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I Really Would Like A Husband …

But if they can’t control themselves, they should go ahead and marry. It’s better to marry than to burn with lust. – 1 Corinthians 17:9

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So lately a lot of men have been trying to get my attention and telling me that I’m beautiful. I appreciate it but I kind of lie and tell them that I’m married because I don’t know how to tell them that I’m not dating right now . But , I would like a husband . Yet , because of social media I just don’t know how that’s going to work . My ex-husband framed me and set me up with the police for things I did not do thankfully the charges were dropped . He cheated with some ugly dirty and ratchet female from Waffle House and got hooked on drugs behind my back . Yet he maintains his lie that he is a married man and he never cheated which is a bunch of crap !
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But I can’t help that I want a husband . I want a man that I can lay next to and keep me warm , a man to make love to . But I don’t trust anyone . Most women that I have met that have been abused like me , are becoming lesbians . Yet , I’m not a lesbian I’m still attracted to men …. But I feel like there is no more good men … I would like a man because I am lonely and would like just someone to talk to . But I don’t know if I will ever be able to trust again because of what my ex husband did to me . Sometimes I hate being a prophet because while everyone gets to enjoy being married , I have to go on this stupid journey on loneliness that I did not sign up for . Just being honest . I would like a husband .

Facts From Queen Diamond ,

Diamond Chessier

Lemonade

Isaiah 53:5New International Version

5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
    he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peacewas on him,
    and by his wounds we are healed.

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For those of you who don’t know I’m mixed with Irish which means I get sunburned very easy and so does my daughter Ruth . Well today , Ruth and I had to stay home from church because I had a TERRIBLE sunburn on the side of my face and man did my face hurt . My daughter has a tiny sunburn on both cheeks as well . I was out and about and I swear God told me , “go home . Take medicine and lay down “. I did what God said as I lay in bed listening to gospel and meditating on the Bible while my face hurts I just keep thanking God .

Sincerely,

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/11/2024

Diamond Chessier

Y’all Watch Your Back

And whether they listen or refuse to listen—for remember, they are rebels—at least they will know they have had a prophet among them. – Ezekiel 2:5

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So tell me why y’all , someone stole my car key and then God gave it back to me 30 minutes later . Yes , so someone who pretended to be a fake friend stole my car key when I was in the bathroom , and then when I got angry about they returned it . Let me tell you I prayed and asked God for help and he gave me my car key back , because baby I was about to file a police report on that person over my key . But I’m going to tell you something that God told me . You remember that singer Selena ?

Even though she didn’t sing Christian music , she was a beautiful woman matter of fact she was so beautiful that her own friend got jealous of her and killed her because of her beauty . So God was telling me (because her killer is still alive ) that when her killer gets out of jail it will loose something evil on the land in regard to women being jealous of a beautiful woman .

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Now the woman who did that to me had NO reason to do that . It was just done out of envy . But I have been dealing with women who have envy lately and it is not all women . Anyways , ladies watch your back , because some of these women are so crazy that they will kill over beauty , but believers have nothing to worry about because the Lord will protect us from all hurt , harm , and danger. No weapon formed against me shall prosper in Jesus Name !

Queen Diamond ,

Date : 2/10/2024

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So I Realized That I Need A Man – Laughing Out Loud

The man who finds a wife finds a treasure, and he receives favor from the LORD. – Proverbs 18:22

So…

My days of trying to be a independent black woman that don’t need no man have come to a close and this is why. So, tell me why I was trying to fix my car because it was making a sound and I just knew it did not sound right (thankfully I got that right). The engine light was not on but I had this gut feeling that I need to fix the car.. Yet, I also had a gut feeling that God was saying wait until the morning and let a man look at the car. But I was trying to be strong and not need a man , and welp.. I accidentally put antifreeze/coolant in my car oil part. Whew that was not good. So, thankfully I googled that when you do that do NOT turn the car on, so I did not turn the car on. But within one hour (after I prayed and asked God to help me) someone came and helped me and thankfully he knew how to work on cars and had tools already in his car. I paid him because that was the right thing to do. But in 1 hour I had to buy new oil, two new oil filters (the store gave me the wrong one the first time), anti freeze coolant, and a oil draining bucket and man was that expensive. When it was all over, I felt like the devil was trying to plant a seed of resentment that I spent so much money on a emergency with my car but instead I rebuked satan and begin to thank God that he gave me the funds and finances to handle that emergency. But in that moment, I realized that I need a husband lol, because I had no idea what I was doing but I tried . So no more being bitter and angry for me laughing out loud because obviously I need a man, well I should say a new man after I divorce my current husband Ra’keem. I am re-marrying because I need help with my car laughing out loud.

Love Queen Diamond,

Date : 2/09/2024

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Sometimes It Takes Another Mom To Give Advice

My child, don’t reject the LORD’s discipline, and don’t be upset when he corrects you. – Proverbs 3:11

True Story

So when I was targeted by the police in New Bern for a crime I did not commit, my daughter saw the entire thing. My daughter saw me get arrested and she saw all the bad things her father did to me while I was married. So for a while (because she was a baby), my daughter was silent but she clung to me. Now, my daughter at two years old literally will NOT let me go. I mean she will not let me go, if I go to the bathroom she cries because I am leaving. If I talk to someone else she gets upset because she wants all my attention. All she wants to do is hug me and touch me. That is all she wants.

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So at 12:00 a.m. my daughter was upset because I was not holding her and began to cry. Now, you all know I was in the Marines so maybe my reaction was not the most gentle but I am trying to change to be more gentle to her. But then I really felt God convict me and tell me that she is traumatized from watching the police arrest me when I was in New Bern (but thankfully I was never arrested again). So, another mom came with confirmation and told me she was in bad relationships before and her daughter was like that also. I really needed to hear that because man does it get hard. But I am saying that because sometimes another mom who has a little more experience in motherhood has to help another mom through those nights that they can’t sleep because the baby is up, just by giving some practical advice. As for Ruth, I am going to get her therapy because although I did my best with her she saw the abuse I went through with her father and she saw her father frame me and set me up and it has really affected her. I love my daughter and I will do what needs to be done for her to heal in the healthiest way possible.

Love Mommy Diamond,

These are the most recent pictures of Ruth at Church on Sunday. I can’t believe my baby girl has gotten so big she is going to be three this year and her hair has gotten longer ! This was the first time I put fancy things in her hair and she loved it, she couldn’t stop smiling when she looked in the mirror and she got so many compliments on her hair ! God is good ! I did her hair by the way !

Date: 2/09/2024

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Story Time : God Healed Me When I Couldn’t Walk While Pregnant

Isaiah 53:5New International Version

5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
    he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peacewas on him,
    and by his wounds we are healed.

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So for those of you who don’t know , I have a serious injury in my spine from being the Marines . There was a time I couldn’t control my jaw muscle ( God healed me ) and I had mobility issues in my arm and leg from nerve damage in my spine . So life has been a little difficult. So when I became pregnant , I went through a serious test that I couldn’t walk . While I was pregnant my spine collapsed from the pressure of the baby . The doctors told me to abort her if I would die carrying her but I trusted God . I made that mistake once and didn’t want to make that same mistake twice . So for a few weeks I couldn’t walk while pregnant . Even now I have some issues but I stretch and that helps me walk . But I decided to share my testimony because I know there are some women out there who lose feeling in their legs or have to walk on a walker after having a baby . I want you to know you will be healed even if it takes 7 years God will heal you . I know from experience.

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/08/2024

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