Steered Back To God

Hebrews 4:15 New International Version (NIV)

15 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin.

My Testimony

I am child abuse survivor. I have many testimonies of what God has delivered me from. When I was a child I was raped, abused, I would go to school with bruises on my body, someone in my family tried something, and I was made fun of for incest.

When I was younger I used to listen to bad music to make my self feel better. Music about sex, and other things.

I just wanted a mental escape from what I had been through.

I didn’t want a relationship with God… because my family were “Christians” so I wanted nothing to do with him.

But certain music opens portals to fantasy..

Because Of My Abuse

I tried to find love in boys, boyfriends, in money, and other things and I ended up with nothing in the end. Honestly, my walk with God is not easy. Every day I try to figure how to just be ok.

This is hard, because when you are anointed people get jealous.. so it doesn’t matter what happened to you in their eyes they just want to hurt you.

In times like these you have to give it all to God.

This is not to be paranoid, or put you in a ungodly isolation but to steer you to the Father.

Psalms 20:7 says,

Some trust in chariots and some in horses,
    but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.

NIV  

Sometimes When God Closes A DOOR  

It is purely to protect you… You may not see it right now… but soon very soon God is going to show you. The closed door was a shield from false prophets who would have preyed on your emotions, abusive spiritual mothers who are really Jezebel, and he shielded you from jealous friends who would have hurt you beyond repair.

In these wilderness seasons… God is calling for prayer. Turn off your phone, get silent, and get in HIS presence…

If the Holy Spirit releases you to let go of that abusive boyfriend… Then let him go…

If God tells you its time to find a different church home.. then be obedient

If God says let go of idols, such as spiritual parents then let it go…

Or if you are in a abusive marriage , please listen to God… let it go.

Loved Mixed With Faith ❤ ,

Diamond ❤

Evening Prayer: Healing

Dear Lord Heavenly Father ,

I pray your word according to (Matthew 6). I cast down every demonic thought of witchcraft by the blood of JESUS (James 2:19) only through YOU do we have power. No weapon formed against me shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17) and I decree the blessings of Abraham over my life. In Jesus Name I pray.. Thank God Amen.

The Lord had said to Abram, ‘Leave your country and the people of your father’s family. Go to the land that I will show you. I will cause your descendants to become a great nation . I will bless you. Everyone will know your name. You will bring my blessing to other people. I will bless those people who bless you. But I will curse anyone who insults you. Through you, I will bless all the families of people on the earth.’ Abram did what the Lord had told him. He left Haran. Abram was 75 years old when he left Haran. Lot went with him.
Genesis 12:1‭-‬4 EASY
https://bible.com/bible/2079/gen.12.1-4.EASY

Amen .

Mid Day Devotion : Gracious Favor

When I think of Hosea & Gomer and the supernatural love he showed Gomer… I see that God is preparing HIS church for a supernatural outpouring of love. God makes no mistakes. Although this generation is coupled with abuse God has seen and is ready to heal.. but HE needs those who are willing. The truth of the matter we all are like Gomer. So if it’s your husband or wife (Isaiah 55:8-9) remember the love that God showed Gomer through the prophet Hosea and trust God through the pain (Proverbs 3:5-6).

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Mid Day Devotion : Every Path

When God gives a warning about someone or something it is for a reason. The Bible tells us that God does not see as man sees .

But the Lord said to Samuel, “Don’t judge by his appearance or height, for I have rejected him. The Lord doesn’t see things the way you see them. People judge by outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.” Then Jesse told his son Abinadab to step forward and walk in front of Samuel. But Samuel said, “This is not the one the Lord has chosen.”
1 Samuel 16:7‭-‬8 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/1sa.16.7-8.NLT

People who are not in tune with God and the Holy Spirit tend to anoint what God has rejected… but that is them. So what about you ? Thankfully in the midst of Chaos God gives His people chances to humble themselves and do the OPPOSITE of what the wicked is doing by prayer. So I charge you today… despite what people are saying… will you walk in the path God has ordained for you?

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The Wilderness

Matthew 4:1 New Living Translation (NLT)

The Temptation of Jesus

Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted there by the devil.

What Happens When Your Obedience Leads You Into The Wilderness

One of the hardest things about being a prophet of God is learning how to deal with the prophetic, your pain from abuse, current betrayals, and completely feeling like God has left you…. while somehow trying to understand and grasp how to love God after being sexually abused. And by people who were in the church or someone who was in your family…

The last days prophets have it pretty bad… because you deal with the cruelty of people. You deal with opening your heart about your abuse … and we are dealing with the pain of sexual abuse…. sometimes you even cry infront of people.. And for some reason people are so blinded by jealousy that they could care less.

Now some people would want to fight me about this… But I just want to show you what they did to my savior Jesus.

While King was carrying the cross … they spat on him. He literally was beaten, mocked…. crowned with a crown of thorns… and then spat on.

Matthew 27:30-31 New King James Version (NKJV)

30 Then they spat on Him, and took the reed and struck Him on the head. 31 And when they had mocked Him, they took the robe off Him, put His own clothes on Him, and led Him away to be crucified.

In The Passion Translation, in the book of Psalm… David gives a prophetic insight of Jesus Christ being crucified… So we literally live what it means to pick up our cross to follow Jesus.

I believe that God is raising a generation of authentic apostles and prophets… because this crushing is so severe. The warfare that the real apostles and prophets fight and wrestle with is so difficult because we are literally learning straight from God. We are learning how to be apostles and prophets through God… and there is a certain level of pain… that comes with it. There is a certain level of isolation, betrayal, abandonment, and persecution.

But I pray that God would give the apostles and prophets healthy families … so that when they go home.. they can escape the terrible pain of ministry, betrayal, and hurt. I charge you in this hour becareful who you call your friends.. and becareful with women. For the BIBLE says

Proverbs 31:3 New King James Version (NKJV)

Do not give your strength to women,
Nor your ways to that which destroys kings.

I hope and pray

That we begin to see that prophets are humans…. but yet the Bible already told us what people would do.

Acts 7:54-60 New International Version (NIV)

The Stoning of Stephen

54 When the members of the Sanhedrin heard this, they were furious and gnashed their teeth at him. 55 But Stephen, full of the Holy Spirit, looked up to heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God. 56 “Look,” he said, “I see heaven open and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God.”

57 At this they covered their ears and, yelling at the top of their voices, they all rushed at him, 58 dragged him out of the city and began to stone him. Meanwhile, the witnesses laid their coats at the feet of a young man named Saul.

59 While they were stoning him, Stephen prayed, “Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.” 60 Then he fell on his knees and cried out, “Lord, do not hold this sin against them.” When he had said this, he fell asleep.

Personal Experience

I recently have been dealing with sleep. Sometimes you just have to sleep. I didn’t say love it… but sometimes its the only thing that you can do. If you struggle with imagination (as most prophets do) and wrestle with insanity or fantasy… play the Bible App while you are sleeping and it will give your mind peace. I like listening to the Song of Solomon… but I would think that men would like The Chronicles.

To the Apostles and the prophets just enjoy your sleep. I have never seen this type of warfare and I recently had a dream of the death angel coming. Like the plagues of Pharaoh. Based off of how evil people are… we are in the last days. I’m going to be honest. I am terrible.. I pray for grace everyday to make the rapture of Jesus Christ or some call it the gathering. I hope I do its the truth. We are in the last days.

Matthew 24:11-13 King James Version (KJV)

11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.

12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.

13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

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When I was growing up I heard about this… but I didn’t believe it because I grew up seeing the opposite of what was preached at church.. So I know about the earthquakes and the other great signs… but when the BIBLE says .. “the love of many will grow cold.” When are in the last days.

Loved Mixed With Faith,

Diamond