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Am I Allowed To Be Beautiful?

1 Samuel 25:3 This man’s name was Nabal, and his wife, Abigail, was a sensible and beautiful woman. But Nabal, a descendant of Caleb, was crude and mean in all his dealings.

My Story:

When I was twenty years old, I moved to California after being stationed with the intentions of marrying someone. He was handsome and made me believe that he “had love for me”. However, God told me not to marry him… I didn’t marry him but I continued dating him. God told me that he was talking to someone else but of course I didn’t listen and…. He married someone else behind my back.

It hurt…

It hurt not only because one of our mutual friends knew and I had to find out by walking in on their conversation. But it hurt because she looked nothing like me. She was light skinned, petite, curly hair, and they partied together. I didn’t party, I went to church but I made time for him. I felt lied to and humiliated. It was even worst because even after they were married he just for some reason wanted to always friend me on social media or get in contact with me….

Then one day… God showed me who I was in Christ.. Abigail.

I listened to God after I got my closure for him, I blocked him… for good this time… and I let him go.

Not only that, I have decided that I am not going to attack the woman he is married to or hate her because she is light skin… God made her like he made me. There is nothing I can do about that. But I trust God… one day I’ll have my David and I’ll be like Abigail with a dash of Bathsheba (you don’t know when to shout).

Why am I saying this?

After bad relationships, you can’t hate a certain ethnicity because a man broke your heart. That’s not the will of God. Eve was the mother of all living. God said his House will be called a house of prayer for all nations…. So that means if you really love Jesus… you have to forgive.

Yes…

It hurt… I cried so many times… If only you knew . But there is a little piece in my heart that still trust God. It may be hard right now…. But its going to get better.

Psalms 30:5 For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime! Weeping may last through the night, but joy comes with the morning.

Love Mixed With Faith,

Precious-Diamond Chessier  ❤

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So much has happened in my life this week to the point that I absolutely know that it is God ! He is sooo God ! So Here are a little things that you can do to follow and to support the growing movement of For She Loved Much and the rebirth of our tribe #David’sArmy

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Ecclesiastes 11:1 GNT

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The Apostolic And The Human

Psalms 119:19

For we know that the law is divinely inspired and comes from the spiritual realm, but I am a human being made of flesh and trafficked as a slave under sin’s authority.
Romans 7:14 TPT
https://bible.com/bible/1849/rom.7.14.TPT

I Dont Want Fanfare

I was spending sometime with God … I call it dates with Jesus… and I was praying and eating, when the Holy Spirit told me to go to Romans 12 in TPT… Every word in that chapter I felt in my core. In this hard season of betrayal, loneliness, and rejection (especially for being a prophet) I have been battling heavy depression. Depressed because everyone wants a prophetic word about “purpose” but nobody wants to hear repent and turn from your wicked ways. If its not about a new house, car, a million dollars then no one wants to hear the prophet.. but instead they get blinded by jealousy and do everything in their power to hurt a prophet … why ? Because they don’t see that a prophet is still human.

Dealing With Betrayel and Jealousy

Psalm 9:9 MSG

Anger is cruel, and wrath is like a flood, but jealousy is even more dangerous.
Proverbs 27:4 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/pro.27.4.NLT

It amazes me how people can be so jealous of a spiritual gift, bible knowledge what God is doing for you because THEY are to lazy to go through the process.

They literally dont see

  • All of the times you have battled depression and suicide
  • The times you hated being a prophet, a leader, or the day you were born
  • The times you were homeless

And yet… They dont care…. because they’re jealous… But what do you do when it’s someone that you loved ?

Pray and Get Closer To God

Honestly…. When I was abused as a child by religious “people” they put Bible verses to justify what they were doing… When I opened my heart and finally told about my pain … it was people that hurt me. And what did I do ? Get angry at God. BUT now after fighting for my relationship with God I refuse to allow Satan to come against my relationship with Christ …

Do not let us agree to do wrong things. Keep us safe from Satan .” ’ Then Jesus said, ‘When other people do wrong things against you, you must forgive them. Then God, your Father in heaven , will also forgive you for the wrong things that you have done. But if you do not forgive other people, then your Father will not forgive you.’
Matthew 6:13‭-‬15 EASY
https://bible.com/bible/2079/mat.6.13-15.EASY

Is Everyone One A Bad Person ?

No… was Peter bad when he denied Christ ? Is not Peter a matriarch and a Apostle ? Doesn’t God use Peter through his shadow?

As a result, people carried their sick friends into the streets and put them on beds and mats . They hoped that Peter would pass that way and make their sick friends well again. They just wanted Peter’s shadow to touch them. Many people also came into Jerusalem from the small towns near the city. They brought their sick friends with them. Some of those sick people had bad spirits that gave them trouble. God caused all these sick people to become well again.
Acts 5:15‭-‬16 EASY
https://bible.com/bible/2079/act.5.15-16.EASY

I believe God allowed us to see both sides of Peter so that we can grasp …. that we are literally HUMAN! In other words stop abusing prophetic people and Apostles because you’re jealous…. (even though you’re going to do it… Don’t be mad when God destroys you *cough cough* Psalms 105:15 )

I love this verse in The Message Bible

When he came back to his disciples, he found them sound asleep. He said to Peter, “Can’t you stick it out with me a single hour? Stay alert; be in prayer so you don’t wander into temptation without even knowing you’re in danger. There is a part of you that is eager, ready for anything in God. But there’s another part that’s as lazy as an old dog sleeping by the fire.”
Matthew 26:40‭-‬41 MSG
https://bible.com/bible/97/mat.26.40-41.MSG

You know what this means to me ? I’ve accepted the fact that I may believe in the Apostolic , I know who I am in Christ when the time is right , and I may know my purpose … but I’m still human. And so are your Apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors, and teachers. Stop abusing them.

This Is A Warning : God Is About To Expose Abusive Marriages In The Church. Kick Out The Abusive Behavior And Gather Fruit Of The Spirit.

Love Mixed With Faith

Genesis 29:9

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