Have You Ever Felt Betrayed

(Romans 8:28)

Trusting God Through Adversity

When I lost my apartment in 2018.. it was lower than rock bottom. It was terrible. I felt like any dignity and purpose that I had was gone. Not only that… People that said they loved me laughed at me and rejoiced in my failures…

I felt so empty and I battled depression so heavily…

But God

When I was at my lowest.. God was the closet to me. This God.. that God that I had been running from since 12 years old (when I first started speaking in tongues)… was calling me and telling me to come back to my first love…

The depth of pain and humiliation that I endured was terrible. The very people that I helped when they didn’t have a job.. The people that I comforted when they were being abused.. The people that I prayed for whenever they needed me had betrayed me…

But God told me He went through the same thing…. For me He died on the cross..

The Power Of The Bible

When I had nothing … I spoke scripture over my life… I kept speaking Psalms 105:15… I kept speaking that vengeance was God and He would repay… I spoke scripture and it came to pass..

Now… two years later God blessed me with a over 5 bedroom house.. and a beautiful backyard.. lawn… The House he gave me is HUGE ! Well.. when you serve a big God.. what do you expect ?

My pain was for His glory.. To show that man cannot live by bread alone… but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.

I LOST EVERYTHING BUT I STILL HAD GOD AND THAT’S WHY I MADE IT !

…. Diamond

Date Written: 8/26/2020

Copyright Precious-Diamond Chessier