Each Of Us Is An Original

• In my prayer time God began to deal with me about love. What it really means to love. A lot of us Christian’s are in a deep amount of pain and we have used people as idols to deal with this pain…. but it’s not going so good right now .

1. People are not your God

No other gods, only me.
Exodus 20:3 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/exo.20.3.MSG

2. People make MANY mistakes that is why we all have to repent .

But in our time something new has been added. What Moses and the prophets witnessed to all those years has happened. The God-setting-things-right that we read about has become Jesus-setting-things-right for us. And not only for us, but for everyone who believes in him. For there is no difference between us and them in this. Since we’ve compiled this long and sorry record as sinners (both us and them) and proved that we are utterly incapable of living the glorious lives God wills for us, God did it for us. Out of sheer generosity he put us in right standing with himself. A pure gift. He got us out of the mess we’re in and restored us to where he always wanted us to be. And he did it by means of Jesus Christ.
Romans 3:21‭-‬24 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/rom.3.21-24.MSG

3. Sometimes people abuse other people.

Don’t you realize that I have my shelves well stocked, locked behind iron doors? I’m in charge of vengeance and payback, just waiting for them to slip up; And the day of their doom is just around the corner, sudden and swift and sure.
Deuteronomy 32:34‭-‬35 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/deu.32.34-35.MSG

My Testimony

I am someone who God has healed from many things. I was abused as a child, rape, molestation, and very toxic unhealthy relationships were just a average part of my life.

There was a time when God warned me not to go back to my family and let them go but I didnt listen. I just wanted love. I went back and the sad reality hit me. My family did not love me nor where they capable to. There version of love is perverted and not the will of God. So …. what God told me was true and right and I was wrong .

There was a time in my life where I have dealt with my family making fun of incest in the midst of abuse….. I felt like nothing….

After many trials I finally came to the conclusion that I would rather endure with God , pray, go through trials, and suffer many things for His name sake than to go back to toxic family members who sweep what they have done under the rug. I would rather be homeless and follow Jesus than to be in a home where I have to walk past pictures of who and what happened to me. Because I have faith and believe that God is Adonai .

“Afflicted city, storm-battered, unpitied: I’m about to rebuild you with stones of turquoise, Lay your foundations with sapphires, construct your towers with rubies, Your gates with jewels, and all your walls with precious stones. All your children will have God for their teacher— what a mentor for your children! You’ll be built solid, grounded in righteousness, far from any trouble—nothing to fear! far from terror—it won’t even come close! If anyone attacks you, don’t for a moment suppose that I sent them, And if any should attack, nothing will come of it. I create the blacksmith who fires up his forge and makes a weapon designed to kill. I also create the destroyer— but no weapon that can hurt you has ever been forged. Any accuser who takes you to court will be dismissed as a liar. This is what God ’s servants can expect. I’ll see to it that everything works out for the best.” God ’s Decree.
Isaiah 54:11‭-‬17 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/isa.54.11-17.MSG

A little more to my story. The people who abused me were people of “ministry”. With that being said,

Today, if you are in situation where there is blatant abuse in your family, ministry , or relationships dont take bad advice that tell you “its family ” and “just go back home because nothing happened to you.” No. Fight the good fight and trust God. Do your absolute best to trust God. God made you an beautiful, ordained, and a anointed original. Pure. Beautiful. Kind. Smart. Intelligent. Wealthy. Fearing God. Successful. And Prosperous.

And God Is Ready For You To Be Free.

Love ,