Tag: Repent

Getting Ready To Walk Away From It All

Getting Ready To Walk Away From It All

There is a spiritual force that was keeping me from leaving ministry, but I finally figured out how to get away. I made the decision that I was done, and though I legally own 3 churches I would not pursue it. I made the decision that I was done and I would never preach again, and I would never sing again. If I sang, it would be every now and then… but it would never be a full time career. 

I do not trust, so if I trust and something bad happens then I will never trust again. I made the decision that I would never faith walk and I would never put church first again, but instead I had to get my life together and end the nightmare that I had been living in for 28 years. For 28 years I have endured some of the most evil things in church. Try seeing the person who had been sexually abused as a child house be worth $700,000, while you are being persecuted for being a “prophet”. I made the decision that I would never prophesy again. I would never ask God for direction again. I would just live a normal life and never get involved into ministry again. So no, you will not see content. But you will see the thoughts of me and no, my church is not open. No, I do not go to church. No, I am not in ministry. Now as I say goodbye, I made the decision that I have to get my life together. No, I do not believe that church can fix my life. I give up on church and I do not believe in dreams or prophecies anymore. As I walk away, understand that I still understand the spiritual realm so don’t test me. But no, I want nothing to do with church or ministry anymore.

Precious-Diamond

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Keep Going

Keep Going 

Isaiah 40:31

31 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

So if you didn’t know, everyone is broke financially. The barter is back, I repeat the barter system is back. I thank God I had a mechanic give me an oil change for free. I pray that God blesses him for that. I also have my friend Jadavian that helps me with my car (he’s cute so that’s a plus). But man people are going through it right now. You look at people’s cars, they have the entire front tore off and still driving. Some people are driving on all four flat tires and still going to work. Some people are driving with their battery praying for it to last (and it will) until the next time they get paid. Times are rough. But remember that we as the body christ can do all things that give us strength. 

God put this on my heart, because I heard God say “keep going”. You have to keep going. No, it is not God will for you to be evicted … instead rent out your couch for $200 so that you keep your apartment. Get a roommate so that you can pay rent. Keep going. Do not give up.. You have to keep going. Praying and go to church, and surrender your life to the Lord and he will see you through. 

Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier

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Managing Your Emotions Online

Managing Your Emotions Online

By : Apostle Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier 

But the Holy Spirit produces this kind of fruit in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, – Galatians 5:22 

Ignoring Stupidity 

In the books of Acts, it discusses how the Apostles were persecuted and yet they got back up and kept going (Acts 5). As bad as I wanted to give up because I was so ANGRY at what happened to me, I decided that I had to keep going. Anger is a serious emotion, and anger can cause you to say and do a lot of things that will hurt other people (EZekiel 2:5-7). I know that I have an anger problem, and no I am not abusive and I am calm until someone does something that is stupid – well then after that it just goes left. 

But I realized that in the middle of the social media obsessed world, the internet is not real. There are people online who are cowardly and will NEVER say what they say online to your face because they are cowards. Now me being ghetto fabulous that I am , I have learned to fight with prayer and to trust God (Proverbs 3:5-6).

A few nights ago there was a police officer that pulled me over (even though my lights were on – one had just gone out) so he pulled me over and began to ask me questions. He asked for my proof of insurance and my I.D. , during the entire ordeal the police officer was being belligerent, rolling his eyes and saying stupid comments that were tailored towards my ethnicity as a black woman,, and then he even pretended to not be able to hear me so that I would raise my voice at him but I didn’t I responded the way that was appropriate for the situation. Then he said I was “pulling out the big guns” (which is him trying to lie and say I had a gun in the car) because I was looking for my proof of insurance on my laptop. So, in the end he walked away and said it was a “warning” slamming his hands on my car door (I guess he got upset that did not scare me)… but when I drove away I thought about how badly that police officer wanted me to argue with him because I was black but I would not give him what he wanted so he had no choice but to go away. The word of God says to resist the devil and he will flee. One, he did not believe my car was mine at first but yes I bought my own car. Two, he was racially profiling me for having a nice car. But when I looked online, I saw that I am not the only one going through this. Matter of fact, I just saw a horrific video of a mother who had a nice house and a police officer barged into her home without a warrant and said he owns her house now because he stepped inside her house… and guess what? She was a white woman. Yes, she was a white woman arrested by the police because she had a nice home. So God had to show me that not everything is  because I am black but there is a spirit of the anti-christ on the police officers in this hour and that is why as believers we cannot give up but keep going. 

The End Is Not Yet

In real estate there is a term called “police powers” and no police do not have all power. That term means that wherever you live if they do not agree with your lifestyle as a Christian (if you are renting or live in a neighborhood) then they have the right to penalize you for paying your rent and they have the right to eject you even if you pay your rent on time. Yeah, I just found that out. So, to go with the gay agenda at hand police officers have begun to eject families that are husband and wife, through “police powers” in real estate which is so much targeting is at hand. 

In the midst of this when dealing with the police control your emotions, because they can use your emotions against you in a false police report. Not only that, police officers watch your social media all day (Facebook, YouTube, Instagram) and use it against you as evidence if you are in a small town and have influence. You have to control what you say online. 

Conclusion 

For the past year I have been back and forth in anger, but I know that I have to keep going. God had to remind me that there is a demonic spirit of the antichrist on police officers and though it started with blacks, it has trickled over to families who are husband and wife . The prophet Morris Cerrullo said that the antichrist would declare himself as not having a gender, and that day is here. Because the police officers have the spirit of the anti-christ they are antagonizing families who stand firm in the belief of the gender male and female. I know I was angry all last year, you might have been going through too. I pray it gets better for you. Amen. 

Apostle Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier – Jesus Is Lord Christ Chapel LLC

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I Have To Say This About R.Kelly …. He Might Be Innocent

Ezekiel 2:5-7New International Version

5 And whether they listen or fail to listen—for they are a rebellious people—they will know that a prophet has been among them. 6 And you, son of man, do not be afraid of them or their words. Do not be afraid, though briers and thorns are all around you and you live among scorpions. Do not be afraid of what they say or be terrified by them, though they are a rebellious people. 7 You must speak my words to them, whether they listen or fail to listen, for they are rebellious.

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For those of you who do not know I used to sing gospel music and I feel like God is leading me to come back to singing because it has been almost 6 years. I have not had the desire to sing because I have been battling some demons and depression. But I went through this super crazy incident , which is why I am starting to think R.Kelly may be innocent and did not commit the child molestation crime that The Federal Government said he did. When I was in New Bern there was a white woman who was stalking me and she saw my Marine Corps picture and she started lusting after me , following me, and trying to flirt with me to get my attention. She was a married white woman and she had a hunchback but she had a weird obsession with me. Well, basically she got angry I did not want her she called the police on me and I was arrested and told that in New Bern that is how they treat white women, and then they put me in jail with registered sex offenders who were child molesters and rapist so they were trying to imply that I tried to rape her and I did not. One I have never in my life sexually abused a child and I am against that 100 percent. I have never in my life tried to rape another woman especially not a white woman. But they were preparing to accuse me of this in New Bern because I was black and had influence, and I was shocked because I am a woman… I did not even know that it was possible for a white woman to lie and say a black woman tried to rape her but it is. But lately I have been praying and thinking, and one of the people who came to my mind was R.Kelly , who is the King of R&B. Well…. y’all they tried to set me up with similar charges like his because I was black.And R.Kelly and I were both in jail at the same time in North Carolina in 2023. So what I am saying is , in North Carolina they were preparing to lie on me to say I raped a white woman and I did not and that I was looking at white children and I did not. Now if I am a prophet, and the federal government in New Bern North Carolina would lie on me and say that I was trying to assault three white women and possibly rape one …. then y’all… R.Kelly.. Robert Sylvester Kelly is innocent. I am federally trained also. I learned a lot in 2023, that in 2023 The Federal Government is lying on black men and women with influence and saying they molested children and raped white women and they did not. I believe that the F.B.I worked with some people to set R.Kelly up and that is because R.Kelly and I were both in jail in 2023 in North Carolina at that same time and the New Bern court system tried to set me up with the same child abuse charges as R.Kelly and I have never in my life molested a child. Yall pray for him. I do not know what God has in-store for his testimony but pray for him. Do not forget that New York was also the same state that set Tupac Shakur up on a rape charge, and they lied on Tupac and said he raped that girl and he did not. Now New York is saying that R.Kelly is a convicted sex trafficker, but I am telling because we were both in jail at the same time and I saw the system for myself that I am starting to believe that R.Kelly was lied on and set up and by the Federal Government in The United States of America. He was about two hours away from me in 2023, but we were both jailed in Eastern North Carolina. As a black artist , we are in a new civil rights movement. Yall I believe the Federal Government set R.Kelly up. Because I was set up like him in 2023 myself and child I am a whole Pastor.

P.S. – You all know that I am still looking for my biological father and I have decided to change my last name to Kelly because my ancestry DNA test has the most people with the name of Kelly on my father side. So no I am not being stalkerish to R.Kelly, I have legally changed my name to Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Kelly

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God Will Never Leave You Nor Forsake You


Let your manner of living be without covetousness, and be content with such things as ye have. For He hath said, “I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee”; – Hebrews 13:5

In My Free Time

I was watching a fight that Floyd Mayweather Jr. was in and I was really studying his technique (of course he won because he’s the King of boxing ). Anyways I saw something in the way he fights that completely opened my mind to a new realm of spiritual warfare. One , you do not have to have a actual spiritual warfare Bible to engage in spiritual warfare. But you do have to know the Lord. Make no doubt that days are indeed evil and there is a spirit of envy on the land. In my own life , I feel like God is leading me to stop posting so much pictures on social media and to obey God instead.

In the midst of hard trials you have to know that God will never leave you nor forsake you. Remember that Jesus Christ was crucified and rose from the dead after 3 days. You may never experience the pain of being crucified on the cross but you will go through tough trials and tribulations. Some things (all things) only God can do. In the midst of tough times know that God is with you and he will never leave his sheep, because he is the good father.

Apostle Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier

P.S. I prefer to write because I do not like to talk alot

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Dream On

Ezekiel 2:5-7New International Version

5 And whether they listen or fail to listen—for they are a rebellious people—they will know that a prophet has been among them. 6 And you, son of man, do not be afraid of them or their words. Do not be afraid, though briers and thorns are all around you and you live among scorpions. Do not be afraid of what they say or be terrified by them, though they are a rebellious people. 7 You must speak my words to them, whether they listen or fail to listen, for they are rebellious.

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Last night I had a dream, that I had gotten pregnant by a man that was very very very famous. God told me in a dream not to abort the baby… or babies I should say. God reminded me that two years before Ruth was born , I had a dream about her and the entire incident that happened I dreamed about. But I had a dream I had two boys and 1 girl, like they were triplets the first boy was strong and he was 7 pounds – the second boy was 5 pounds he was strong – but the girl was born 2 pounds. In the dream I was crying so much and I said God I will do it , just let her live. God I am begging you to let her Iive. When I awoke, I was surprised but in the dream she did live.

I know that God always gives me a dream years before I go through a serious trial and tribulation , as if he is telling me that he is still with me. Despite what happened to me, I have dreams walking into my brand new house. Dreams of my new car. Dreams that I will be divorced from Ra’keem and happy and moved on with my life. I have to keep dreaming.

Dreams can be a warning and dreams can be a good sign. Lately, I have been learning the voice of the Holy Spirit because I did not believe at first but now I do. For example, I was about to put air in my tire. God told me not to use that pump, I don’t know why. But I used it and it sucked out all the air in my tire, and now the car has to go to the mechanic. That voice that I heard was a warning from God. Dreams are visual voice of God warning people ahead of time. I know that I had a dream I had baby before marriage again, which is interesting because I have my own church. But as a woman recovering from a abusive marriage to someone (the first one Ra’keem) it can be draining. So maybe God told me ahead of time that no matter where I am in life, do not abort the baby but keep it.

Are you a woman having dreams about pregnancy ? Maybe God is telling you ahead of time to work on your credit score, pay some debt off, get in shape, cut some people off, look for a bigger car like minivan or SUV, let some people go, lose some weight, go to the dentist and fix your teeth before pregnancy, or whatever else it may be. Bringing a child in the world is a blessing but it is a huge financial task. No, my ex-husband Ra’keem will not be the father. I prayed and asked God that this time the man will help me take care of the babies because, Ra’keem does not help at all financially with Ruth Phoebe-Jewel Jackson and made everything for me worse before I left him. I believe that God heard my prayer years ahead of time the next man whose children I birth will help me and not try to sabotage his own children’s upbringing. I will not be surprised if the next man is a fighter or boxer though, but probably really about that life.

Anyways if you have dreams about a baby, God is telling you to prepare in advance. Get money saved up, look for a new car, and prepare.

Love mixed with faith,

Diamond Chessier

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