Finding God Again

For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin.
Hebrews 4:15 NIV
https://hebrews.bible/hebrews-4-15

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So lately I have had a midlife spiritual crisis… and yes at the age of 23 … a crisis. I have contemplated leaving God and moving on with my life. But I keep thinking about Jesus on the cross.

When you’re called and chosen by God… You have like Jesus moments… seasons… and years. You have seasons where people will see you down and broken…. and they lie on you like Jesus…

and they schemed to arrest Jesus secretly and kill him. “But not during the festival,” they said, “or there may be a riot among the people.”
Matthew 26:4‭-‬5 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.26.4-5.NIV

they mock you because they are jealous of you… like Jesus

Then the high priest tore his clothes and said, “He has spoken blasphemy! Why do we need any more witnesses? Look, now you have heard the blasphemy. What do you think?” “He is worthy of death,” they answered. Then they spit in his face and struck him with their fists. Others slapped him and said, “Prophesy to us, Messiah. Who hit you?”
Matthew 26:65‭-‬68 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.26.65-68.NIV

and they will lie on you and say you are a deceiver …. like Jesus….

They spit on him, and took the staff and struck him on the head again and again. After they had mocked him, they took off the robe and put his own clothes on him. Then they led him away to crucify him. When they had crucified him, they divided up his clothes by casting lots. He trusts in God. Let God rescue him now if he wants him, for he said, ‘I am the Son of God.’ ” “Sir,” they said, “we remember that while he was still alive that deceiver said, ‘After three days I will rise again.’
Matthew 27:30‭-‬31‭, ‬35‭, ‬43‭-‬43‭, ‬63 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.27.30-63.NIV

…. like Jesus.

I came to tell you…

We are in the last days. There is so much pain coming… But here is the thing. After Jesus being crucified there was his glory the RISEN KING and SAVIOR. Endure this pain now. God is about to restore the family values.

As I Wait

God is showing me that he is about to restore the value of family…. and the proper order of family is important to God. The Husband is the head of the household (that does not mean that he can beat you and you act like nothing is happening), the wife (the importance and value of being a homemaker and caring for your children) , and children (I believe that God is about to raise a godly generation that comes from godly parents).

During These Tough Seasons

Let God mold your character… Its not always about a pulpit or platform… if God cannot trust you inside of your own H.O.U.S.E. how can HE trust you in HIS ?

You, however, must teach what is appropriate to sound doctrine. Teach the older men to be temperate, worthy of respect, self-controlled, and sound in faith, in love and in endurance. Likewise, teach the older women to be reverent in the way they live, not to be slanderers or addicted to much wine, but to teach what is good. Then they can urge the younger women to love their husbands and children, to be self-controlled and pure, to be busy at home, to be kind, and to be subject to their husbands, so that no one will malign the word of God. It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good. These, then, are the things you should teach. Encourage and rebuke with all authority. Do not let anyone despise you.
Titus 2:1‭-‬5‭, ‬12‭-‬15 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/tit.2.1-15.NIV

Happy Thanksgiving ❤

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November 28, 2019November 28, 2019

Diamond Chessier1 Comment

Happy Thanksgiving !

Psalm 1:3 King James Version (KJV)

³And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper.

Last Year I was alone for Thanksgiving and honestly… it wasn’t bad at all. The previous year I was with some people that were from church, and it was fine.

During both times I was ok because of God. I come from a very abusive family and I do not have relationships with my father or mother. Sometimes its very hard and I do feel alone but I would rather be safe with God then continue in a cycle of abuse because of “family” (Genesis 12:1).

God Warned Me

Before 2019, God warned me and told me not to return to my family but I listened to family and went back and it was the worst mistake of my life. However, In September after very bad circumstances I made the choice to trust God and completely leave my family and this is why…

There was someone in the family who tried me sexually and he was related to me.
In my family there is a long history of sexual abuse and pretending like it didn’t happen in the name of “we’re family.”
I got tired and started calling on Jesus
And finally after watching Joseph King of Dreams God told me “I’m sending you to a far away land.”

and HE DID ! The very next day my bank account was almost empty and was on a train to Georgia….

was it scary…. yes? but God sent people to provide for me (that I did not know) on the train financially, food, and comfort. Can you imagine ? Througha time span of days God freed me from years of emotional, physical, and sexual abuse.

Sometimes when you are dealing with abusive family members they will wait till they have gathered your trust to hurt you… but know that God always has someone that will shelter you through seasons.
This season if you feel that God is tugging at your heart to trust Him and believe Him… He did it for me and He will do it for you.

Abba,

I pray for those who are victims of sexual abuse. I pray that in this season you begin to expose it and rescue your children like a Father according to Romans 8:15. I believe in You king and I believe that you parted the Red Sea and I believe that You are a miracle working God. I love You King please I ask according to Matthew 7:7 to free your daughters.

Amen.

Love,

November 28, 2019September 19, 2022

Diamond Chessier1 Comment

Dates With Jesus: The Passion Of The Christ

Isaiah 53:5 New King James Version (NKJV)

⁵But He was wounded^[a] for our transgressions,
He was ^[b]bruised for our iniquities;
The chastisement for our peace was upon Him,
And by His stripes^[c] we are healed.

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The Bible says… that many are called but few are chosen (Matthew 22:14)… So this evening I am going to talk to the chosen. On this Dates With Jesus I had to be reminded what is the purpose of preaching the gospel. What was my foundation for? What I am striving for.. what is the over all goal of the gospel. In the movie of the Passion of the Christ.. You see that graphic and intolerable pain that our Savior Jesus Christ had to go through… and for you and me.

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Honestly… it was never my desire to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ.. I never wanted to… never cared… honestly I did not even want to be a Christian. But I am CHOSEN … But anyways..

In ministry we encounter “like Jesus” moments, seasons, and even years… Where people see you beaten, bruised, and broken and they still spit on you… They still gossip about you.. They still treat you like a dog.. They still make fun of you… and the crazy thing is… they are still jealous.. Which honestly I do not understand because trust me ministry is very difficult. but anyways.

Is these like Jesus moments, I have learned to crawl to Jesus.. I have learned to get on my face. This Dates With Jesus, reminded me that I can go to JESUS because He understands my pain (Hebrews 4:15).

I dont vent to people.. because well… people will always fail you. I have learned the power of the secret place…

Well What Are You Doing This For?

Because … well I love HIM… I have been through so much abuse and yet He chases me down like Gomer. I dont deserve God… but he has died for me.

Heed this warning about ministry…

… take your time to draw close in God now or you’ll lose him later.

Diamond ,

November 26, 2019November 27, 2019

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All Things Work Together

Proverbs 18:24 New International Version (NIV)

²⁴One who has unreliable friends soon comes to ruin,
but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

One Sunday

There was a sunday I was sitting at church and I heard the Apostle say something like “If something doesn’t go my way I am not worried because all things work together”… He was referencing Romans 8:28

and I have held onto that for the entire 2019 year.

During 2019 for me personally I have lost ALOT OF female friendships (Proverbs 31:1-7). I know that God has shown me somethings about my destiny and future but I was just wondering why… did it have to hurt so much.

And I am reminded of this photo.

I am not Jesus, but I am His disciple.

A lot of time when we look at discipleship you think of glitz and glam… but no. Its more than that. Discipleship is enduring being homeless when you used to have a salary job and a luxury apartment 20 minutes away from the beach.. because you’re in the wilderness.

Discipleship is losing your phone in the Antelope valley desert with no money or anyway to call home, so that God can purge you..

Discipleship is the many nights you cry yourself to sleep asking God… why… why me… and literally begging him to chose someone else.

And discipleship is holding onto a promise, and living with the pain of people who said they were your friends kick you while you are down… That’s what it takes to be chosen by God.

See There Is A Day Coming

Where we are going to realize that your Instagram likes and follows does not mean you have authority in heaven. There is a day coming where Instagram will be shut down and all of that money people wasted to buy followers will go to waste…. because Instagram DOES NOT mean anointed.

God is going to restore what it means to be Authentic.

I Really Like Billy Graham

This Is why… Billy Graham came in a time where you REALLY had to be anointed to be used by God. He came during a time where You HAD to have the heavens moving on your behalf to preach the way that HE DID !

I like Dr.Martin Luther King Jr.

Because His prophecy was fulfilled ! We are living his prophecy today. Not only that, He literally HAD to have GOD on his side to move in the ERA that He did.

In Reality

We don’t see these mantles anymore. See the problem is everyone is trying to make a name for themselves like Saul, but no one is trying to make a name for GOD !

When David killed Goliath He said,

1 Samuel 17:45 King James Version (KJV)

⁴⁵Then said David to the Philistine, Thou comest to me with a sword, and with a spear, and with a shield: but I come to thee in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom thou hast defied.

David did not come to goliath in flesh… but with that backing and anointing of the HOLY SPIRIT !

The Apostles Are Coming

A lot of times we talk about miracles and that’s what they want to see… but they fail to realize that it came through the Apostles and the Prophets.

I look at the state of the church with Kanye West and I literally am shocked at how deceived the church is involving this man. He is tormented by Legion. Is bound by the spirit of Lucifer.

Yes he made a album but the BIBLE says EVERY KNEE SHALL BOW so Kanye West doesn’t have a choice but He is still going to hell.

Philippians 2:10 King James Version (KJV)

¹⁰That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth;

What Is To Come

There is a very heavy and sad persecution coming with the real apostles. I am not talking about YouTube apostles.. I am talking about REAL ORDAINED ANOINTED apostles. Now they are some people who claim to be Apostles and are not according to Revelation 1-3.

However, with that being said if you are in ministry take this time to love on your family and cultivate a atmosphere of peace in your household… Because you need a balance. Ministry is NOT 24/7. The Bible tells us that there was a time that Jesus stopped His public ministry.

John 11:54 New Living Translation (NLT)

⁵⁴As a result, Jesus stopped his public ministry among the people and left Jerusalem. He went to a place near the wilderness, to the village of Ephraim, and stayed there with his disciples.

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We have to begin to move into seasons of learning how to love our households so that we have peace (Isaiah 9:6-7).

We as Christians have to learn that balance does not mean listening to blasphemous music or smoking, or going to the club…

BALANCE means when I come home at a certain time my phone is off. I want to watch the game with my family. I’m not your God.

BALANCE is learning how to say no to people who KEEP asking for money with no intentions on getting a job. Learning how to say NO to people who disrupt your peace.

Even if its not in ministry, you could just be at work. There is a persecution coming to us. You need to begin to cultivate peace in your life. Start weeding out toxic people. Who wants to come home after working all day to foolishness.

With that being said,

God You are the Prince of Peace according to Isaiah 9:6-7 .God I pray that we begin to understand the power of peace. That we begin to balance and accept that there is only one God. There is no other God. Help us to let go of abusive and toxic relationships and put us in a position of peace. AMEN!

Have a Blessed Day.

Love,

Diamond ❤