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God… I Will Wait For My Adam.

15 The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it. 16 And the Lord God commanded the man, “You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; 17 but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat from it you will certainly die.”

18 The Lord God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him.” – Genesis 2:15-18

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The beginning of Adam and Eve love story is a powerful story. It shows how God specifically designed a woman who was the perfect fit just for Adam. I have been doing a lot of thinking and yes , I am having baby fever I realize that I need not return back to the men who have hurt me so bad in the past. I really believe the next man I have his child will be my Adam, even if the baby is out of wedlock. I don’t want a fling , but a man that understands my personality and understands how I am.

  • A man that understands that I HATE drama and mess.
  • A man that is faithful and honest.
  • A man that is a man of God and has a holy fear and son love for God.
  • A man that is truthful and not abusive.

I realize that I cannot pretend to be anyone that I am not, and yes I will get married again because God told me, but I need a Adam. I need a man that views me as his Eve. I need a man that understands me and I understand him, a man that works with me and not against me. A man that is not fake or phony, I need a real man. I realized that I need an Adam.

With Love,

Queen Diamond

Date: 2/04/2024

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My Wedding Ring Was Beautiful

Today I cried all day thinking about my husband and how much I loved him . My heart was broken in a way you could never imagine . I cried and someone had to comfort me . I was hurting so much . I looked at my wedding ring and just wanted to end it all . I meant what I said when I said my vows and to loose my husband to drugs has been the most …. Painful thing I have ever gone through . To watch someone fade away that I was in love with and become unrecognizable has been terrible . The marriage was abusive because of drugs . I remember before he was hooked on drugs he would leave rose petals at my bed when I woke up and it would be gifts and purses waiting for me . Either way I give it to God . Sometimes it hurts so bad I can’t move . Because he was my HUSBAND . He wasn’t not a boyfriend he was my husband !

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I had to make the right decision to choose the safety of my child over Ra’keem. God knows that I loved Ra’keem he was my everything and I loved him and his beautiful dark skin. I have no idea when he decided to start doing drugs but I know that I am heartbroken. All I can do is pray and ask God to help me. Below are the pictures of what he used to look like (he was so handsome like prince charming) , our memories, and his favorite pictures of me.

Y’all Ra’keem was so fine and beautiful. Everywhere we went women would swoon over him , but he just used to hold my hand and kiss me and tell me I was beautiful. His spanish rose. Below are our memories we shared together.

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Below were Ra’keem favorite pictures of me before drugs..

We kissed and he smudged my lipstick a little in this picture.

This was his favorite dress that I wore and he used to love when I wore my natural hair.

So.. tonight I am grieving. I feel like a widow.. because my husband is unrecognizable. I asked God if we could make it work, God said no. So, I do hope that he would try to become sober because whatever drug he is doing has caused him to loose his mind and commit crimes. When I said I do , I meant that and I was ready to dedicate my life to birthing his children and building him a dynasty through the children we were planning to have. I would get so excited at the thought of birthing his beautiful dark chocolate babies, I wanted his son so bad. But I have to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and move on.

….. Diamond

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Fired Enemies

Then the king gave orders to arrest the men who had maliciously accused Daniel. He had them thrown into the lions’ den, along with their wives and children. The lions leaped on them and tore them apart before they even hit the floor of the den. – Daniel 6:24

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People who are bound by a spirit of vendetta sometimes do evil things and then forget that they can and will be fired for what they do to you . I have had to learn that people make bad decisions by wrongfully pursuing or accusing one of God children and then when it backfires they like to pretend that they never meant something a certain way but yes they did. You have to let your enemies be fired . Understand that God is not going to let someone get away with hurting you , you have to let God avenge you . So, don’t worry and go to sleep because your enemies are fired from their jobs . So don’t worry and you shall be promoted .

That’s Just How Good God Is ,

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/03/2024

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Ordered Alliances For Your Protection


Psalm 105:15King James Version

15 Saying, Touch not mine anointed, and do my prophets no harm.

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Sometimes Christian believers go through some things where people get so privately jealous that people do some of the most evil things , and then God steps in and stops them before they can fulfill what they wanted to do. Today on February 2,2024 God was speaking to me about ordered alliances . That some principalities are so evil that you have to align with other people to deal with the principalities evil and wicked plan that is ordered by God to fail. When Joseph was in prison he had an alliance that led to his promotion . When Daniel was in the lions dens , the lions that were meant to kill him ended up being his alliance for his deliverance . People put Daniel in the lions den and those lions were his weapon to combat the schemes of the devil . I want you to know that God already has someone there to aid you as your alliance . You have every right to stand up for yourself . You have every right to defend your self and to protect yourself against every accusation especially when it comes to the protection of your kids . So today , I want you to know that God is reversing the curse and using what is happening as your alliance to defeat your enemy . God is working that situation out for the good .

Romans 8:28New King James Version

28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. 

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A Real Man Is Not Jealous Of His Woman

Then the LORD God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. – Genesis 2:22

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I realized that there is a serious epidemic of real men . A real man is not determined by his money but his morals . It seemed like the older generation of men understood the basics of being a man such as getting married , buying a house , having kids , and being a provider . Now , it is actually disturbing of the lack of real men . There was a time that men worked so hard that a woman could stay home and raise her children and produce good citizens , now because the men do not work and it forces a woman to provide there is a plague of lawless children because of the instability of a man .

  • A man should not be at home while the woman works . The Holy Bible says that if a man does not work then he does not eat . Normally , a woman was supposed to be at home raising the kids but now the men are not doing this . Yet , I believe that there are still real men out there that will stand for what is right in regard to being a man .
  • A real man never lets another man disrespect his woman . Men should not let other men confront or disrespect a woman . If a man acts like that , the he is not a real man he is a coward . Because I guarantee you he will not act like that towards a real man he will only do that towards women . Real men need to get back to protecting women and their womb’s because they birth there legacy .
  • A real man should not raise his children to disrespect their mother . Now , there are some trifling mothers but not all mothers are trifling . There are some half decent mothers that have gotten involved with men that tell their daughters to disrespect their mothers and that isn’t right . A real man will tell his daughter , that her mother is the adult and not her , and the mother is in charge and not the kids . That’s what a real man does.
  • A real man is honest . Real men don’t lie and they don’t let other women fight the woman that they love . A real man does not let another woman attack the woman that he loves and if he does have to use physical force to protect her then that’s what he will do , because that’s a real man .
  • A real man does not give his woman a sexually transmitted disease and then lie about it . Yes , a real man is clean about his sexuality. A real man does not hide his status and then infect another woman and then lie about it , that’s not a real man .
  • A real man doesn’t beg another man for a handout . A real man works to provide for his family and would never let his family starve due to his laziness and instability. A real man provides .

Those tips are the basics that the older generation understood and acted on . I pray that real men return and protect and provide the way that God originally had planned .

Love ,

Queen Diamond

Date : February 02,2024

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These New Kids Are Not Bad They Are Lawless

Matthew 24:12-26New King James Version

12 And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. 13 But he who endures to the end shall be saved. 14 And thisgospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.

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Now hear what I say as a mother . These kids are not bad they are lawless . As a mother I have certain rules and expectations from my daughter in regard to her behavior and raising her as a young lady . I read the Bible with my daughter and fill her with the word of God , and Ruth is homeschooled . I make sure NO ONE touches , bullies , or threatens my daughter that’s how I am as a mother . Yet , I realized that some of these other kids are lawless . They hit their mothers , they yell and curse at their mothers , they disrespect their mothers , and they are only 5 years old . That’s not bad that is lawless ! Now there was times I was a bad kid but I was being abused and acting out , I got my act together . These kids are LAWLESS ! Not ghetto they are lawless ! This is why I homeschool my daughter and I honestly feel sorry for these teachers because these kids are absolutely lawless and then they can’t fight , but they have the nerve to play the victim . It’s best to stay away from lawless kids because if they disrespect their own mothers then they’ll do it to you as well . God said lawlessness will abound in the last days . Don’t waste your time trying to raise other people children who are lawless instead focus on raising your healthy child . By the way I absolutely recommend Christian parents to HOMESCHOOL their kids because these kids in the public school system are beyond lawless . And yes , a parent has every right to defend their child against a lawless child . Period.

Date : 2/01/2024

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