God told me to delete my social media. So on here you will see my own personal tweets, my personal insta pictures , and my own personal Facebook post. So there you have it folks below is some picturessss of me pregnant and you will have some moment of messages because some post will be just me tweeting. Muah !
This me pregnant I was a thickums I want another baby so bad ! I keep praying and praying ! But this made me really regret my decision with my first baby daddy. Me and him don’t really talk but everyday I wish I made a different choice. He’s some semi-tik tok famous guitar player that all these females want but I decided to just let that go because well.. he wants something else besides me. I think most women have to know when to let things go you can’t make a man be attracted to you or want you.. you just have to let it go and move on. But if anything I would tell a young woman do not abort your baby because a man does not love you and he does not want you, that decision was the worst mistake of my life because even if he did not want or love me I know my baby did and that is very hard to deal with. It’s not easy seeing little light curly head boys running around because I know that is what my baby would have looked like. Young women learn from my mistakes.. if a man does not love you that is NOT a reason to abort your baby.. keep your baby. Everyday I think about how old my baby would have been. Even now I deal with the grief by myself. There are some stages you go through like sometimes you just want to talk to the father because it still hurts out of grief but don’t do that, I did that it only makes it worse. I think the psychology of reconnecting with the father after a abortion is that you want to feel,see, and hear that person because it’s the closet you will get to your actual baby. But again don’t do it because when they reject you it’s even more painful . Just take it to God !
This is me when I served in the Marines around 2017 .. I can’t believe I enlisted in the marines almost 10 years ago. Lol I am so glad to not be in because I hated it lol ! They were racist ! Lol
This me before the baby … Lord losing weight after a baby is warfare ! I have gotten so thick I don’t know what to do ! God help me ! I think was Fall 2020
This is a selfie around 2021 … I was a new mommy and battling depression. My baby was born premature and I almost had to drop out of college because she was so sick ! I was paying all her bills by myself with a baby who had a hole in her throat ! I was very depressed but God is faithful.
Looking at this photo makes me have mommy grief lol I wish I was this skinny again . I was a XS now…. I can’t even say Lol but this was the worst job of my life lol.. no the marines was the worst this HAD to be second ! Lol