God Is Really Healing My Self-Esteem

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So a few days ago I met a man and let me tell you , I ain’t never met a man as fine as him . I mean gorgeous , green eyes , pretty hair , absolutely gorgeous . Yet , he was attracted to me and I must admit I was shocked I got nervous and left but like you know he was attracted to my body just how it is now . That really opened my eyes because I have had relationships and I realize that God is showing me that I am already beautiful and am already attractive just how I am . I know that God that is healing my self-esteem and I’m thankful for that . Thanks God I appreciate you . But hey if he wants to get to me know I’ll let him , I’ll just be safe about it and set boundaries .

Love God ,

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/11/2024

Work Is Ministry

Titus 3:9New International Version

But avoid foolish controversies and genealogies and arguments and quarrels about the law, because these are unprofitable and useless.

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The word of God teaches us about money and taking care of our responsibility as the people of God. But no one is really talking about work. But work is a ministry. God does not want you homeless, and God will provide a job for you to provide for yourself and provide a home and no God is not going to let people find out where you work because you need protection from persecution. No job is dumb when it comes to work. If you are working at a bank, a store, or even retail no matter what God is approving your decision to work. Even when it comes to tithes if you cannot afford to give 10 percent God is not going to take everything away from you. Give to the church what you can but do not pay the church before you pay the bills for your own home take care of your home first. Ten days from now you will have a job and a stable home, and your children are protected at daycare and will not be abused , so do not worry and trust God.

God Bless You,

Queen Diamond

Date: 2/14/2024

Y’all Watch Your Back

And whether they listen or refuse to listen—for remember, they are rebels—at least they will know they have had a prophet among them. – Ezekiel 2:5

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So tell me why y’all , someone stole my car key and then God gave it back to me 30 minutes later . Yes , so someone who pretended to be a fake friend stole my car key when I was in the bathroom , and then when I got angry about they returned it . Let me tell you I prayed and asked God for help and he gave me my car key back , because baby I was about to file a police report on that person over my key . But I’m going to tell you something that God told me . You remember that singer Selena ?

Even though she didn’t sing Christian music , she was a beautiful woman matter of fact she was so beautiful that her own friend got jealous of her and killed her because of her beauty . So God was telling me (because her killer is still alive ) that when her killer gets out of jail it will loose something evil on the land in regard to women being jealous of a beautiful woman .

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Now the woman who did that to me had NO reason to do that . It was just done out of envy . But I have been dealing with women who have envy lately and it is not all women . Anyways , ladies watch your back , because some of these women are so crazy that they will kill over beauty , but believers have nothing to worry about because the Lord will protect us from all hurt , harm , and danger. No weapon formed against me shall prosper in Jesus Name !

Queen Diamond ,

Date : 2/10/2024

Sometimes It Takes Another Mom To Give Advice

My child, don’t reject the LORD’s discipline, and don’t be upset when he corrects you. – Proverbs 3:11

True Story

So when I was targeted by the police in New Bern for a crime I did not commit, my daughter saw the entire thing. My daughter saw me get arrested and she saw all the bad things her father did to me while I was married. So for a while (because she was a baby), my daughter was silent but she clung to me. Now, my daughter at two years old literally will NOT let me go. I mean she will not let me go, if I go to the bathroom she cries because I am leaving. If I talk to someone else she gets upset because she wants all my attention. All she wants to do is hug me and touch me. That is all she wants.

So…

So at 12:00 a.m. my daughter was upset because I was not holding her and began to cry. Now, you all know I was in the Marines so maybe my reaction was not the most gentle but I am trying to change to be more gentle to her. But then I really felt God convict me and tell me that she is traumatized from watching the police arrest me when I was in New Bern (but thankfully I was never arrested again). So, another mom came with confirmation and told me she was in bad relationships before and her daughter was like that also. I really needed to hear that because man does it get hard. But I am saying that because sometimes another mom who has a little more experience in motherhood has to help another mom through those nights that they can’t sleep because the baby is up, just by giving some practical advice. As for Ruth, I am going to get her therapy because although I did my best with her she saw the abuse I went through with her father and she saw her father frame me and set me up and it has really affected her. I love my daughter and I will do what needs to be done for her to heal in the healthiest way possible.

Love Mommy Diamond,

These are the most recent pictures of Ruth at Church on Sunday. I can’t believe my baby girl has gotten so big she is going to be three this year and her hair has gotten longer ! This was the first time I put fancy things in her hair and she loved it, she couldn’t stop smiling when she looked in the mirror and she got so many compliments on her hair ! God is good ! I did her hair by the way !

Date: 2/09/2024

Story Time : God Healed Me When I Couldn’t Walk While Pregnant

Isaiah 53:5New International Version

But he was pierced for our transgressions,
    he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peacewas on him,
    and by his wounds we are healed.

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So for those of you who don’t know , I have a serious injury in my spine from being the Marines . There was a time I couldn’t control my jaw muscle ( God healed me ) and I had mobility issues in my arm and leg from nerve damage in my spine . So life has been a little difficult. So when I became pregnant , I went through a serious test that I couldn’t walk . While I was pregnant my spine collapsed from the pressure of the baby . The doctors told me to abort her if I would die carrying her but I trusted God . I made that mistake once and didn’t want to make that same mistake twice . So for a few weeks I couldn’t walk while pregnant . Even now I have some issues but I stretch and that helps me walk . But I decided to share my testimony because I know there are some women out there who lose feeling in their legs or have to walk on a walker after having a baby . I want you to know you will be healed even if it takes 7 years God will heal you . I know from experience.

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/08/2024