Why I Am Getting A Divorce and Will Be A Baby Mom’s BUT NOT A Wife Again !

Hey Yall,

Today is 2024 and I have so much time today. I am about to pull a Katt Williams and tell why I am NEVER getting married again and why my ex-husband has to be the most disgusting and repulsive human being that I have ever met. Everyone knows that I used to have a cleaning business, so I like to keep things clean and neat. Before I begin to explain I must openly confess that GOD told me NOT to marry Ra’keem !!!! I have never in my life seen such a dirty and nasty BUM and filthy. One, when we first met he tried to make it seem like he was clean and had his stuff squared away… but when I started living with him and his family ? Ra’keem and his mother Tanya are the dirtiest and nasty people I have EVER met in my entire LIFE ! One, Ra’keem used to have a dog and he would let the dog urinate and poop on his bed and sheets and floor and he would NOT clean it for months at a time. He would let his daughter, Taylor play in a room with feces and urine and glass all over the floor and refuse to correct her and clean it up. Not only that, if Taylor did not want to bathe for weeks at a time he would get angry at anyone who would correct her and tell her to bathe and EVEN told her mother that she was not allowed to correct her own daughter…. NOT ONLY THAT < his nasty mother Tanya takes special needs people into church and then manipulates them and gets them involved into sexual relationships with her and she does not clean and had rats and gnats all over the house ! If that was not enough, when I moved to New Bern I had my own home and it was clean this fool came and was leaving my house nasty and had me arrested and lied on me for stuff I did not do. Then he had the never to go weeks at a time not brushing his teeth and showering and then went and told people that I was a “Sexual anorexic” which is NOT TRUE ! Nah, the fool was DIRTY and I used to pretend to be sleep just so she would not want to sleep with me because he was so disgusting and filthy and dirty . Then when I told him to clean up… HE REFUSED ! The NERVE then he has the nerve and then the police have the nerve to take his side , which was wrong ! Not ONLY THAT, I had to constantly tell him to STOP talking about sex and adult content infront of my daughter because it was wrong ! I came home from running errands and caught him watching him PG-13 movies infront of my two year old daughter !!!

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Oh , then it gets better.. the fool poops himself !!! The fool had the nerve to tell me he would rather be gay then be with his ex-wife April, (while I was pregnant) then I had to deal with MEN flirting with him infront of my daughter !! Not only that, he poops himself and then when I told him he had the entire smelling like s*** he got angry at me and told me that he did not have to take a shower ! He left his draws filled with poop in the floor for days and I had to clean it up because the house smelled like s*** !!! Then he got angry and stormed out when he pooped himself and refused to shower then he got upset got in the shower and stopped coming home (because I told him to shower). Then he had the NERVE to cheat with some woman he met at waffle house (I guess she dirty like him so they a good match) and have the nerve to leave the house nasty ! Not only that, he threw my baby birth certificate and social security card away to be spiteful because I had her stuff squared away . But guess what y’all? This man is a PASTOR !! His mother is a PASTOR !! His spiritual “grandmother” has her own street in Salisbury, Maryland “Reverend Annette Wilson” and her own day! This is crazier !!! Tell me why, his mother Tanya had started talking bad about Reverend after her funeral and lied on her at the FUNERAL ! Not only that, Tanya and Ra’keem was trying to take over her church and become the pastor !! Baby, they were only pretending for over 40 years just to take over her church when she died ! Boy ninjas is crazy !!! Lawdd, let me tell you something !! Then his brother jumped me (you already know I won ) because I did not want to be with him and his mother told him to do it because I was going to college ! Yeah, I had a little bruise after that incident but it was nothing major. Then the Prince George’s Police had the NERVE to tell me I was the one being immature and The Kinston Police told me that I was angry and jealous of Ra’keem because he was cheating on me (which was a LIE) !!!! Then , the property I was renting from Ra’keem caused the business communication to turn sour, BUT the building had MAJOR issues and then the property had the nerve to ask how in the world did invest almost $6,000 into the building and refused to give me the security deposit back and the building was unable to inhabit for church and NOT up to code! Baby what I officially started my business Jesus Is Lord Christ Chapel LLC in 2020, and in the four years in business this is what I learned .

  • Sometimes other black people HATE to see a black person doing well.
  • If you marry the wrong person , they will set you up and call the police on you because you have a business.
  • When GOD say do not marry someone THAT IS WHAT GOD MEANS !!
  • Business has ALOT of racism and the police will target you !!
  • Some buildings you rent from yield no return and the landlord will swindle you, do not waste your time arguing !!
  • Lastly, I need Jesus because baby the way my anger is set up ? Yeah I need to relax.

I am going to list all the evidence I have below. I must say that I would RATHER be a single mom than be with one of those trifling men ! Ra’keem tried to make be feel bad for leaving him and told me most black women do not have a husband and wish they had a husband , but fool you ugly dirty no body having females can have him !!! Baby , I relinquish him!! Tell him to stop texting my phone asking if I still love him take this ninja and his dirty a** and his crazy a** mama and family ! You hoes is NOT hurting my feelings take him !!!! You hoes can have all my exes because they all disgust me !

Below Is The Evidence To Show How NASTY Ra’keem Is

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Below Is The Evidence To Show HOW Trifling The Last Realty Company I Rented From & Spent & $6,000 Trying To Fix Something I Did NOT DO !!

Below is the cute little bruise that was left after his brother and family arranged for me to be jumped 3 weeks after I had a baby because they were jealous that I was going to college. Then Ra’keem says, “well you married me”… Ra’keem as I have told you before GOD TOLD ME NOT TO MARRY YOU . Ra’keem you are hideous inside and out and I wish I never met you. You repulse me and make my skin crawl and I truly hate you and wish I never married you on 2/21/2023. Ps.. yes I have freckles I know that.

  • Queen Diamond

January 17, 2023 Daily Devotion

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Devotion : Peace In The Storm 

Last night my spirit was grieved by somethings that are to come. In the midst of this terrible persecution that is happening around the world the Lord told me, “this is happening because the parents of the two witnesses are on the earth”. We are living in Armageddon. This is the last days. But yet a prophecy must be fulfilled that the two witnesses must be on the earth. As Christian’s around the world, I pray that you hold on to the Bible like never before. God is a refuge and a strong tower in the day of trouble. In the midst of a tornado, God will keep you safe even if it’s a city away. In the midst of a hurricane, God will protect you even if it’s over 10 miles away. God is faithful and he loves you. Selah. 

Apostle Diamond Chessier 

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Scripture Meditation:

Psalm 121King James Version

121 I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.

My help cometh from the Lord, which made heaven and earth.

He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber.

Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.

The Lord is thy keeper: the Lord is thy shade upon thy right hand.

The sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night.

The Lord shall preserve thee from all evil: he shall preserve thy soul.

The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.

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Daily Bread

Genesis 5New International Version

From Adam to Noah

5 This is the written account(A) of Adam’s family line.(B)

When God created mankind, he made them in the likeness of God.(C) He created them(D) male and female(E) and blessed them. And he named them “Mankind”[a] when they were created.

When Adam had lived 130 years, he had a son in his own likeness, in his own image;(F) and he named him Seth.(G) After Seth was born, Adam lived 800 years and had other sons and daughters.Altogether, Adam lived a total of 930 years, and then he died.(H)

6 When Seth had lived 105 years, he became the father[b] of Enosh.(I) 7 After he became the father of Enosh, Seth lived 807 years and had other sons and daughters. 8 Altogether, Seth lived a total of 912 years, and then he died.

Daily Bread

Genesis 3New International Version

The Fall

3 Now the serpent(A) was more crafty than any of the wild animals the Lord God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God really say, ‘You must not eat from any tree in the garden’?(B)

The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden,(C) but God did say, ‘You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die.’”(D)

4 “You will not certainly die,” the serpent said to the woman.(E) 5 “For God knows that when you eat from it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God,(F) knowing good and evil.”

I Don’t Need Or Care About Your Advice

Yes… This Is What I Like  

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you [and approved of you as My chosen instrument], And before you were born I consecrated you [to Myself as My own]; I have appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” – Jeremiah 1:5  

  • I like wearing the color black – no I am not gothic , I am not a witch, and it does not symbolize death. Amen ? Amen  
  • Yes I like make-up , and looking good around the house – no I am not extra, I do not care if you do not like it then don’t come around then … Amen ? Amen .  
  • Yes , I have long natural hair.. But I wear WEAVE and I wrap my head when I don’t feel like having my WEAVE in – Amen ? Amen.  
  • Yes , I get fake nails – and ? Are you paying for it .. nope ! Goodbye then.  
  • Yes ..  my attitude is mean and I am sassy… goodbye now. God loves me. Lol.  
  • Yes… I am ghetto but classy at the same time. I am ghetto classy,  
  • Yes I am a prophetess.. I know you say I don’t look like one … could care less .. goodbye now.  
  • Yes I am unfazed and unbothered and nothing bothers me… so what ? Goodbye.  
  • Yes I am cool , calm, and collected. I don’t like nerds or weirdo’s or strange people. Amen.  
  • Yes I am Christian. The Lord Is Kind To Me. Amen.   
  • Yes I like a man that lowkey skateboard and wear skateboard clothing… but I can’t skateboard? Toodles.  
  • Yes, I like a man with tattoos and have their ears pierced and wear silver chains around their neck… amen? Praise God. I’ll take him through deliverance don’t worry.  

I Had To Accept It  

Since 2015, I have been living my life to appease church people and God had to set me free today. I had to throw some clothes away and I had to throw some ideas away. I have to be me and no one else. I cannot pretend anymore. I can’t. I have tried to make so many people happy in how I dress and look so that people would feel comfortable around me. But now… as a grown woman. I do not care anymore. If my presence makes you insecure? Then I do not care. Something is wrong with you and not me. I will not let another woman or somebody change me again. The only man that I will change for is Jesus. Today I am on my journey of becoming ME again. I will marry who I WANT to be with. There is a certain type of man that I want and I will have it. I do not care about your advice or what you think I should do. Never again will I consult about my ministry and my decisions. I am a grown woman.  

to reveal his Son to me, so that I might preach the Good News about him to the Gentiles, I did not go to anyone for advice, – Galatians 1:16 

Stop Asking For Advice  

Understand that if you ask a good trustworthy spouse that is different. But from this day forward, I will NEVER ask for advice again. It took me 7 years to see that advice almost ruined my life. Advice from the wrong person can destroy you in a way you could never imagine. Stop running to random people about your life and focus on God.  

Don’t be fooled by those who say such things, for “bad company corrupts good character.” –  1 Corinthians 15:33