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My Testimony To Help Other Young Women: The Truth About Abortion Grief

The Truth About Abortion Grief

Revelation 21:4

English Standard Version

4 He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”

A Few Years Ago.. 

A few years ago, I wrote a book of Poems dedicated to my angel baby. I was grieving so badly and battling depression, because I just had another baby but I began to wonder what it would feel like having him. I reached out to his father, which was a bad decision I might add… because I was grieving and it did not end well like it always does not end well. So I made the decision that I would never reach out again , but I also realized that God had entrusted me to help other young women who were grieving from having a abortion and suffering the rejection from the father. 

The Story Behind Your Decision Is Probably Really Painful 

One thing I am not going to do is , point a condemning finger at you because God did not point a condemning finger at me when I had a abortion. Yes, I felt like God was disappointed in me but at that time I did not know the Lord. I grew up in church but I saw so much craziness that I became an atheist, it was after that abortion and the pain and tears from it that I became a Christian. 

The circumstances surrounding my decision were extremely hurtful and painful, and it is something that even now God has to heal me from because I regret aborting that child because I know the child would have been beautiful and intelligent and that God had a plan for the baby, I made a mistake. But one thought that was eating away at me is that even if he did not love me (the father) and he did not want me, it’s the fact that God knew how much he did not want me and blessed me with a baby that did love me and I had a abortion… That’s the painful side of my decision. 

To this day, he still is the same and I don’t really care (the father). That’s how he is. But I realized that my constant reaching out to him is because I was so depressed by what I had done that I wanted some connection to the baby (I learned this in psychology). So I did not miss him, I missed the baby and the baby came from him. That was a very tough and hard realization that I had to come to and it came by praying and talking to God about my mistake. 

I recommend you to pray and ask God for forgiveness and repent, especially if you did not know the Lord. The truth about abortion’s is that it is extremely painful to deal with. Sad to say commercial’s lie and make it seem like taking the pill is a easy fixer for an abortion, but they are not telling you about the suicide attempts, depression, and self-harm that comes after having a abortion. 

Don’t Cover For Him 

I had to accept that he will never care about me (the father of the baby). I had to accept that he does not care about the abortion and he never will. I am the mom, and I battle all of the grief by myself. I am sorry if you are faced with that same truth. If he does not care about you and he does not care about the abortion, I want you to know that God cares a whole lot about you. I had to accept my truth and give it God. I do not want you to commit suicide . I remember when I wanted to die because I wanted to be in heaven with my baby because it’s really mentally tormenting and  traumatizing. I thought I would be happier in heaven with my baby. I do not want you to commit suicide. God told me I had to live on. You have to live on and you have to trust God , that he will bless you with another opportunity to have a baby. My opportunity was with Ruth and she has brought a lot of healing from the pain of not having my other baby. 

The hardest part is that before I ever admitted what happened prophet’s would come up ; to me and say , “God said forgive yourself it is not your fault”. Collapsing in the spirit, everytime I would scream and cry because it was so painful. Then I had a dream about him, that he was in heaven running and playing hide and go seek with Jesus. He was so beautiful he had my skin complexion, his father’s eyes, but they were dark blue, and dark beautiful curly black hair. He was gorgeous. God said in the dream, “Name him Nehemiah because I sent him to comfort you because you were not loved”. 

I went through alot, but now despite issues I accept what God has to offer me. My current husband said he wanted us to have another baby, and I know that God is going to bless me with another boy one day to comfort me from all of the painful things that occurred in that situation. 

The Conclusion Is Forgive Yourself 

God wants you to forgive yourself, turn from your sin, repent , and never do it again. God wants to heal you from the pain of the rejection that led to that abortion. God does not want you to commit suicide because the father did not love you , which led to you aborting that child. Sadly, men do not feel the grief that a woman feels after having a abortion. I am the mother so while he parties, I cry because I had the duty to carry that child and I failed in that. Even if you failed, I want you to know that God is giving you grace to start over and have another family. Take my advice, and do not ever reach out to him again. Do not ever check on him and see how he is doing again. Do not ever care about his well being again. I am sorry, but he doesn’t love you and you have to accept it and move on. I had to accept that he never wanted me and never cared about me, and it was painful but I accepted it and I moved on. Move on beautiful, it is going to be okay. 

Love Mixed With Faith, 

Apostle Diamond S. Chessier 

Isaiah 40:31

King James Version

31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

Copyright Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier

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Prophetic Word : The New Kings Marrying Church Girls 

Prophetic Word : The New Kings Marrying Church Girls 

Prophetic Word : The New Kings Marrying Church Girls 

And all the days of Enoch were three hundred sixty and five years: And Enoch walked with God: and he was not; for God took him. – Genesis 5:23-24 

What The Lord Showed Me To Come

There is an anointing about to hit the Earth to restore kingship as in the Biblical days but the word of the Lord is “to whom much is given much is required”. What people fail to realize is that it was the importance of a wife that made a man a King. In a vision I saw in the spirit that God had hand picked influential black women that were lawyers, entrepreneurs, and some stay at home mothers. Understand that it was not all but it was only who God handpicked. I saw in the spirit a crushing in the spirit. These women had black husbands and had given birth to many children, and have finally achieved their goals and then suddenly they were crushed like a olive to produce oil. 

I saw in the spirit , these women were faced with the truth of divorce. Their husbands had made a decision that a different race woman would be a better fit for him so he abandoned his black wife for image and influence. The crushing produces the oil. In a vision the Lord showed me 100 women around the world crying and weeping on the floor 10 – 24 years from now asking God why. I heard God say in the spirit , “You’re going to be alive for a long time, get re-married to a wild man and birth more children”. You read that correctly. God had commanded a 40 year old prophetess to divorce, re-marry, and birth more children. God had commanded a 50 year old prophetess to divorce, re-marry, and birth more children.  God had commanded a 60 year old prophetess to divorce, re-marry, and birth more children.  God had commanded a 70 year old prophetess to divorce, re-marry, and birth more children. Why? God said he needs a King and a Queen. Biblically speaking it is  not God will for people to die at 80 years old. The punishment for the wicked is 120 years old, but now because of food like McDonalds , Chick Fil a and Taco Bell and Arby’s life spans are being cut short, but God is a redeemer. 

In a vision , I saw in the spirit that God had commanded the prophetess to mentor beautiful wild men who were in their 40’s, 50’s, 60’s, and 70’s… why? They were the sons of Kings and God needed them to know the Lord. In the midst of divorce prophetess were commanded to mentor, because God needed a King because Kingship triumphs government. In the spirit God showed me that prophetesses will be complemented and people will say that they are aging younger.. Why ? It must be fulfilled. As confirmation for the prophecy in the years to come a magnitude 10 Earthquake will hit China and slow the rotation of the Earth and hours will be added to the night and days shall be added to the years. I saw oil being poured , that monks will be discovered who had been alive for 400 years because God is not playing, Kingship must be restored. The prophetess shall look 20 when she is 40. The prophetess that is 30 shall look 18. The prophetess at 50 shall look 29. The prophetess at 60 shall look 35. The prophetess at 70 shall look 38. Because God has had enough and decreed that until the rapture all Kings shall be in position. Let it begin. 

Prophecy Released By Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier

Date Written : 8/22/2010

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Books On My Reading Radar

Books On My Scope 

Reading List

Hey everyone so here below are some books that I have put on my radar. I am a mommy so most days I do not have time to read . Yet, I have skimmed in passing and thought they were pretty cool books. I encourage reading over social media. So before these books you should always read The Holy Bible first. 

  • When Your World Falls Apart – Dr. David Jeremiah 

Background Story : So I first heard Dr. David Jeremiah on the radio when I was living in Maryland. I was going through a very dark time and then his voice came on the radio saying the exact thing that I was dealing with speaking life and not death. Then I bought his book as he was telling his story about having Cancer and how he survived it. I believe that his survival through cancer is an amazing testimony about God’s faithfulness in the midst of hard trials and storms. I see that he is about to do an amazing prophecy night in South Carolina, I will be watching live and it’s about the rapture. I hope God adds dozens of years to his life so that he can teach on this subject about the rapture because it is a very serious event. 

  • Matched and Married – Kathleen Fuller 

Background Story: So being a prophet I am super deep in very intune with the spirit realm and sometimes I need a break. I do not like studying demons all day and her books ease my mind from all the nonsense and warfare that occurs daily. So I read her books to balance me out. Her books are quirky and cute and I like them. I recommended them. I like Amish books because in my mind I am amish to escape bills (laughing out loud). 

  • The Spiritual Warrior’s Guide To Defeating The Jezebel Spirit – Jennifer LeClaire

Background Story : So I know about Jennifer LeClaire and her ministry. Her testimony has been helping me deal with something I currently am battling because it’s almost the same situation which is ironic to me… anyways. Her books definitely are an eye opener to the different principalities and demons that function in the church. If you believe in warfare it makes sense why you would buy her books.

 

  • Surrender : Surrendering It All To Gain It All – Roszien Kay Lewis (Roszien Kay Mason)

Background Story: So I met Roszien Mason a few years ago in Lancaster, California. She often testifies that people thought she was crazy but God said obey. If you know me you know I DO NOT listen to anyone who does not have fruit to match what they are saying. Roszien has good fruit. She has her Juris Doctor, She just passed her bar exam to become a lawyer in Indiana , and she recently married to her husband Bishop Mason who ordained her as a prophetess. She is a mother and step-mother. Like I said Roszien has fruit.  I have been doing ALOT of thinking and I started to make a decision to pay attention to what she says because obviously she knows something about trusting God. I am definitely going to read it. 


  • The Power Of A Praying Woman : Stormie Omartian 

Background Story: Not even going to lie, her books got me through some things when I was being persecuted in the Marines. Not even lying. I went through a dark season in the Marines and I did not have a choice but to get out because I was given an order to remove a female body part, which goes against what The Holy Bible says (Leviticus 18:22). That was a dark time for me and I could not understand why but God said to pray. I came across her book and it taught me how to pray and believe what I was praying for. I recommend it. 

Bibles: I recommend reading the ERV version for those who do not really understand the KJV. The KJV is a very ancient bible and for someone it can be difficult but I always recommend reading the Bible over a book.

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