “Blueface pushes white woman and orders his crew to beat her up “ ….. Hmmm so that makes me wonder was blueface arrested because she was white ? If she threw something first and she’s white … so he can’t defend himself against her because she is white ? So , what’s next ? If a white fan spits on him and she is white will he be arrested for defending himself against spit because she is white ? As I have said before because I just dealt with something these people HATE that black people have money , fame , and influence so please black influencers be careful out here . It’s crazy that people are only arresting him because she’s white … but what about her ? See someone in blueface team need to advise him to press charges on her if she really did throw the ice and this is why . I am saying this from a military perspective. Because they have already said she’s a white woman that he assaulted they are going to do everything they can to have him jail for dozens of years over that girl . He needs a SERIOUS legal team to deal with her . The media has already told everyone what they about to do . Because she is white they are ready to get her to play the victim card , go on the news , and that white girl is going to have him persecuted by the police . They’re going to try and paper trail him through her . So my advice ? File defamation against her . Since the media made it racist deal with it as such .

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