My Wedding Ring Was Beautiful

Today I cried all day thinking about my husband and how much I loved him . My heart was broken in a way you could never imagine . I cried and someone had to comfort me . I was hurting so much . I looked at my wedding ring and just wanted to end it all . I meant what I said when I said my vows and to loose my husband to drugs has been the most …. Painful thing I have ever gone through . To watch someone fade away that I was in love with and become unrecognizable has been terrible . The marriage was abusive because of drugs . I remember before he was hooked on drugs he would leave rose petals at my bed when I woke up and it would be gifts and purses waiting for me . Either way I give it to God . Sometimes it hurts so bad I can’t move . Because he was my HUSBAND . He wasn’t not a boyfriend he was my husband !

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I had to make the right decision to choose the safety of my child over Ra’keem. God knows that I loved Ra’keem he was my everything and I loved him and his beautiful dark skin. I have no idea when he decided to start doing drugs but I know that I am heartbroken. All I can do is pray and ask God to help me. Below are the pictures of what he used to look like (he was so handsome like prince charming) , our memories, and his favorite pictures of me.

Y’all Ra’keem was so fine and beautiful. Everywhere we went women would swoon over him , but he just used to hold my hand and kiss me and tell me I was beautiful. His spanish rose. Below are our memories we shared together.

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Below were Ra’keem favorite pictures of me before drugs..

We kissed and he smudged my lipstick a little in this picture.

This was his favorite dress that I wore and he used to love when I wore my natural hair.

So.. tonight I am grieving. I feel like a widow.. because my husband is unrecognizable. I asked God if we could make it work, God said no. So, I do hope that he would try to become sober because whatever drug he is doing has caused him to loose his mind and commit crimes. When I said I do , I meant that and I was ready to dedicate my life to birthing his children and building him a dynasty through the children we were planning to have. I would get so excited at the thought of birthing his beautiful dark chocolate babies, I wanted his son so bad. But I have to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and move on.

….. Diamond

I Told You All What It Was

Last year I shared my testimony of being targeted for being a Christian and how I was betrayed by my own husband . I told people how I was targeted by the police and lied on and framed . Here below is confirmation. What is going on with TD JAKES is wrong because P.Diddy has drugged and raped other men … yet the allegations which is true , is that T.D. Jakes is sleeping with him ( P.Diddy) and he is a pedophile . This is absolutely crazy and shows that TD Jakes is NOT fighting for God but TD Jakes is fighting against God .

But if it is from God, you will not be able to overthrow them. You may even find yourselves fighting against God!” – Acts 5:39

The Potter’s House has left God and it’s the truth . I pray that people would open their eyes and see the truth about what God is saying . This is not funny . If a bishop is getting the FBI to target someone for speaking against a RAPIST something is wrong .

Queen Diamond

Isaiah 54:17New King James Version

17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

Date : 2/03/2024

South Korea Is Banning AI

So I am actually for this . Because I have actually AI version of me out there who is releasing fake books and even has a Twitter account and google even has the nerve to name it Diamond Chesser ( but it’s Chessier ) . I realize that AI was a very very very bad idea that needs to go away . Not only is it a breach of security but it’s actually dangerous because people are pretending to be someone and getting them into legal trouble . AI is really a form of identity theft to be honest. I definitely agree AI needs to be banned .

https://m.koreaherald.com/amp/view.php?ud=20230503000549

Queen Diamond

Fired Enemies

Then the king gave orders to arrest the men who had maliciously accused Daniel. He had them thrown into the lions’ den, along with their wives and children. The lions leaped on them and tore them apart before they even hit the floor of the den. – Daniel 6:24

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People who are bound by a spirit of vendetta sometimes do evil things and then forget that they can and will be fired for what they do to you . I have had to learn that people make bad decisions by wrongfully pursuing or accusing one of God children and then when it backfires they like to pretend that they never meant something a certain way but yes they did. You have to let your enemies be fired . Understand that God is not going to let someone get away with hurting you , you have to let God avenge you . So, don’t worry and go to sleep because your enemies are fired from their jobs . So don’t worry and you shall be promoted .

That’s Just How Good God Is ,

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/03/2024

Ordered Alliances For Your Protection


Psalm 105:15King James Version

15 Saying, Touch not mine anointed, and do my prophets no harm.

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Sometimes Christian believers go through some things where people get so privately jealous that people do some of the most evil things , and then God steps in and stops them before they can fulfill what they wanted to do. Today on February 2,2024 God was speaking to me about ordered alliances . That some principalities are so evil that you have to align with other people to deal with the principalities evil and wicked plan that is ordered by God to fail. When Joseph was in prison he had an alliance that led to his promotion . When Daniel was in the lions dens , the lions that were meant to kill him ended up being his alliance for his deliverance . People put Daniel in the lions den and those lions were his weapon to combat the schemes of the devil . I want you to know that God already has someone there to aid you as your alliance . You have every right to stand up for yourself . You have every right to defend your self and to protect yourself against every accusation especially when it comes to the protection of your kids . So today , I want you to know that God is reversing the curse and using what is happening as your alliance to defeat your enemy . God is working that situation out for the good .

Romans 8:28New King James Version

28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. 

Queen Diamond

A Real Man Is Not Jealous Of His Woman

Then the LORD God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. – Genesis 2:22

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I realized that there is a serious epidemic of real men . A real man is not determined by his money but his morals . It seemed like the older generation of men understood the basics of being a man such as getting married , buying a house , having kids , and being a provider . Now , it is actually disturbing of the lack of real men . There was a time that men worked so hard that a woman could stay home and raise her children and produce good citizens , now because the men do not work and it forces a woman to provide there is a plague of lawless children because of the instability of a man .

  • A man should not be at home while the woman works . The Holy Bible says that if a man does not work then he does not eat . Normally , a woman was supposed to be at home raising the kids but now the men are not doing this . Yet , I believe that there are still real men out there that will stand for what is right in regard to being a man .
  • A real man never lets another man disrespect his woman . Men should not let other men confront or disrespect a woman . If a man acts like that , the he is not a real man he is a coward . Because I guarantee you he will not act like that towards a real man he will only do that towards women . Real men need to get back to protecting women and their womb’s because they birth there legacy .
  • A real man should not raise his children to disrespect their mother . Now , there are some trifling mothers but not all mothers are trifling . There are some half decent mothers that have gotten involved with men that tell their daughters to disrespect their mothers and that isn’t right . A real man will tell his daughter , that her mother is the adult and not her , and the mother is in charge and not the kids . That’s what a real man does.
  • A real man is honest . Real men don’t lie and they don’t let other women fight the woman that they love . A real man does not let another woman attack the woman that he loves and if he does have to use physical force to protect her then that’s what he will do , because that’s a real man .
  • A real man does not give his woman a sexually transmitted disease and then lie about it . Yes , a real man is clean about his sexuality. A real man does not hide his status and then infect another woman and then lie about it , that’s not a real man .
  • A real man doesn’t beg another man for a handout . A real man works to provide for his family and would never let his family starve due to his laziness and instability. A real man provides .

Those tips are the basics that the older generation understood and acted on . I pray that real men return and protect and provide the way that God originally had planned .

Love ,

Queen Diamond

Date : February 02,2024