Sometimes It Takes Another Mom To Give Advice

My child, don’t reject the LORD’s discipline, and don’t be upset when he corrects you. – Proverbs 3:11

True Story

So when I was targeted by the police in New Bern for a crime I did not commit, my daughter saw the entire thing. My daughter saw me get arrested and she saw all the bad things her father did to me while I was married. So for a while (because she was a baby), my daughter was silent but she clung to me. Now, my daughter at two years old literally will NOT let me go. I mean she will not let me go, if I go to the bathroom she cries because I am leaving. If I talk to someone else she gets upset because she wants all my attention. All she wants to do is hug me and touch me. That is all she wants.

So…

So at 12:00 a.m. my daughter was upset because I was not holding her and began to cry. Now, you all know I was in the Marines so maybe my reaction was not the most gentle but I am trying to change to be more gentle to her. But then I really felt God convict me and tell me that she is traumatized from watching the police arrest me when I was in New Bern (but thankfully I was never arrested again). So, another mom came with confirmation and told me she was in bad relationships before and her daughter was like that also. I really needed to hear that because man does it get hard. But I am saying that because sometimes another mom who has a little more experience in motherhood has to help another mom through those nights that they can’t sleep because the baby is up, just by giving some practical advice. As for Ruth, I am going to get her therapy because although I did my best with her she saw the abuse I went through with her father and she saw her father frame me and set me up and it has really affected her. I love my daughter and I will do what needs to be done for her to heal in the healthiest way possible.

Love Mommy Diamond,

These are the most recent pictures of Ruth at Church on Sunday. I can’t believe my baby girl has gotten so big she is going to be three this year and her hair has gotten longer ! This was the first time I put fancy things in her hair and she loved it, she couldn’t stop smiling when she looked in the mirror and she got so many compliments on her hair ! God is good ! I did her hair by the way !

Date: 2/09/2024

Sudden Miracles

Genesis 41:41-46New International Version

Joseph in Charge of Egypt

41 So Pharaoh said to Joseph, “I hereby put you in charge of the whole land of Egypt.”42 Then Pharaoh took his signet ring from his finger and put it on Joseph’s finger. He dressed him in robes of fine linen and put a gold chain around his neck. 43 He had him ride in a chariot as his second-in-command,[a] and people shouted before him, “Make way[b]!”Thus he put him in charge of the whole land of Egypt.

44 Then Pharaoh said to Joseph, “I am Pharaoh, but without your word no one will lift hand or foot in all Egypt.” 45 Pharaoh gave Joseph the name Zaphenath-Paneah and gave him Asenath daughter of Potiphera, priest of On,[c] to be his wife. And Joseph went throughout the land of Egypt.

46 Joseph was thirty years old when he entered the service of Pharaoh king of Egypt. And Joseph went out from Pharaoh’s presence and traveled throughout Egypt.

Genesis 41:41-46New International Version

Joseph in Charge of Egypt

41 So Pharaoh said to Joseph, “I hereby put you in charge of the whole land of Egypt.”42 Then Pharaoh took his signet ring from his finger and put it on Joseph’s finger. He dressed him in robes of fine linen and put a gold chain around his neck. 43 He had him ride in a chariot as his second-in-command,[a] and people shouted before him, “Make way[b]!”Thus he put him in charge of the whole land of Egypt.

44 Then Pharaoh said to Joseph, “I am Pharaoh, but without your word no one will lift hand or foot in all Egypt.” 45 Pharaoh gave Joseph the name Zaphenath-Paneah and gave him Asenath daughter of Potiphera, priest of On,[c] to be his wife. And Joseph went throughout the land of Egypt.

46 Joseph was thirty years old when he entered the service of Pharaoh king of Egypt. And Joseph went out from Pharaoh’s presence and traveled throughout Egypt.

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Do you know why I posted that verse twice ? Because in 10 years you will be so happy and will laugh at the trials that you’re facing now . As you are reading this , God is sending supernatural help to step in and intervene in your situation . Think of Joseph . Joseph was lied on , thrown into jail for a crime he didn’t commit , and he was betrayed by his own brothers . Joseph never got to see his mother Rachel before she died and while everyone else was getting married , Joseph was in prison for a crime he didn’t commit . Then 13 years later that same Joseph was the ruler of Egypt , married to Asenath ( a beautiful woman) , and he was now a father to boys . Joseph story is the inspiration for trillions of modern day Christian’s so stand firm and know that God has your situation all under control and that no weapon formed against you shall prosper .

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/07/2024

I Told You All What It Was

Last year I shared my testimony of being targeted for being a Christian and how I was betrayed by my own husband . I told people how I was targeted by the police and lied on and framed . Here below is confirmation. What is going on with TD JAKES is wrong because P.Diddy has drugged and raped other men … yet the allegations which is true , is that T.D. Jakes is sleeping with him ( P.Diddy) and he is a pedophile . This is absolutely crazy and shows that TD Jakes is NOT fighting for God but TD Jakes is fighting against God .

But if it is from God, you will not be able to overthrow them. You may even find yourselves fighting against God!” – Acts 5:39

The Potter’s House has left God and it’s the truth . I pray that people would open their eyes and see the truth about what God is saying . This is not funny . If a bishop is getting the FBI to target someone for speaking against a RAPIST something is wrong .

Queen Diamond

Isaiah 54:17New King James Version

17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

Date : 2/03/2024

These New Kids Are Not Bad They Are Lawless

Matthew 24:12-26New King James Version

12 And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. 13 But he who endures to the end shall be saved. 14 And thisgospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.

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Now hear what I say as a mother . These kids are not bad they are lawless . As a mother I have certain rules and expectations from my daughter in regard to her behavior and raising her as a young lady . I read the Bible with my daughter and fill her with the word of God , and Ruth is homeschooled . I make sure NO ONE touches , bullies , or threatens my daughter that’s how I am as a mother . Yet , I realized that some of these other kids are lawless . They hit their mothers , they yell and curse at their mothers , they disrespect their mothers , and they are only 5 years old . That’s not bad that is lawless ! Now there was times I was a bad kid but I was being abused and acting out , I got my act together . These kids are LAWLESS ! Not ghetto they are lawless ! This is why I homeschool my daughter and I honestly feel sorry for these teachers because these kids are absolutely lawless and then they can’t fight , but they have the nerve to play the victim . It’s best to stay away from lawless kids because if they disrespect their own mothers then they’ll do it to you as well . God said lawlessness will abound in the last days . Don’t waste your time trying to raise other people children who are lawless instead focus on raising your healthy child . By the way I absolutely recommend Christian parents to HOMESCHOOL their kids because these kids in the public school system are beyond lawless . And yes , a parent has every right to defend their child against a lawless child . Period.

Date : 2/01/2024

Why Are Black Men Attacking Black Female Prophets In The Church ?

Psalm 46:10New International Version

10 He says, “Be still, and know that I am God;
    I will be exalted among the nations,
    I will be exalted in the earth.”

So understand that I do not follow every female prophet because every female is not a prophet . But yes there are female prophets . But what I am seeing online is black men attacking black female prophets and what is even more disturbing is that there husbands are not protecting them against these men . Years ago , I said I was brutally attacked as a female prophet but to see it openly happening now is very wild. What I will say is that I pray that God protects his black female prophets . It is so disturbing to see black men in the church verbally attacking black female prophets and degrading them . This is what I know , that the Lord is an avenger ! No one is getting away with anything .

Good Memories

So lately I have been a little sad wondering what my other baby would have looked like . Sometimes I have dreams of him in heaven , and I love seeing his curly dark black hair . But I get sad because I know he probably would been the most beautiful baby in the entire planet . I have been left to grieve alone .

But I have had some resentment in my heart because I really wanted to be a mother . I want more children but I can’t really find a good donor to have one with . I wondered why I wasn’t getting pregnant with my ex-husband but now I know the drugs made him infertile . So here I am and I want more kids , but I realize that after what happened in my marriage I don’t think I will marry until I’m well above 59 years old. I don’t think it’s fair that so many women can have children out of wedlock and I can’t . I never really wanted to be a minister so why can’t I have more kids ? That’s just my thoughts on January 30,2024 . I’m kind of sad because I want more kids and I don’t want to wait until I’m married . Because children bring good memories .

Queen Diamond