A little testimony …
When I was younger I was severely sexually abused. Also, I was abused a child. Growing up girls in Highschool hated me … so I suffered alot growing up.
A Time To Heal…..
When God told me to get away from my family May 2019… I just didnt believe what would happen… happened. I was betrayed so much and I was severly depressed. I had hit a emotional rock bottom… on top of that God was delivering me from abusive relationships and showing me that love was not sex…. or money. It was painful.
During this time of healing I felt almost spoiled by God. No I did not have alot of money but I had a lot of heavenly love from the king. For days I did not work a normal job, but God gave me grace and time to heal. My normal almost healthy routine went down to me eating brownies and chips… and God didnt condemn me for it. Also, I WATCHED ALOT OF Faith INSPIRED MOVIES… God was giving me my joy back (Nehemiah 8:10).
During this time, I was so depressed that there were days I could not get up. I literally depended on God for physical , mental, emotional, and spiritual strength. It was nobody but God.
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On this Date, I cuddled with Jesus and binged watched The Chosen.. I loved it because it was so funny. It was giving me joy in dark times (Nehemiah 8:10).
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Sometimes we make healing overspirtual… And sometimes we as humans are just mean. We have to learn how to heal. The Bible says,
As God heals you learn the value of wisdom and learn the value of companionship…. Jesus walked with His disciples, but He went to Heaven alone.
Amen,
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