Today I Realized That Life Is Not Fair and I am Okay With That

2 Thessalonians 3:9-11Amplified Bible, Classic Edition

[It was] not because we do not have a right [to such support], but [we wished] to make ourselves an example for you to follow.

10 For while we were yet with you, we gave you this rule and charge: If anyone will not work, neither let him eat.

11 Indeed, we hear that some among you are disorderly [that they are passing their lives in idleness, neglectful of duty], being busy with other people’s affairs instead of their own and doing no work.

Social Media Exposing It All

Lately the truth has been coming out on social media – via Tik Tok, YouTube, Instagram, and Facebook. The economy is in shambles, people are struggling, and people are tired. I always been a hard worker, but I used to wonder why I had to work 10x harder than everyone else. One day God told me , “Because everyone else will not have what you have”. Anything in life requires work. You have to work to stay in shape. Work to be attractive. Work to have nice clothes. Work to pay rent. You have to work. But for some reason, I have encountered some black men (mind you I am black-latina) that refuse to work. Not only do they refuse to work, but they think they can take the shortcut of doing sexual or satanic rituals in the work place in order to arise and God is putting a stop to that.

I had to leave my ex-husband Ra’keem, because he had gotten involved with some people who said that he could perform a ritual and then succeed (Isaiah 54:17). Normally, someone would have gotten away with that but in my case, God blocked it. Sad to say I am starting to see more black men leave the workforce and sadly more black women following suit.

You know black people have gone through some terrible things and I do not understand why black people are making the blatant choice to destroy themselves. Ironically, lately Caucasian people have been nicer to me than black people. Black women have been rude, but the remnant of black women who know Christ have been kind. Also, black women have forsaken marriage and have started to marry one another which is lesbianism. Needless to say, black culture is looking pretty bad.

What I Have Been Told Is Not True

I have been told that I am spoiled and that I have no idea what it is like to be a black man in America, which is not true. I have been sexually abused, false accused of a crime in 2023 that was expunged because it was a lie, and called racist slurs in the south. I have gone through some terrible things – but I have had to face the fact that the root of everything that happened stemmed from ignorant black people. I do not wish to offend anyone, but I have to tell the truth.

After everything that I have gone through, sadly I have to tell my daughter (Ruth) to stay away from other black children. I am sad to report that. I do not mind her with Spanish kids or white kids – but as a mother when I looked at little black boys who claim to be bi-sexual and little black girls who already know how to have sex in elementary school – I worry. I am sad, that after everything that I have gone through and all the prejudice I have overcome – I have to keep my daughter away from black children.

I am disturbed as blacks are teaching there daughters how to twerk and not how to read. I am sad when I can’t even send my daughter to primarily black school – because of black on black crime. My own ex-husband Ra’keem betrayed me , because he would have rather done a ritual than to hold a stable job. Black people are killing each other, spreading HIV/AIDS, and getting hooked on drugs. I am grieved when I think about this truth and I pray for the remnant of black people that we can carry the legacy and honor of the civil rights movement and what they did for us. Let us remember Martin Luther King Jr. and how he marched for us, Rosa Parks how she stood up for us, and Harriet Tubman how she carried us. Malcom X included and others, I pray that we as the remnant of intelligent black people will carry the torch of what we have overcome.

Please, intelligent blacks heed my warning and go into solitude until God moves. Something is wrong with this generation of blacks. The word of God says, “There arose a generation who does not know the Lord”. It is sad and disturbing as to what has become of a entire black generation. I can only pray and intercede from this point on. The Civil Rights movement still holds power despite of and all those people who fought for our liberties do still matter.

Minister Precious-Diamond S. Chessier

Ignoring The Jealous Comments

“When a fool is annoyed, he quickly lets it be known. Smart people will ignore an insult”. – Proverbs 12:16

Overlook

I can tell you right now that I am one who has to overcome being overlooked, slandered, gossiped, lied on, betrayed, and spoken ill against. Many people want me to fail and yet I succeed. Nevertheless, I can tell you that perception is not reality, because perception is not a fact. What people say about you is not true and if you let what people think consume your mind then you will burn down your peace and any chance of love, joy, and happiness.

“she called out to her servants. Soon all the men came running. “Look!” she said. “My husband has brought this Hebrew slave here to make fools of us! He came into my room to rape me, but I screamed”. – Genesis 39:14

I am reminded of Joseph and I understand him. I had a woman who was working as a property manager in 2023 lie and say I was trying to assault her by the name of Amanda Blythe because I was not attracted to her.. I lost my home. Then I turn around and found out that the F.B.I and freemason were trying to bribe me to lie and say (Robert Kelly) raped me and I said NO! So, I understand what it feels like to be lied and condemned in a court setting for something that you did not do.

But I remembered Joseph, and thought about how he felt when he was sitting in jail for 15 years for a crime that he did not commit. No he was not having sex with other men. He was locked in a cell and being called a rapist and he never touched that woman a day in his life. But he did not know that 15 years his spiritual gift to interpret dreams would cause him to be the Governor of Egypt.

I am sure when I was lied on by those 3 white women Amanda Blythe, Melanie, and Bethany Rivera really thought they were doing something by lying in court in a racist court system in craven county. I remember even when the black magistrate named Cedric Hargett helped them do it in his personal distaste and inner hatred for black women and his own lust for white women. But nope it did not destroy me at all! Forgetting that everyone is not racist and perverted like them. I do not have a problem with white women at all and matter of fact I go to church with them in peace. Needless to say, now I am doing just fine. Though at times I face small persecutions I overcome it and keep pressing forward.

So, ignore the hate. It is all meant to detour you and destroy the purpose that God has for you. Keep going and pressing forward and know that no weapon formed against you shall prosper. Know that satan will only attack what he is afraid of. When i went through that God told me, “Diamond if Satan is going that far to stop you, wouldn’t that tell you that God has a great plan for you”? I have to admit God must be right. Cause why would the illuminati and freemasons attach Amanda, Noah Moreis, Hannah Riggs, Cedric Hargett, Melanie, and Bethany to (me and Robert Kelly) and we don’t even know them ? But hey that really happened behind the scenes.

P.S – No I am not attracted to white women. Also, I would like to say to all of (Robert Sylvester Kelly) fan’s around the world that no he did not rape me. For those of you who do not know I am a singer. I made a mistake and signed with ASCAP as a writer and I guess the freemasons and the music industry was trying to break me to try and force me to engage in a demonic ritual in lying and saying that the (King of R & B) raped me and I said no because he did not. I have written him a letter while he is North Carolina to tell him that I would never lie on him to that degree. I realize that what happened in 2023 was because they were trying to make it seem like I had no other option which is why a judge who was a young white judge filed a ejection on my report. But I know who the Lord is and I was approved for a apartment. Even though I was lied on. I still have a place to live. I truly am sorry to all his fans worldwide and I pray fervently that he can come home soon. When I was lied on and set up by SONY and the music industry in 2023 that is when I knew that (Robert Kelly) was innocent. I to have had to deal with three women Amanda , Melanie, and Bethany that all conspired against me and a court trying to demean me as black woman – mind you these 3 women have not accomplished half of what I have done. Needless to say, I do not believe the allegations against (Robert Kelly – The KING of r&b) because I know for a fact I was lied on in 2023. I know for a fact I was bribed with a stellar award to lie on him like Reshonda Landfair and I said no. This industry is demonic and you have to stay prayed up. Now, I am recovering after the freemasons spread a malicious rumor online and said I was married to the King himself (Robert kelly) – and the freemasons aided in having my divorce struck down at the Richard Daley Center because of that malicious and sadistic rumor. I want you to know being a black influence is nothing to play with. The Jim Crow era was not that long ago , and though everyone is not racist there are terrible lies that are spewed against black people especially in claims to be attracted to white women.. Which again, I do not find white women attractive because I am attracted to men. Though I would view it as a honor to be the wife to the King of R&B (Robert Kelly) I am not his wife (but he if he proposed I would say yes lol). I know that the government set him up and had him registered as a sex offender because he is black and they caused Aaliyah and Andrea to lie on him for a price. But I want to remind Andrea, just like the government tricked Aaliyah and blew her plane up remember that will be your same fate because you reap what you sow. I am not trying to be obsessive over (Robert Kelly) but I have to make it be known that I will not join the freemasons and I refuse to lie on (Robert Sylvester Kelly). Also, I think that my ex-husband Ra’keem Ja’caar Jackson is a disgusting and hideous individual and I would never want to remain married to a perverted bastard like him. Selah.

Why Are “Faith Based” Podcast’s Failing ?

“Beloved, do not believe every spirit [speaking through a self-proclaimed prophet]; instead test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets and teachers have gone out into the world”. – 1 John 4:1

Because They Are Not Strong Enough To Endure

I love to break it to you, but ministry is not what you think. It can look cute to post a picture and release a podcast but when satan comes to attack and you are not strong enough to endure then you will fail. I do not understand why “living a soft life” through Christ for a small season was going viral but now it has surely fizzled away. Over 400,000 Christian podcasts have been deleted because they cannot stand against spiritual warfare. Because the people who started that movement were not strong enough to endure the trials and tribulations that stem from ministry.

There are financial attacks, persecutions, lies, betrayals, and all types of different things that occur in ministry. It may look cute to go to target and buy podcast equipment, but if you are strong enough to stand against satan you will surely fail and all that equipment will be a waste. You can claim to be chosen, you can do your make-up, and you can hold conferences but if God did not send you then you will not stand the test of time.

Faith based podcasts are disappearing because many people started ministry and were not sent by God. When you are truly sent by God then you have the sustainability to remain even after misfortune or persecution according to Proverbs 12. Persecution is not “being bullied online”. No when the police come to arrest you because you are Christian, that is real persecution and many podcasters are not equipped to stand and remain standing in the face of persecution because you were not taught or trained to do so.

The word of God says in Matthew 22:14 BSB , “For many are called, but few are chosen.” That means that everyone will not stay and can not stand against the wiles of satan. I think we are walking into a time where people have to confess that God did not send them. There is a scripture in the prophetic books that said a persecution will arise that even people’s parents will say , “Stop pretending to be a prophet”. When I see women pop-up I don’t get worried at all because I know that they are not strong enough to remain standing in ministry. Podcast are disappearing because women want to look cute but don’t know how to pray. I would encourage you to invest more into your prayer life then a podcast. Because prayer will save your life and podcast will not. You are not in waiting season in the midst of trial, you are being tested . If you do not know how to stand up against satan the enemy will devour you. So read your Bible.

Minister Precious-Diamond Chessier (Kelly)

Innocent While Framed: The Truth

January Blues

January Blues

               It is the first month of 2026 and my heart weeps as I see obituary’s all over the internet. So many young people have died and the truth of the matter is this is a perilous time right now. I am very real and honest. I can say that I am wrestling bout’s of depression.

               My daughter is autistic and she is beautiful, loving, kind, and amazing (Ruth). I can’t find a job that is willing  to work with the schedule of a single mother with a special needs child. I have to pay rent. People have betrayed me. People have lied on me. I am in a 3-year battle of getting a divorce. Needless to say I am tired , but I keep pressing on.

               I want you to know that if you have to take a week to just cry you are not being lazy. I think 2026 is my year to cry. I think that I just need to cry in order to release all of the pain that I have gone through over the last few years.

               So now I am not in ministry, but I do post biblical content. I had to step away for my mental health, peace, and sanity. I should have wished you a happy new year and I am sorry for the delay.

               Life has valley’s. the church needs to stop pretending and be real that there are valleys in life. I feel valley low. No I am not happy. No I am not okay. No I do not have family to help me. But I keep going. Sometimes I feel like a zombie because I know that I have to press on despite what people think. So, if 2026 is your year to cry welp join the club. Because this year is not peaches and cream. It is a lot of tough things going on and you are not alone.

Queen Diamond

Diploma in Small Business Management

Psalms 147:3

He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.

What Is Joy ?

What Is Joy ?

Then Ezra said to them, “Go [your way], eat the rich festival food, drink the sweet drink, and send portions to him for whom nothing is prepared; for this day is holy to our Lord. And do not be worried, for the joy of the LORD is your strength and your stronghold.” – Nehemiah 8:10 AMP

Being Content

               As a new divorcee , and single mother I have learned the practice of being content in every season that I am in. I find myself revisiting memories of bad choices and decisions that I made in the past, and determining to do better this time. Now being back in my personal territory of Chicago, I find myself mentally healing. I have been forced to face some painful things that happened but God has been alongside me through it all. I know that in the future I will be released for something great, but now I am content where I am in life.

               I think as a believer it is important to learn the art and talent of being content. Many times people post their “success” on social media – but a picture could truly be a lie. People only post what they want you to see, not what is really going on behind closed doors. When you learn to be content, you are not bound by what people think.. I learned this from following Christ closely in this season.

               When you focus on grief your life will be cut short by grief. Life (despite what people teach) is not meant to be filled with pain and suffering – but with joy. You have to learn how to make your personal life journey “joyous”.  When release joy into the atmosphere, it makes it easier for gravity to return joy back to you by law of attraction.

Honor Yourself

               I am a firm believer of not waiting for someone to do what I know how to do myself. Today why don’t you honor yourself? Compliment yourself? Encourage yourself? Stop waiting for someone else to affirm you and affirm yourself. Learn the art of engulfing yourself with healthy books, good podcasts, and words of affirmation that will draw you closer to God.

Who Do I personally listen to?

Below I posted some people and some books that I am reading right now in life.

1 – The praying mom by Stormie Omartian.

2 – I have begun to listen to sermons by Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell

3 – I have started reading this book by Heidi St. John (Bible Promises For Moms)

               I have made the decision in my own life that I will not allow what happened to me to be the cause of me becoming a failure. I think in life I have had to push past a lot of abuse that I endured as a child – let it go and give it to God. Because I can’t allow what happened to me destroy me mentally, physically, and emotionally. I have mastered smiling again, liking what I see when I look in the mirror and loving the fact that I am alive. But it took a long time to accomplish that.

               In life you can’t allow what people do to be the pilot of your emotions. You must move on. I pray that whatever is causing you to toss and turn at night will be released and fly away from your mind so that you can have peace.

Vision Of An Island

               I remember there was a time not too long ago, I would close my eyes and envision myself living peacefully on an island by myself. That reality that I formed in my mind was better than my reality. Ironically, overtime my life (in real life) became a beautiful version of what I envisioned in my own mind.

               I had to learn to let go of what people have done and move on. Let me tell you the people who have done evil to me in the past have been repaid and some are even dead now. But I learned that the people who hurt my feelings are dead, and I am still alive. I have officially outlived all the naysayers, lies, and gossip about me… So, there is no point of living a life of depression. Life is not purposed and meant for you to live in some sort of emo state – but instead to live a life filled with joy.

               In life, you should not be waking up looking forward to death – but looking forward to something new each day. Your life is still in the filming stages of something great so keep going. I believe that God is going to generate something greater and better for you. I believe that happiness will become a regular emotion for you.

Cut Out Toxic People In Your Life

               There is a old saying that goes that you are the company that you keep and that is true. When you remove people who are toxic and are set in there ways of “toxic-ness” – then you will see a transformation of your life. At 29 years old I have had to practice this and yes toxic people don’t like that and I don’t care. People who are ill intentioned should not be in your life and should not be in your vicinity. That will help you have mental clarity as well. Don’t waste your time and energy on people who are “fake” and mean you no good. You want to be surrounded by people who genuinely love you and want you to succeed in life.

Conclusion

               When you surround yourself with joy then you will indeed have joy. To have joy you have to remove people from your life who mean you no good. Focus. Remain positive. Live a little. Things will surely change … Slowly but surely for the better.

Minister (Esther ) Precious-Diamond S. Chessier (Kelly)

Dates With Jesus: Lilo and Stitch

Dates With Jesus: Lilo and Stitch

Do not be excessively righteous [like those given to self-conceit], and do not be overly wise (pretentious)—why should you bring yourself to ruin? – Ecclesiastes 7:16 Amplified Bible

Early Showings

          So I took my daughter to watch Lilo and Stitch, and for a 3 year old she did pretty good. I remember watching Lilo and Stitch on Disney channel growing up . So it is interesting to see how this movie has time traveled to a whole new generation. I went to a early showing, and I thank God for the new comfortable seats that recline, because the entire time my baby wanted to cuddle and lay on mommy.. Meanwhile mommy was sleepy but I hung in there through the entire movie so kudos to me!

What We Ate

          So effectively immediately I am on a diet , because I ate ;

  • Nachos
  • Popcorn
  • Candy (The Whole Bag)

But at least I drank water, so I balanced it out. But when me and Ruth get together, we eating everything. Ruth is blessed with genes that she can eat whatever she wants and not gain one pound, she is naturally petite. Me, however I have to watch it. I ate some Bar-B-Que steak this morning and instantly knew I had to go to the gym ASAP, because I am 20 pounds away from my goal.

Movie Review

          For the times we are in.. I thought Lilo and Stitch was a good movie for adults to watch with their kids. Kids need to experience going out and having fun. So she really liked it. I have been reading parenting books and am trying to do more fun activities with my daughter. But my baby really liked the movie. The movie quality was good, and it looked like the production was well put together and not cheap.

          So I enjoyed this date with Jesus. I took my baby for , school immunization shots and her check-up. Of course babies cry when they get a needle of immunization. So I took Ruth here so she would feel better. I liked the movie and I hope you all enjoy it as well !

Love,

Minister Precious-Diamond S. Chessier