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My Wedding Ring Was Beautiful

Today I cried all day thinking about my husband and how much I loved him . My heart was broken in a way you could never imagine . I cried and someone had to comfort me . I was hurting so much . I looked at my wedding ring and just wanted to end it all . I meant what I said when I said my vows and to loose my husband to drugs has been the most …. Painful thing I have ever gone through . To watch someone fade away that I was in love with and become unrecognizable has been terrible . The marriage was abusive because of drugs . I remember before he was hooked on drugs he would leave rose petals at my bed when I woke up and it would be gifts and purses waiting for me . Either way I give it to God . Sometimes it hurts so bad I can’t move . Because he was my HUSBAND . He wasn’t not a boyfriend he was my husband !

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I had to make the right decision to choose the safety of my child over Ra’keem. God knows that I loved Ra’keem he was my everything and I loved him and his beautiful dark skin. I have no idea when he decided to start doing drugs but I know that I am heartbroken. All I can do is pray and ask God to help me. Below are the pictures of what he used to look like (he was so handsome like prince charming) , our memories, and his favorite pictures of me.

Y’all Ra’keem was so fine and beautiful. Everywhere we went women would swoon over him , but he just used to hold my hand and kiss me and tell me I was beautiful. His spanish rose. Below are our memories we shared together.

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Below were Ra’keem favorite pictures of me before drugs..

We kissed and he smudged my lipstick a little in this picture.

This was his favorite dress that I wore and he used to love when I wore my natural hair.

So.. tonight I am grieving. I feel like a widow.. because my husband is unrecognizable. I asked God if we could make it work, God said no. So, I do hope that he would try to become sober because whatever drug he is doing has caused him to loose his mind and commit crimes. When I said I do , I meant that and I was ready to dedicate my life to birthing his children and building him a dynasty through the children we were planning to have. I would get so excited at the thought of birthing his beautiful dark chocolate babies, I wanted his son so bad. But I have to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and move on.

….. Diamond

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Good Memories

So lately I have been a little sad wondering what my other baby would have looked like . Sometimes I have dreams of him in heaven , and I love seeing his curly dark black hair . But I get sad because I know he probably would been the most beautiful baby in the entire planet . I have been left to grieve alone .

But I have had some resentment in my heart because I really wanted to be a mother . I want more children but I can’t really find a good donor to have one with . I wondered why I wasn’t getting pregnant with my ex-husband but now I know the drugs made him infertile . So here I am and I want more kids , but I realize that after what happened in my marriage I don’t think I will marry until I’m well above 59 years old. I don’t think it’s fair that so many women can have children out of wedlock and I can’t . I never really wanted to be a minister so why can’t I have more kids ? That’s just my thoughts on January 30,2024 . I’m kind of sad because I want more kids and I don’t want to wait until I’m married . Because children bring good memories .

Queen Diamond


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Here Are A BUNCH Places I Have NOT Been In The Past 6 Months

I realize with influence comes alot of lies and persecutions . So I have time .

1 – I have not been in New Bern for the past months due to legal reasons . So no one needs to lie and say I was on their property because I wasn’t .

2 – I have not been to Woodbridge , Virginia in years so there is no reason bills should be opened in my name .

3 – I have not been to Kinston , North Carolina is months so no one should lie and say that I am soliciting them trying to get back into a building and no one should lie and say I am sleeping in a building because I’m not . I am not weaponizing the police ( which is a stupid lie because I don’t even like the police ) but it must be said .

4 – I have not been to Oxon Hill , Maryland in years so the landlord need not lie and say I contacted him trying to get back into the building because it is a lie .

5 – I have not been to Greater Grace World Outreach in Baltimore, Maryland due to the constant slander that stems from my ex-husband Ra’keem crack head ex-wife April Hawes .

6 – I have not attended Cathedral of Love in Salisbury , Maryland and have not threatened anyone or any member of that church .

7 – I have not stepped foot on any Marine Corps base especially in Quantico , Virginia nor have ever tried to re-enlist in the United States Marines for many reasons and one being something that occurred while I was enlisted .

8 – I am not cyber bullying white women online .

9 – I have not been to Boulevard West Apartments which is where Ra’keem formerly lived and have not threatened the staff like Ra’keem .

10 – I have not been to Wafflehouse in months which is where Ra’keem works and I have not threatened any staff there .

I am Queen Diamond and I approved this message on January 28,2024.



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Why Are Black Celebrities Targeted When They Defend Themselves?

You know I’m getting really tired of ignorance and I am tired of people talking crazy but if I say something then they get scared and start shaking in their boots . It’s annoying and irritating because people have begun to recognize me and I’m honestly annoyed by it . I’m annoyed by the racist police officers who don’t like me because I’m a black woman with influence ( but I don’t like you either ). I’m annoyed by the Marines and our racist history that we have and what they did to me ( I don’t like you either ). I’m annoyed by the ignorant people that I meet that stare at my body and make ignorant comments about how I look saying that I don’t “look” like a prophet and because I wax and shave apparently that’s a “sin” because women aren’t supposed to be concerned about their appearance if they are “really” a prophet . Oh but baby I’m even more annoyed at people who have nicknamed me “Beyoncé “ in the church because of my appearance and how I sing . Now , out of all people they choose a no good witch (Beyoncé )to call me . I’m even more annoyed by the ignorant racism that I go through with companies such as Amazon saying that I have stolen my own books and a white woman has the NERVE to pretend to be me and Twitter lets her have a account in my name . I’m annoyed by the bank I’m with draining my account , but I know that God said that draining is about to stop . I’m annoyed that Wells Fargo locked me out my account which was my daughters college fund for $100. Im annoyed that YouTube said that I’m bullying Satan meanwhile Lil Nas X nasty behind stripping infront of kids on YouTube . I’m annoyed that I reached over 2 million views on YouTube and YouTube refuses to openly show it . I’m annoyed by The United States Of America . I’m even more annoyed that racist people say ignorant stuff online but if you respond then they want to claim that you’re bullying someone and that you’re “weaponizing “ . Hmm . So . I can’t stand Beyoncé because of how she mocks God , but baby I’m going to be more silent than Beyoncé. Because I see what the government is doing and I see that the government HATES that so many different black people have gained influence and financial wealth . So , no longer will I communicate with people online and no I do not care about your comments and no I’m not doing a meet and greet and no I’m not signing a book. Nope , keep your distance away from me and if you get to rowdy that’s self-defense and I defend myself very well I might add . As of today January 29,2024 you shall not hear a word or response for me unless the Lord releases me because I realized that some white judges want a white woman to sue me to try to demean me in court to make it seem like a white woman who has NOT accomplished even five percent of what I have is better than me and she is NOT ! I realized it bothers a lot of hidden Nazi’s in the court systems that I’m educated , a military veteran , and intelligent. It bothers them and I honestly do not care . But I realize that racist police officers want to try to get me to submit to racism and I WILL NO DO IT . So , let the games begin .
Queen Diamond

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The Truth Will Always Outlast The Lie

Genesis 39:19-21New Living Translation

Joseph Put in Prison

19 Potiphar was furious when he heard his wife’s story about how Joseph had treated her. 20 So he took Joseph and threw him into the prison where the king’s prisoners were held, and there he remained. 21 But the Lordwas with Joseph in the prison and showed him his faithful love. And the Lord made Joseph a favorite with the prison warden.

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Last night while I was asleep the Lord began to talk to me about a lot of things in my sleep . In my dreams the Lord reveals the future and mysteries and the end so I realized that I do not waste my time arguing with people because I already know what is to come . Yet when I awoke the Lord said , “The truth will always outlive the lie” . Understand that humanity has become evil and the lies that people come up with are insane . The truth is women are lying and saying that men have raped them and they have not , women are kidnapping babies , and so many evils yet God will reveal it all .
Today I am reminded of Joseph , The Governor Of Egypt … Joseph was in jail for 13 years because a woman lied on him and said he raped her and he did not . I can imagine the pain he felt in prison and how he felt like a failure . His own brothers turned on him , his own brothers lied on him because they were jealous of how beautiful he was and he was anointed . Then he gets to Egypt and a woman lies on him because of his beauty and she was angry and furious because he rejected her . That was a lot to do deal with . I’m sure many times Joseph wondered where was God . But God was right there working through the systems that was trying to imprison him for life for what he did not do. So I want you to know that God said today on January 28,2024 He is working overnight and supernaturally through every system that is trying to attack you no matter how demonic the rule system is , God has a light that cuts through that system because he is the Father Of Lights . Be encouraged and I pray and bind every system that is working against you , that God will use that system as a platform to free you and make you greater for his Glory .

Love Queen Diamond ,


Diamond Chessier