Going Back To Work As A Mother

Psalm 105:15King James Version

15 Saying, Touch not mine anointed, and do my prophets no harm.

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Ecc. 11:4

The word of God says not to wait for perfect conditions and to press forward. So I went to a job interview for a manager position and met all the qualifications and was almost offered a job… to be told that because I did not have daycare on the weekends that I could not work that position because as a manager you have to be available 24/7. Yeah, 12 years of work experience and certificates to be told that because I am a mother I cannot get the job at that particular store in this season. So, I was told that I qualify to be a crew member but to be paid on the higher end of salary because of my education and work experience. Yeah, I was not to happy about that but after praying God told me to go work the job as a crew member and to trust him. Ironic that store that is hiring cannot find any employees and claims that nobody wants to work, despite there strict criteria. In the midst of filling out job applications I came across a question that said , “religion is to persecute Christians”. Not even lying. On a job application, they are telling there workers in order to work there you have to persecute Christians. But not only that, women who have children are not being accepted in the manager positions and now nobody has enough employees and no one has managers because of that stupid rule. Yet, I will keep my job and keep going and no I will not be fired.

Even at my boyfriend J , job he is going through some things. All at once his co workers take their lunch break and leave him to do all the work by himself. So yes, everyone is going through tough times (my friend has been trained in welding). But you have to understand that though you may be going through tough times, God is not going to allow you to be fired from your job. Though some people may lie on you, there lie will be proven exactly as a lie and you will not be fired. I mean look at UberEats drivers, the customers lie ALL the time but that does not mean that the UberEats driver will be fired. Infact, the more you work UberEats the more your approval ratings go up and up. So, the moral of the story is you have to press forward and keep going. But most UberEats customer do tell the truth (%99).

In My Own Personal Life

In my own personal life, I know that I pursue education to earn more money and thank God I finally passed my college math classes. But in the midst of these times it is I know I had to keep going. For examples, Ruth father left me and abandoned me with Ruth all by myself. Ra’keem lied on me to the police and had me ejected from my apartment in New Bern, North Carolina. I had to move alone with Ruth and pay $720 for daycare that Ra’keem does not help with all. I was hired for a job and had no choice but to work. Then I met my boyfriend J, who helps me financially and provides a safe home. J also fixes my car for me because he went to trade school for welding and he has his own apartment. It was actually J , who told me that I made a bad decision in marrying Ra’keem, and Ra’keem was not the type of man that I should have married. My boyfriend J is four years younger me, but he is more successful and established and more mature than any man I dated in the past. So, there are good men out there you just have to pray.Even though J is Muslim and I am Christian, we are still in a happy and funny relationship with one another. Moral of the story that sometimes you can’t wait for the perfect situation to get out of the storms that come in life. If someone has a boat then get in that boat ASAP. My friend had a boat , I got in his boat to a better life. My job is the boat that I needed, even though I am qualified to be a manager for right now there is a persecution on mothers in manager positions so I have to keep going and moving forward despite of.

Keep Going

I realize that I have to keep going because no weapon formed against me shall prosper. When you are in the midst of trial and tribulations you have to pray for your desired outcome. Pray against the spirit of failure. Pray against losing your job. Praying that you keep your job. Pray that you and your boyfriend can fix your relationship. Pray that you and your boyfriend stay together. Pray that money will come. Pray . Pray. and keep praying !!

Love Diamond,

Getting Ready To Walk Away From It All

Getting Ready To Walk Away From It All

There is a spiritual force that was keeping me from leaving ministry, but I finally figured out how to get away. I made the decision that I was done, and though I legally own 3 churches I would not pursue it. I made the decision that I was done and I would never preach again, and I would never sing again. If I sang, it would be every now and then… but it would never be a full time career. 

I do not trust, so if I trust and something bad happens then I will never trust again. I made the decision that I would never faith walk and I would never put church first again, but instead I had to get my life together and end the nightmare that I had been living in for 28 years. For 28 years I have endured some of the most evil things in church. Try seeing the person who had been sexually abused as a child house be worth $700,000, while you are being persecuted for being a “prophet”. I made the decision that I would never prophesy again. I would never ask God for direction again. I would just live a normal life and never get involved into ministry again. So no, you will not see content. But you will see the thoughts of me and no, my church is not open. No, I do not go to church. No, I am not in ministry. Now as I say goodbye, I made the decision that I have to get my life together. No, I do not believe that church can fix my life. I give up on church and I do not believe in dreams or prophecies anymore. As I walk away, understand that I still understand the spiritual realm so don’t test me. But no, I want nothing to do with church or ministry anymore.

Precious-Diamond

Keep Going

Keep Going 

Isaiah 40:31

31 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

So if you didn’t know, everyone is broke financially. The barter is back, I repeat the barter system is back. I thank God I had a mechanic give me an oil change for free. I pray that God blesses him for that. I also have my friend Jadavian that helps me with my car (he’s cute so that’s a plus). But man people are going through it right now. You look at people’s cars, they have the entire front tore off and still driving. Some people are driving on all four flat tires and still going to work. Some people are driving with their battery praying for it to last (and it will) until the next time they get paid. Times are rough. But remember that we as the body christ can do all things that give us strength. 

God put this on my heart, because I heard God say “keep going”. You have to keep going. No, it is not God will for you to be evicted … instead rent out your couch for $200 so that you keep your apartment. Get a roommate so that you can pay rent. Keep going. Do not give up.. You have to keep going. Praying and go to church, and surrender your life to the Lord and he will see you through. 

Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier

I Have To Say This About R.Kelly …. He Might Be Innocent

Ezekiel 2:5-7New International Version

And whether they listen or fail to listen—for they are a rebellious people—they will know that a prophet has been among them. And you, son of man, do not be afraid of them or their words. Do not be afraid, though briers and thorns are all around you and you live among scorpions. Do not be afraid of what they say or be terrified by them, though they are a rebellious people. You must speak my words to them, whether they listen or fail to listen, for they are rebellious.

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For those of you who do not know I used to sing gospel music and I feel like God is leading me to come back to singing because it has been almost 6 years. I have not had the desire to sing because I have been battling some demons and depression. But I went through this super crazy incident , which is why I am starting to think R.Kelly may be innocent and did not commit the child molestation crime that The Federal Government said he did. When I was in New Bern there was a white woman who was stalking me and she saw my Marine Corps picture and she started lusting after me , following me, and trying to flirt with me to get my attention. She was a married white woman and she had a hunchback but she had a weird obsession with me. Well, basically she got angry I did not want her she called the police on me and I was arrested and told that in New Bern that is how they treat white women, and then they put me in jail with registered sex offenders who were child molesters and rapist so they were trying to imply that I tried to rape her and I did not. One I have never in my life sexually abused a child and I am against that 100 percent. I have never in my life tried to rape another woman especially not a white woman. But they were preparing to accuse me of this in New Bern because I was black and had influence, and I was shocked because I am a woman… I did not even know that it was possible for a white woman to lie and say a black woman tried to rape her but it is. But lately I have been praying and thinking, and one of the people who came to my mind was R.Kelly , who is the King of R&B. Well…. y’all they tried to set me up with similar charges like his because I was black.And R.Kelly and I were both in jail at the same time in North Carolina in 2023. So what I am saying is , in North Carolina they were preparing to lie on me to say I raped a white woman and I did not and that I was looking at white children and I did not. Now if I am a prophet, and the federal government in New Bern North Carolina would lie on me and say that I was trying to assault three white women and possibly rape one …. then y’all… R.Kelly.. Robert Sylvester Kelly is innocent. I am federally trained also. I learned a lot in 2023, that in 2023 The Federal Government is lying on black men and women with influence and saying they molested children and raped white women and they did not. I believe that the F.B.I worked with some people to set R.Kelly up and that is because R.Kelly and I were both in jail in 2023 in North Carolina at that same time and the New Bern court system tried to set me up with the same child abuse charges as R.Kelly and I have never in my life molested a child. Yall pray for him. I do not know what God has in-store for his testimony but pray for him. Do not forget that New York was also the same state that set Tupac Shakur up on a rape charge, and they lied on Tupac and said he raped that girl and he did not. Now New York is saying that R.Kelly is a convicted sex trafficker, but I am telling because we were both in jail at the same time and I saw the system for myself that I am starting to believe that R.Kelly was lied on and set up and by the Federal Government in The United States of America. He was about two hours away from me in 2023, but we were both jailed in Eastern North Carolina. As a black artist , we are in a new civil rights movement. Yall I believe the Federal Government set R.Kelly up. Because I was set up like him in 2023 myself and child I am a whole Pastor.

P.S. – You all know that I am still looking for my biological father and I have decided to change my last name to Kelly because my ancestry DNA test has the most people with the name of Kelly on my father side. So no I am not being stalkerish to R.Kelly, I have legally changed my name to Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Kelly

God Will Never Leave You Nor Forsake You


Let your manner of living be without covetousness, and be content with such things as ye have. For He hath said, “I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee”; – Hebrews 13:5

In My Free Time

I was watching a fight that Floyd Mayweather Jr. was in and I was really studying his technique (of course he won because he’s the King of boxing ). Anyways I saw something in the way he fights that completely opened my mind to a new realm of spiritual warfare. One , you do not have to have a actual spiritual warfare Bible to engage in spiritual warfare. But you do have to know the Lord. Make no doubt that days are indeed evil and there is a spirit of envy on the land. In my own life , I feel like God is leading me to stop posting so much pictures on social media and to obey God instead.

In the midst of hard trials you have to know that God will never leave you nor forsake you. Remember that Jesus Christ was crucified and rose from the dead after 3 days. You may never experience the pain of being crucified on the cross but you will go through tough trials and tribulations. Some things (all things) only God can do. In the midst of tough times know that God is with you and he will never leave his sheep, because he is the good father.

Apostle Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier

P.S. I prefer to write because I do not like to talk alot