Am I Allowed To Be Beautiful?

1 Samuel 25:3 This man’s name was Nabal, and his wife, Abigail, was a sensible and beautiful woman. But Nabal, a descendant of Caleb, was crude and mean in all his dealings.

My Story:

When I was twenty years old, I moved to California after being stationed with the intentions of marrying someone. He was handsome and made me believe that he “had love for me”. However, God told me not to marry him… I didn’t marry him but I continued dating him. God told me that he was talking to someone else but of course I didn’t listen and…. He married someone else behind my back.

It hurt…

It hurt not only because one of our mutual friends knew and I had to find out by walking in on their conversation. But it hurt because she looked nothing like me. She was light skinned, petite, curly hair, and they partied together. I didn’t party, I went to church but I made time for him. I felt lied to and humiliated. It was even worst because even after they were married he just for some reason wanted to always friend me on social media or get in contact with me….

Then one day… God showed me who I was in Christ.. Abigail.

I listened to God after I got my closure for him, I blocked him… for good this time… and I let him go.

Not only that, I have decided that I am not going to attack the woman he is married to or hate her because she is light skin… God made her like he made me. There is nothing I can do about that. But I trust God… one day I’ll have my David and I’ll be like Abigail with a dash of Bathsheba (you don’t know when to shout).

Why am I saying this?

After bad relationships, you can’t hate a certain ethnicity because a man broke your heart. That’s not the will of God. Eve was the mother of all living. God said his House will be called a house of prayer for all nations…. So that means if you really love Jesus… you have to forgive.

Yes…

It hurt… I cried so many times… If only you knew . But there is a little piece in my heart that still trust God. It may be hard right now…. But its going to get better.

Psalms 30:5 For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime! Weeping may last through the night, but joy comes with the morning.

Love Mixed With Faith,

Precious-Diamond Chessier  ❤

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Devotion : Approved

It was faith that made Abel offer to God a better sacrifice than Cain’s. Through his faith he won God’s approval as a righteous man, because God himself approved of his gifts. By means of his faith Abel still speaks, even though he is dead. It was faith that kept Enoch from dying. Instead, he was taken up to God, and nobody could find him, because God had taken him up. The scripture says that before Enoch was taken up, he had pleased God. No one can please God without faith, for whoever comes to God must have faith that God exists and rewards those who seek him. It was faith that made Noah hear God’s warnings about things in the future that he could not see. He obeyed God and built a boat in which he and his family were saved. As a result, the world was condemned, and Noah received from God the righteousness that comes by faith.
Hebrews 11:4‭-‬7 GNT
https://bible.com/bible/68/heb.11.4-7.GNT

When you endure hard trials and people are laughing at you it is not easy. No. It isn’t easy at all, but God allows it so that He can bless you in front of them.

“If thieves crept up on you, they’d rob you blind—isn’t that so? If they mugged you on the streets at night, they’d pick you clean—isn’t that so? Oh, they’ll take Esau apart, piece by piece, empty his purse and pockets. All your old partners will drive you to the edge. Your old friends will lie to your face. Your old drinking buddies will stab you in the back. Your world will collapse. You won’t know what hit you. So don’t be surprised”—it’s God ’s sure Word!— “when I wipe out all sages from Edom and rid the Esau mountains of its famous wise men. Your great heroes will desert you, Teman. There’ll be nobody left in Esau’s mountains. Because of the murderous history compiled against your brother Jacob, You will be looked down on by everyone. You’ll lose your place in history. On that day you stood there and didn’t do anything. Strangers took your brother’s army into exile. Godless foreigners invaded and pillaged Jerusalem. You stood there and watched. You were as bad as they were. You shouldn’t have gloated over your brother when he was down-and-out. You shouldn’t have laughed and joked at Judah’s sons when they were facedown in the mud. You shouldn’t have talked so big when everything was so bad. You shouldn’t have taken advantage of my people when their lives had fallen apart. You of all people should not have been amused by their troubles, their wrecked nation. You shouldn’t have taken the shirt off their back when they were knocked flat, defenseless. And you shouldn’t have stood waiting at the outskirts and cut off refugees, And traitorously turned in helpless survivors who had lost everything. “ God ’s Judgment Day is near for all the godless nations. As you have done, it will be done to you. What you did will boomerang back and hit your own head. Just as you partied on my holy mountain, all the godless nations will drink God’s wrath. They’ll drink and drink and drink— they’ll drink themselves to death. But not so on Mount Zion—there’s respite there! a safe and holy place! The family of Jacob will take back their possessions from those who took them from them. That’s when the family of Jacob will catch fire, the family of Joseph become fierce flame, while the family of Esau will be straw. Esau will go up in flames, nothing left of Esau but a pile of ashes.” God said it, and it is so.
Obadiah 1:5‭-‬18 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/oba.1.5-18.MSG

Whether you are sleeping in your car, homeless, starving , dont know how you’re going to eat Just Pray Psalm 57.

Be good to me, God—and now! I’ve run to you for dear life. I’m hiding out under your wings until the hurricane blows over. I call out to High God, the God who holds me together. He sends orders from heaven and saves me, he humiliates those who kick me around. God delivers generous love, he makes good on his word. I find myself in a pride of lions who are wild for a taste of human flesh; Their teeth are lances and arrows, their tongues are sharp daggers. Soar high in the skies, O God! Cover the whole earth with your glory! They booby-trapped my path; I thought I was dead and done for. They dug a mantrap to catch me, and fell in headlong themselves. I’m ready, God, so ready, ready from head to toe, Ready to sing, ready to raise a tune: “Wake up, soul! Wake up, harp! wake up, lute! Wake up, you sleepyhead sun!” I’m thanking you, God , out loud in the streets, singing your praises in town and country. The deeper your love, the higher it goes; every cloud is a flag to your faithfulness. Soar high in the skies, O God! Cover the whole earth with your glory!
Psalm 57:1‭-‬11 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/psa.57.1-11.MSG

My Story : In 2017 God told me I was going to the wilderness . From 2017 – 2018 I went to hell and back. I was in the desert in Antelope Valley Lancaster, California hungry and homeless. I lost everything in three days. It was terrible. I remember those times when I was just go to church to get something to eat. Fast forward when I was at my lowest one of my closet friends betrayed me , laughed at me , and it hurt me so bad. It was right after I had even given her money to help her in her time of need (when I already didnt have anything). It was terrible. But God told me to trust HIM ! Why ? Because David went through something like that also. There are times when it feels like your life is falling apart and sometimes people kick you while you’re down. But you have to trust God. Stay in the fight ! Dont give up He will wipe every tear away from your eye. Trust God. And remember

I have been young, and now am old; Yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken, Nor his descendants begging bread.
Psalms 37:25 NKJV
https://bible.com/bible/114/psa.37.25.NKJV

IF YOU HAVE TO BEG IT AINT FROM GOD LEARN HOW TO SAY NO !

Your miracle is around the corner , walk by faith and not by sight .

Love,

Precious-Diamond 🙂
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Each Of Us Is An Original

  • In my prayer time God began to deal with me about love. What it really means to love. A lot of us Christian’s are in a deep amount of pain and we have used people as idols to deal with this pain…. but it’s not going so good right now .
  1. People are not your God

No other gods, only me.
Exodus 20:3 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/exo.20.3.MSG

2. People make MANY mistakes that is why we all have to repent .

But in our time something new has been added. What Moses and the prophets witnessed to all those years has happened. The God-setting-things-right that we read about has become Jesus-setting-things-right for us. And not only for us, but for everyone who believes in him. For there is no difference between us and them in this. Since we’ve compiled this long and sorry record as sinners (both us and them) and proved that we are utterly incapable of living the glorious lives God wills for us, God did it for us. Out of sheer generosity he put us in right standing with himself. A pure gift. He got us out of the mess we’re in and restored us to where he always wanted us to be. And he did it by means of Jesus Christ.
Romans 3:21‭-‬24 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/rom.3.21-24.MSG

3. Sometimes people abuse other people.

Don’t you realize that I have my shelves well stocked, locked behind iron doors? I’m in charge of vengeance and payback, just waiting for them to slip up; And the day of their doom is just around the corner, sudden and swift and sure.
Deuteronomy 32:34‭-‬35 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/deu.32.34-35.MSG

My Testimony

I am someone who God has healed from many things. I was abused as a child, rape, molestation, and very toxic unhealthy relationships were just a average part of my life.

There was a time when God warned me not to go back to my family and let them go but I didnt listen. I just wanted love. I went back and the sad reality hit me. My family did not love me nor where they capable to. There version of love is perverted and not the will of God. So …. what God told me was true and right and I was wrong .

There was a time in my life where I have dealt with my family making fun of incest in the midst of abuse….. I felt like nothing….

After many trials I finally came to the conclusion that I would rather endure with God , pray, go through trials, and suffer many things for His name sake than to go back to toxic family members who sweep what they have done under the rug. I would rather be homeless and follow Jesus than to be in a home where I have to walk past pictures of who and what happened to me. Because I have faith and believe that God is Adonai .

“Afflicted city, storm-battered, unpitied: I’m about to rebuild you with stones of turquoise, Lay your foundations with sapphires, construct your towers with rubies, Your gates with jewels, and all your walls with precious stones. All your children will have God for their teacher— what a mentor for your children! You’ll be built solid, grounded in righteousness, far from any trouble—nothing to fear! far from terror—it won’t even come close! If anyone attacks you, don’t for a moment suppose that I sent them, And if any should attack, nothing will come of it. I create the blacksmith who fires up his forge and makes a weapon designed to kill. I also create the destroyer— but no weapon that can hurt you has ever been forged. Any accuser who takes you to court will be dismissed as a liar. This is what God ’s servants can expect. I’ll see to it that everything works out for the best.” God ’s Decree.
Isaiah 54:11‭-‬17 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/isa.54.11-17.MSG

A little more to my story. The people who abused me were people of “ministry”. With that being said,

Today, if you are in situation where there is blatant abuse in your family, ministry , or relationships dont take bad advice that tell you “its family ” and “just go back home because nothing happened to you.” No. Fight the good fight and trust God. Do your absolute best to trust God. God made you an beautiful, ordained, and a anointed original. Pure. Beautiful. Kind. Smart. Intelligent. Wealthy. Fearing God. Successful. And Prosperous.

And God Is Ready For You To Be Free.

Love ,

Precious – Diamond Chessier