This Is Ra’keem Jackson Is NOT Allowed To See My Daughter Ruth
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Not Being Physically Attracted To A Man Is Not Sin
1 Corinthians 7-9New International Version
Concerning Married Life
7 Now for the matters you wrote about: “It is good for a man not to have sexual relations with a woman.
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So, I have come to this conclusion after running to the divorce line that I am not attracted to men and I do not believe that it is sin. No, I am not a homosexual and I am not a lesbian, however I have zero attraction towards men. I tried for years to make it work with men , but the things they do is just disgusting and when you are not attracted to someone and then they do something that is wrong it just makes them repulsive. When I was 19 years old I had a man lie and get someone pregnant behind my back (and he married her and they divorced), my ex-husband was a nasty and lazy slob who was a compulsive liar, and I just do not have the desire to be with a man. The thought of a man touching me makes me cringe, honestly. Now, I am not anti-marriage. When I am in public very handsome men do stare and try to get my attention, but I just walk away because I do not know how to tell them that I truly honestly not attracted to a man. I only married my husband trying to deny that, but now after what he did I accept that I have to accept myself and be okay with who I am. I wish nothing but the best for people who get married. But do not try to force your beliefs of marriage on me and I will not force my beliefs on non-marriage on you. I do not need a man to start a business. I do not need a man to provide, I can do that all myself. So you have the answer. No, Diamond is not a lesbian. Yes, Diamond is a woman who just simply is not attracted to men and that is not sin.
Queen Diamond
I Want To Discuss How The United States Of America Government Is Draining Black Social Media Influencer’s & Black Millionaires Bank Accounts
Hello everyone,
After alot of praying I believe that God put this on my heart to say and to warn other people. Everything that you see on social media is not real. People edit video’s, people take over estates and lie , and also the government does drain black people bank accounts; especially when they do not agree with the most recent LGBT propaganda and the pedophilia agenda that they are trying to pass. I can openly say that I had a lot of money saved up , and no it did not come with the help of my ex-husband. When I started speaking against men in dresses showing their nasty ball sacks to children then all of a sudden my bank account started having random charges and started getting drained. This has caused me to really seek the face of God and really hold on to his unchanging hand because I know that satan is afraid of me and I know that I am in the hands of God and I know that God will restore to me everything that was drained. With that being said, I would like to encourage anyone who is going through it as well that you are not alone.
Queen Diamond
January Monthly Devotion
Monthly Devotion
January 1-31, 2024 – Daily Verse & Devotion – The Importance Of Your Testimony
Revelation 12 : 1 -11
Revelation 12:1-11New International Version
The Woman and the Dragon
12 A great sign appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, with the moon under her feet and a crown of twelve stars on her head. 2 She was pregnant and cried out in pain as she was about to give birth. 3 Then another sign appeared in heaven: an enormous red dragon with seven heads and ten horns and seven crowns on its heads. 4 Its tail swept a third of the stars out of the sky and flung them to the earth. The dragon stood in front of the woman who was about to give birth, so that it might devour her child the moment he was born. 5 She gave birth to a son, a male child, who “will rule all the nations with an iron scepter.”[a] And her child was snatched up to God and to his throne. 6 The woman fled into the wilderness to a place prepared for her by God, where she might be taken care of for 1,260 days.
7 Then war broke out in heaven. Michael and his angels fought against the dragon, and the dragon and his angels fought back. 8 But he was not strong enough, and they lost their place in heaven. 9 The great dragon was hurled down—that ancient serpent called the devil, or Satan, who leads the whole world astray. He was hurled to the earth, and his angels with him.
10 Then I heard a loud voice in heaven say:
“Now have come the salvation and the power
and the kingdom of our God,
and the authority of his Messiah.
For the accuser of our brothers and sisters,
who accuses them before our God day and night,
has been hurled down.
11 They triumphed over him
by the blood of the Lamb
and by the word of their testimony;
they did not love their lives so much
as to shrink from death.
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Do You Understand Your Testimony?
In life there are many difficult trials that you may encounter . Honestly , in 2023 I went through some of the toughest trials I have endured as an adult woman that led to the process of divorce . I didn’t want to share my testimony, yet God reminded me in the book of Esther that Queen Esther was warned by her uncle Mordecai that if she did not speak and do what God said then she would perish . Your testimony is keeping you from perishing . Understand that if God carried you through a storm , then it was meant that he would get glory in your testimony. Remember that . So today , do not be embarrassed about your testimony but instead share it so that other people can be encouraged and persuaded to follow Jesus .
May The Lord Bless You ,
Apostle Diamond
Starting My Life Over At 27 Years Old
Hmm …
For a long time God has been calling me into full time ministry .. actually since I was 19 . I never really obeyed . I was running and just refused to submit to his will . In 2023 , things were going so well I had a church building , my church was registered … but I made one BIG mistake . I married a man (Ra’keem) that God told me not to marry .
Because of Ra’keem , I lost my church building in Kinston , North Carolina. I was wrongfully ejected from my home (because of him) in New Bern , North Carolina . Thrown into jail for a crime I did not commit and so much more . To make matters worst Ra’keem is a pastor . Yes , he is a pastor and I find out that Ra’keem is actually on drugs and was hiding it from me . Yes . Not only that , Ra’keem stole Mercedes car keys from a car dealership. How did I find out ? Well , the dealership came to the house looking for him while claiming that another worker also thinks that Ra’keem stole his phone also . What was Ra’keems answer ? Apparently everyone is out to get Ra’keem , no one will give Ra’keem a chance because he is dark skin , and the dealership said he could take the keys . I should probably should add that Ra’keem lied and said he bought 5 cars from them and that he was going to give them baseball cards (because in his mind the baseball cards are worth 10 million dollars (which is not true ) as a payment for a new car . Yeah . God told me not to marry him .
So at the age of 27 I have to start completely over . A single mommy , A Apostle , and a gospel singer finally submitting to full time ministry because God is stronger than me and he wins . So yes , now I am full time ministry . I am going to take this blog more serious because God told me to . I love my followers. Happy New Years and I hope 2024 goes better for me and you as well .
Love Mixed With Faith ,
Apostle Diamond
The Truth About Divorce As A Single Black Mom
God Is Not Going To Bless Them
Galatians 6:7-9
King James Version 7 Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.9 And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.
God Is Not Blessing Them
As I was faced with the very real truth about divorce and all that I have gone through I realized that my marriage cannot be revived. Today God was speaking to me about my love life and the men I have dated in the past and the Lord said, “let them go”. Yes. God told me to let ALL of them go. I realized that because I have become more well known that I have dealt with jealousy and cruelty to a whole new level. I realized that the racism I dealt with mixed with the constant bad decisions that my husband makes has caused me to accept that I am done.
As a single mother, I realized that my husband’s constant bad decisions have severely impacted my daughter and I and I are done. No more back and forth , I am getting a divorce. I do not understand how my soon to be ex-husband could make such bad decisions and then somehow try to play the victim and say he hates himself for what he did to me. The thing is every relationship does not end because of infidelity. My soon to be ex-husband did not cheat but he is a compulsive liar. He lies about everything, he will look me in my face and lie and then get upset that I do not believe his lie and continue to lie. But the lying has gotten so bad that he has put my daughter and I in severe danger more than once. He takes better care of his other daughter than mine and then gets angry when I address it. He has done everything he can to stop me from working to earn my own money. He has lied and caused me to be in legal battles that were not my own, and thankfully I have had victory over them. Yet, what God has told me is, “get ready to go”. Yes, God told me to leave him.
God helped me to see that the provision that my soon to be ex-husband currently has is only to provide for Ruth and I. God made me see that this generation of men must reap what they have sown. The things that this generation of men do is plain evil and it is wrong. I look forward to the day of my divorce. Being married to him was a nightmare. I gave him a house filled with love and peace and he can vouch for that which is why he doesn’t want a divorce. He keeps pushing back the date and he looks shocked when I say we’re getting a divorce. My ex-husband and I were married in New Bern, North Carolina. In North Carolina the rules for divorce are very complicated. Both people have to prove that they were not with each other for
1 year before they can legally file for divorce. We have both agreed that I will have full sole custody of her and he does not pay child support that is the deal.
But honestly, God TOLD me not to marry him. I will never forget that day I got married I had a dream the night before God said , “Don’t do it ! Don’t marry him” ! So because I married God told me that he was going to show who he really is. Yes he did and I want out. Marrying him was a mistake. I have never seen a man like him. For a man to make bad decisions that cause a domino effect on his family and be only concerned about a coke head’s problems ? Yeah.. I’m good. Lesson learned.
As a black woman I understand that self-worth must be taught. As a black woman who is becoming a single mother I am very disgusted by what happened in my marriage. He told me he hates himself for what he did to me and he does because I was truly a good wife. I do not have time for the influence of women to constantly cause him to make terrible decisions.
Someone who is a bad decision maker can and will be the end of a marriage and end of a family. Because those bad decisions lead to serious consequences. As I am walking on water, I accept that this marriage was a mistake. Like I have told him the only good thing I got from it was my daughter.
Every Birthday for me and my daughter he has ruined, yet he expects everyone to hurdle around his other child and Ruth and I are not doing it. I told my daughter the other day she is no one’s embarrassment and she is no one’s back up plan. I will NOT teach my daughter to allow any man to give her bread crumbs and not even her father. He already knows that his family is NOT allowed to see Ruth and it is because of their drug usage.
As a single mother, I have had to learn some valuable lessons about obedience. Everything I worked for he tore down. As a dating mom, I realize that a reason I do not think I will be quick to date again is because it is terrible being married to someone who will ruin everything you worked for. For my husband to ruin what I worked for is a different level of pain. This man is not some bum I met on the street, this is my husband. I do not know if I will be able to trust another man right away because I cannot allow a man to cause me to lose what I worked for. Mentally, emotionally, and physically I am done with this marriage and my daughter and I are moving on. I refuse to date anyone from my past because I will NOT allow another irresponsible man to put my daughter and I at risk of losing everything again. In this situation I was NOT chasing a man, this was my HUSBAND , a man that I did business with… I am DONE. I am done.
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