
Daily Bread Pictures : Psalms 50:7

Habakkuk 2:1-4 King James Version 2 I will stand upon my watch, and set me upon the tower, and will watch to see what he will say unto me, and what I shall answer when I am reproved. 2 And the Lord answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it. 3 For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry. 4 Behold, his soul which is lifted up is not upright in him: but the just shall live by his faith.


15 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin.
My Testimony
I am child abuse survivor. I have many testimonies of what God has delivered me from. When I was a child I was raped, abused, I would go to school with bruises on my body, someone in my family tried something, and I was made fun of for incest.
When I was younger I used to listen to bad music to make my self feel better. Music about sex, and other things.
I just wanted a mental escape from what I had been through.
I didn’t want a relationship with God… because my family were “Christians” so I wanted nothing to do with him.
But certain music opens portals to fantasy..
Because Of My Abuse
I tried to find love in boys, boyfriends, in money, and other things and I ended up with nothing in the end. Honestly, my walk with God is not easy. Every day I try to figure how to just be ok.
This is hard, because when you are anointed people get jealous.. so it doesn’t matter what happened to you in their eyes they just want to hurt you.
In times like these you have to give it all to God.
This is not to be paranoid, or put you in a ungodly isolation but to steer you to the Father.
Psalms 20:7 says,
7 Some trust in chariots and
some in horses,
but we
trust in the name of the Lord our God.
NIV
Sometimes When God Closes A DOOR
It is purely to protect you… You may not see it right now… but soon very soon God is going to show you. The closed door was a shield from false prophets who would have preyed on your emotions, abusive spiritual mothers who are really Jezebel, and he shielded you from jealous friends who would have hurt you beyond repair.
In these wilderness seasons… God is calling for prayer. Turn off your phone, get silent, and get in HIS presence…
If the Holy Spirit releases you to let go of that abusive boyfriend… Then let him go…
If God tells you its time to find a different church home.. then be obedient
If God says let go of idols, such as spiritual parents then let it go…
Or if you are in a abusive marriage , please listen to God… let it go.

Loved Mixed With Faith ❤ ,


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I dont like Oprah and this is why.
It seems that if someone shows up preaching quite another Jesus than we preached—different spirit, different message—you put up with him quite nicely. But if you put up with these big-shot “apostles,” why can’t you put up with simple me? I’m as good as they are. It’s true that I don’t have their voice, haven’t mastered that smooth eloquence that impresses you so much. But when I do open my mouth, I at least know what I’m talking about. We haven’t kept anything back. We let you in on everything. I wonder, did I make a bad mistake in proclaiming God’s Message to you without asking for something in return, serving you free of charge so that you wouldn’t be inconvenienced by me? It turns out that the other churches paid my way so that you could have a free ride. Not once during the time I lived among you did anyone have to lift a finger to help me out. My needs were always supplied by the believers from Macedonia province. I was careful never to be a burden to you, and I never will be, you can count on it. With Christ as my witness, it’s a point of honor with me, and I’m not going to keep it quiet just to protect you from what the neighbors will think. It’s not that I don’t love you; God knows I do. I’m just trying to keep things open and honest between us. And I’m not changing my position on this. I’d die before taking your money. I’m giving nobody grounds for lumping me in with those money-grubbing “preachers,” vaunting themselves as something special. They’re a sorry bunch—pseudo-apostles, lying preachers, crooked workers—posing as Christ’s agents but sham to the core. And no wonder! Satan does it all the time, dressing up as a beautiful angel of light. So it shouldn’t surprise us when his servants masquerade as servants of God. But they’re not getting by with anything. They’ll pay for it in the end.
2 Corinthians 11:4-6, 12-15 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/2co.11.4-15.MSG
When you look at ministry there is something that is just not present in this day and hour … and that is the annoiting to be “authentic”.
When you are truly chosen by God , you dont have to buy instagram followers and facebook likes to be chosen… because GOD opens the door that no man can close (Revelation 3).
This is not a conspiracy. Despite what people think Oprah is not chosen by God. That is a trap. I see her soon doing more television shows about the church and christian love that are messy and full of drama . What does the Bible say?
Delightfully loved friends, don’t trust every spirit, but carefully examine what they say to determine if they are of God, because many false prophets have mingled into the world. Here’s the test for those with the genuine Spirit of God: they will confess Jesus as the Christ who has come in the flesh. Everyone who does not acknowledge that Jesus is from God has the spirit of antichrist, which you heard was coming and is already active in the world. Little children, you can be certain that you belong to God and have conquered them, for the One who is living in you is far greater than the one who is in the world. They belong to this world and they articulate the spirit of this world, and the world listens to them.
1 John 4:1-5 TPT
https://bible.com/bible/1849/1jn.4.1-5.TPT
The root of this is Christian’s do not know who they are. We have a very toxic spirit of low self-esteem … We dont talk about this often so it’s just sitting there dormant waiting for the right time to be exposed. Sometimes it takes a painful experience to learn a lesson from God.
But as for Oprah. In the time to come she may think that what she is about to do will prosper but GOD has the final say.

Loved Mixed With Faith ❤,

It made the Lord happy that Solomon had asked for this. So God said to him, ‘I will give you what you have asked for. I will do it for these reasons: You have asked for a mind that understands how to rule people fairly. You have not asked for a long life or to be very rich. You have not asked for the death of your enemies. I will give to you a mind that is wise . And I will give to you a mind that understands things. As a result, there never has been, and never will be, anyone like you. I will give you more than this. I will give to you the things that you did not ask for. I will make you rich. People will know that you are great. While you are alive, there will be no better king than you.
1 Kings 3:10-13 EASY
https://bible.com/bible/2079/1ki.3.10-13.EASY
Where you could care less about your enemies. You get so tired that you begin to accept the fact that the more you focus on your enemies the less successful you will be in your life.
Your enemies are moving on with their life so let them go. But here is the difference if you stay with GOD He will naturally destroy them for you…. because it’s in HIS WORD.

My Testimony
I have people do very evil things to me. A woman who I was friends with in the military and I was there for her through a miscarriage and took her to church … she took my photo and put me on a prostitution site with my phone number .
I’ve been made fun of for incest. I had to sleep in the same bed for years with the person who raped me..and no one cared about me.. and they still dont. Never will.
My own mother told me she doesnt like me.
I’ve been raped , opened up about it to a woman and she cussed me out a day later .
I’ve even been thrown out at two o’clock in the morning for reading the Bible.
I told a old boyfriend what happened to me he called me something like a dog.
I’ve been slapped by a old boyfriend and homeless.
I’ve lost mind
I had a woman who said she was my friend lie on me said I was involved with her husband , confess she was wrong , pretended to be my friend and then turned around and betrayed me again . And this same woman saw me cry at church about being sexually abused then turned around and betrayed me… and we are not even touching the surface of my life.
But I have come to the conclusion that I really don’t care what happens to my enemies. Its up to God. Sometimes you just have to let your enemies go so you can encounter inner healing. It’s hard but spend time with God and He will guide you the right people to help you.
So today rebuke thoughts of murder and suicide. Even if you have to call the hotline to have someone to talk to do it. Just dont give up on life .
1-800-273-8255
Love Mixed With Faith,


Joseph was sold into slavery by his brothers and when he was in prison he gave a interpretation of dreams. But here is the thing, it took two years after the intrepation for Joseph to be delivered.
But when all goes well with you, remember me and show me kindness; mention me to Pharaoh and get me out of this prison. I was forcibly carried off from the land of the Hebrews, and even here I have done nothing to deserve being put in a dungeon.” When the chief baker saw that Joseph had given a favorable interpretation, he said to Joseph, “I too had a dream: On my head were three baskets of bread. In the top basket were all kinds of baked goods for Pharaoh, but the birds were eating them out of the basket on my head.” “This is what it means,” Joseph said. “The three baskets are three days. Within three days Pharaoh will lift off your head and impale your body on a pole. And the birds will eat away your flesh.” The chief cupbearer, however, did not remember Joseph; he forgot him.
Genesis 40:14-19, 23 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/gen.40.14-23.NIV
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When two full years had passed, Pharaoh had a dream: He was standing by the Nile, He fell asleep again and had a second dream: Seven heads of grain, healthy and good, were growing on a single stalk. Then the chief cupbearer said to Pharaoh, “Today I am reminded of my shortcomings. Pharaoh was once angry with his servants, and he imprisoned me and the chief baker in the house of the captain of the guard. Each of us had a dream the same night, and each dream had a meaning of its own. Now a young Hebrew was there with us, a servant of the captain of the guard. We told him our dreams, and he interpreted them for us, giving each man the interpretation of his dream. And things turned out exactly as he interpreted them to us: I was restored to my position, and the other man was impaled.” So Pharaoh sent for Joseph, and he was quickly brought from the dungeon. When he had shaved and changed his clothes, he came before Pharaoh. Pharaoh said to Joseph, “I had a dream, and no one can interpret it. But I have heard it said of you that when you hear a dream you can interpret it.” “I cannot do it,” Joseph replied to Pharaoh, “but God will give Pharaoh the answer he desires.” Then Pharaoh said to Joseph, “In my dream I was standing on the bank of the Nile, when out of the river there came up seven cows, fat and sleek, and they grazed among the reeds.
Genesis 41:1, 5-5, 9-18 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/gen.41.1-18.NIV
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Right now it may seem as if the wicked are prospering.. it may seem like God has left . You may ask God why do they have a job and I dont ? I’ve been applying over and over again why me? Why God do they have the apartment and I dont ? I work I wake up early and work and they dont even serve you.. why me ?
And it seems like the more you suffer the more dreams you have , but the more they prosper. But here is the thing. If you keep going in two years you will look back and you will be the head and not the Tail. Joseph was not brought out to work at McDonalds or Burger King. NO! JOSEPH was brought out to be put in authority. So you have to keep going !
“I cannot do it,” Joseph replied to Pharaoh, “but God will give Pharaoh the answer he desires.” Then Pharaoh said to Joseph, “In my dream I was standing on the bank of the Nile, Then Joseph said to Pharaoh, “The dreams of Pharaoh are one and the same. God has revealed to Pharaoh what he is about to do. “It is just as I said to Pharaoh: God has shown Pharaoh what he is about to do. Seven years of great abundance are coming throughout the land of Egypt, “And now let Pharaoh look for a discerning and wise man and put him in charge of the land of Egypt. Let Pharaoh appoint commissioners over the land to take a fifth of the harvest of Egypt during the seven years of abundance. So Pharaoh asked them, “Can we find anyone like this man, one in whom is the spirit of God ?” Then Pharaoh said to Joseph, “Since God has made all this known to you, there is no one so discerning and wise as you. You shall be in charge of my palace, and all my people are to submit to your orders. Only with respect to the throne will I be greater than you.”
Genesis 41:16-17, 25, 28-29, 33-34, 38-40 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/gen.41.16-40.NIV
Sometimes God will allow the wicked to rule to prepare you for leadership. Think about Nebuchadnezzar. Daniel ruled under him. Alot of time we want the Joseph anointing but we dont want to be lied on, we want the Daniel anointing but we dont want to go the lions den, you want to be Esther but you dont want to accept there was Vashti before you… Shall you not accept the good and the bad ? You want to be Ruth but dont want to accept that somethings have to die before you marry Boaz..
The Prophetic Word is : Two Years
Just keep going. Choose the narrow way it leads to life!
Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
John 14:6 NIV
https://john.bible/john-14-6
Love Mixed With Faith,

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