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I Want To Move Out Of The United States of America

  • Ezekiel 2:5-7

So I am going to be real honest with you, I hate this country and not like a terrorist. I just hate The United States of America because they things that they is stupid and ignorant. I am dealing with the fact that the demonic powers that be used my ex-husband Ra’keem to set me up and frame me , then I had to act like I wanted to rekindle a romance with Keenan and I did not … why ? Because Ra’keem figured out that if he writes in his queer journal that he can target me, and Keenan and then say because we were both Marines that he can get the police involved. Whewwwww chilleeeee, I am tired of America.

I don’t want to live in America anymore. The stupid police games they play and the stupid social media games they play can honestly go to hell and burn. I hate it here. Honestly, I am waiting for the right time to move out of America so that the FBI does not try to swarm me at the airport and lie and say that I’m a terrorist like they did on Twitter. I truly do hate this country.

I look forward to do the day , where I can be by myself and alone on island minding all my business. I wish I never started in music, that’s why I have not released because I do not want to. I don’t waste my time YouTube because I don’t have time for the stupid stuff. I hate ministry and I honestly believe that ministry is not worth it. I never had a love for God starting off so to be going through this is stupid. I wish I could take it all back. Man, I am a pretty calm individual and I hate drama and stupid stuff. The United States of America is the most mentally ill, ignorant, cowardly, stupid, mentally challenged, and unprofessional country on the plant and I hate it here. No, I do not want to be in politics because I don’t want to be here. I hate The United States of America and I want to leave . I don’t want to be here. I look forward to the day where I never have to be in this stupid country again.

I hate it here,

Precious

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Why A Handsome Black Man Should Never Beg Another Man For Financial Help

Proverbs 28:19-23 NLT

A hard worker has plenty of food, but a person who chases fantasies ends up in poverty. The trustworthy person will get a rich reward, but a person who wants quick riches will get into trouble. Showing partiality is never good, yet some will do wrong for a mere piece of bread. Greedy people try to get rich quick but don’t realize they’re headed for poverty. In the end, people appreciate honest criticism far more than flattery.

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I want to tell a true story that really happened . So before I made the decision to file for divorce from my disgusting ex-husband , who allegedly got hit by a truck . But like after he got hit he mysteriously was able to go cheat with a woman he worked with a Waffle House because he believed he was getting 1.2 million dollars for a car accident that was really his fault and yes he did NOT get 1.2 million . So , my ex-husband named Ra’keem , decides that instead of working he would rather go beg his white lawyer for food to bring home to his black family (mind you this lawyer was one of the biggest lawyers in Greenville , North Carolina ) so that he could have more time to cheat with some bum female … because apparently me telling him to work two jobs to pay rent was to much for him as a man ( mind you I was working five jobs just to make ends meet because of the recession and being disabled … the disabled money was NOT enough to feed my daughter especially when you add rent , car note, car insurance , health insurance , food , clothes , electricity money , and basic needs). Now … when I found out that Ra’keem was constantly facing eviction and unable to pay rent on time and would rather stand outside the Tobacco shop in Greenville , North Carolina and beg other men for cigarettes and money instead of working I remembered those beautiful words that God said “do not marry Ra’keem” three years and the night before I said I do to Ra’keem . So …. I realized that I had a stronger work ethic than Ra’keem . But also Ra’keem REFUSED to watch my daughter Ruth , because it was getting in the way of his time to go sleep and cheat with the Waffle House worker AND he lied about getting promoted to manager , come to find out Ra’keem had not been to work in almost two weeks so he LIED and was begging and sleeping with another woman while I was at home trying to take care of my daughter and wondering where he was (because you know cheaters don’t answer the phone they just disappear for all hours of the day )….. So…. I was reading a article about how a rapper (who I personally do NOT like ) openly begged two white men for help to pay off his billion dollar debt . Then it clicked ! Like … that’s a serious issue . Do black men realize how bad that looks when his wife has to watch him beg another man for money to provide for his family ? Now because I made the BAD decision to marry this man , I have to start all over and fix my finances because of what he did. I have to continue paying for everything for myself while he can walk around freely stealing clothes from stores , getting high , and cheating with some idiot he met at Waffle House . But what does mommy have to do ? Mommy has to raise her daughter and love her despite what happened . So black men …. Do NOT do what my ex-husband did. Be a real man and work to provide for your family . Do not beg another man for a handout and don’t accept money from another man unless it’s business oriented. You do not understand how much your influence means to your family . Black man do better than my ex-husband .
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Now personally , I know that I will get married again . I love dark men , I LOVE dark men and brown men . I love when a man works hard and when he is a real man and he is serious about his business . I love when a man moves in silence and works in silence . I like when a man is a business man . I like a man who is a BOSS , not an employee but a BOSS (I mean you were an employee at one point and then you graduated into having your own business ) . I love when a black man is educated (even if it is a honorary degree that’s still smart ! ) , I love when a man doesn’t listen to his friends drama and does not let his friends disrespect his woman , and I LOVE THUGS ! So , I believe that there is a good man out there , right now I’m just focused on parenting .

Love ,

Queen Diamond

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So Was Blueface Arrested Over A White Girl Or For Hitting A Fan ?

So … I was reading an article about blueface being arrested because apparently a woman threw ice on the stage or something and he pushed her . Now , because I am a woman of God no I do not endorse blueface and his stripper music because I am redeemed .. even though I hear it in passing with its catchiness I am a pastooorrrr and can’t be caught slipping with this saved and sanctified pimpin’. Anyway , what disturbed me is that I saw headlines saying “Blueface pushes white woman and orders his crew to beat her up “ ….. Hmmm so that makes me wonder was blueface arrested because she was white ? If she threw something first and she’s white … so he can’t defend himself against her because she is white ? So , what’s next ? If a white fan spits on him and she is white will he be arrested for defending himself against spit because she is white ? As I have said before because I just dealt with something these people HATE that black people have money , fame , and influence so please black influencers be careful out here . It’s crazy that people are only arresting him because she’s white … but what about her ? See someone in blueface team need to advise him to press charges on her if she really did throw the ice and this is why . I am saying this from a military perspective. Because they have already said she’s a white woman that he assaulted they are going to do everything they can to have him jail for dozens of years over that girl . He needs a SERIOUS legal team to deal with her . The media has already told everyone what they about to do . Because she is white they are ready to get her to play the victim card , go on the news , and that white girl is going to have him persecuted by the police . They’re going to try and paper trail him through her . So my advice ? File defamation against her . Since the media made it racist deal with it as such .

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Your Baby Has Purpose

To everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: – Ecclesiastes 2:1 Berean Standard Bible 

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I remember when I was pregnant and the nurse looked at me and said I was colored and that the medical team didn’t care about me or my baby .. I remember when white doctors told me over and over again to abort my daughter because something was wrong with her (that was a lie) . I remember when after a root canal (after they said it was ok ) I felt my baby kicking and fighting in my womb . I remember when I called and they said that nothing was wrong but I heard God say , “Go to the hospital “… I remember when I almost pushed her out while driving to the hospital and was in so much pain . I remember when I got there and they said all my fluid was gone and my water seemed liked it broke one week ago and she had ZERO fluid to sustain her . I remember when I prayed and said “God … I’ll do it .. please just save her “ . I remember when I delivered her at 10:15 a.m. and instantly I decreed , prayed , prophesied , and dedicated her back to the Lord . Godly mother , you have to understand that the enemy will not attack what he is not afraid of . God had to speak that into my spirit , that warfare and attack is because God has a plan and purpose for little Phoebe – Jewel (Jeremiah 29:11) . As Jochebed hid baby Moses in the basket , so I am to my beautiful Jewel . I am saying this not as though my child is better than yours but to encourage and remind you that as a MOTHER , you have a spiritual battle to engage in and it’s for the holiness , preparation , and mandate on your child’s life . Keep pressing on and trust God ! Because everything is going to be ok . 

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Love Sandre’a 💕

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