Tag: Repent

Dealing With Regrets

  • Ezekiel 2:5-7

As you all know I am getting a divorce and my case in New Bern has been dismissed. As I am rebuilding my life I can honestly say I regret a lot of things . I regret the Marines , I regret joining church in North Carolina , I regret getting married , I regret ministry…. I regret a lot. I realized that at 28 years old , it is time to live my LIFE the way I want to. I am not Faith walking anymore. After a certain age Faith walking has to stop and reality has to set in. I don’t have time to make spontaneous decisions because I have a child and that would be irresponsible. God tells me to make music I say no every time . Don’t really care anymore , because I have no desire for God to use me and I do not want God to use me . But I said from the jump , one thing I will be is honest. I am one of those people that God has FORCED to go to church and do ministry . Do I want to be in church ? NO . DO I want a relationship with God ? No . But I understand that God is a real force that is holding me back from what I really wanted to be which was a R&B singer . That’s the whole truth. I wanted to sing R&B I never wanted to sing gospel. I had a little emotional moment thinking God loved me and I found out he didn’t love me the way I thought . So I left and was preparing to transition to R&B music and God stopped me . So I’m just done singing all together. As you read the blog I am going to tell you the truth and not lie. Why do I feel like God is stopping me ? I don’t know and I don’t care anymore I’m just not going to sing .

Diamond

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I’m Back In Ministry

Hello everyone , 

Last year I was betrayed by my soon to be ex-husband Ra’keem for starting a church due to his jealousy . With that being said , after much prayer God has instructed me to get back into ministry. I am going to keep writing and writing sermons . Understand that I was in a series but as you all know YouTube , is purposing silencing Christian’s online so I have to use wisdom because I have a child . Whatever you saw before this point was spoken out of emotions because I am a woman’s and I have feelings . But God has been dealing with me to trust him and keep going . Understand that though I do sing , I prefer to write books as an academic. So no I am not necessarily pursuing music I prefer to write . I was just really hurt by the betrayal from my ex-husband . After a moment of being emotionally driven , I am back . I will be linking books for you to continue to purchase them . Thank you so much for all the people who have purchased my books in other countries . I appreciate you . 

Love Mixed With Faith , 

Apostle Diamond Chessier 

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Waiting On God For Your Miracle

Isaiah 40:31King James Version

31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

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Today as I left church I had alot on my mind and many questions . I didn’t feel like singing in church because I had so many burdens . I didn’t feel like smiling because I had so much going on . But God said to me keep going . I remember when God told me not to marry my ex -husband Ra’keem and as I am faced with the consequences of his bad decisions all I can do is trust God for my next miracle .
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The church teaches so much on marriage but somebody needs to teach on when NOT to marry someone . Everyone is NOT marriage material and some people you just need to stay away from . I really pray that if you are considering marriage that you listen to that still small voice that says not to marry someone and to wait on your spouse instead because you have no idea what God is sparing you from .

Sincerely,

Apostle Diamond

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So God Is Exposing It …

  • Ezekiel 2:5-7

So there has been a lot of controversy about Bohemian Grove … this is what I will say . YES , there are demonic rituals that happen . I have said over and over again , I had people who worked at the Pentagon sexually abuse me and do all types of evil to me and I found out they weren’t even my parents . There is so much going on and people need to pray and ask God to step in . In Jesus Name .

Diamond

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I Am Going Back To Dating White Men I Said What I Said

  • Ezekiel 2:5-7

Now look here . When I was younger I dated white men and I NEVER had the problems that I have had dating black men. This post is NOT racist. My ex-husband is black … And I am absolutely disgusted by what he did ! He cheated , he stole , he set me up , and he left me to raise my daughter by myself . My ex-husband repulses me . Throughout the years I have dated black men and I am DONE ! IM DONE ! I am going back to dating white men I have had enough .

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Diamond Chessier

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How God Blessed Me With A New Home

Isaiah

54:17New King James Version17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,And every tongue which rises against you in judgmentYou shall condemn.This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,And their righteousness is from Me,”Says the Lord.

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As many of you know I’m getting a divorce . Last year my ex-husband set me up and framed me because he was jealous that I had my own townhouse. So my ex-husband changed all his information to my old address and purposely stole so that it could be traced back to me (which was wrong ) so I would be wrongfully ejected from my townhouse . But my GOD will not be mocked. 1 year later I have my own home and he is facing jail time in Greenville , North Carolina for stealing and he ‘s hooked on drugs . Vengeance is the Lord and he will repay. I was not evicted because I was never late paying rent . But Ra’keem committed that crime and not me . My GOD is a avenger. While Ra’keem life is falling apart and he detoraiting away because of drugs all I can say is God will not let someone do something like that to me and they won’t be repaid. God is repaying Ra’keem. I’m happy , I’m blessed , and I’m dating. The Lord is good to me.

Love,

Queen Diamond

Date : 12/23/2023

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