Category: Worry

My Wedding Ring Was Beautiful

Today I cried all day thinking about my husband and how much I loved him . My heart was broken in a way you could never imagine . I cried and someone had to comfort me . I was hurting so much . I looked at my wedding ring and just wanted to end it all . I meant what I said when I said my vows and to loose my husband to drugs has been the most …. Painful thing I have ever gone through . To watch someone fade away that I was in love with and become unrecognizable has been terrible . The marriage was abusive because of drugs . I remember before he was hooked on drugs he would leave rose petals at my bed when I woke up and it would be gifts and purses waiting for me . Either way I give it to God . Sometimes it hurts so bad I can’t move . Because he was my HUSBAND . He wasn’t not a boyfriend he was my husband !

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I had to make the right decision to choose the safety of my child over Ra’keem. God knows that I loved Ra’keem he was my everything and I loved him and his beautiful dark skin. I have no idea when he decided to start doing drugs but I know that I am heartbroken. All I can do is pray and ask God to help me. Below are the pictures of what he used to look like (he was so handsome like prince charming) , our memories, and his favorite pictures of me.

Y’all Ra’keem was so fine and beautiful. Everywhere we went women would swoon over him , but he just used to hold my hand and kiss me and tell me I was beautiful. His spanish rose. Below are our memories we shared together.

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Below were Ra’keem favorite pictures of me before drugs..

We kissed and he smudged my lipstick a little in this picture.

This was his favorite dress that I wore and he used to love when I wore my natural hair.

So.. tonight I am grieving. I feel like a widow.. because my husband is unrecognizable. I asked God if we could make it work, God said no. So, I do hope that he would try to become sober because whatever drug he is doing has caused him to loose his mind and commit crimes. When I said I do , I meant that and I was ready to dedicate my life to birthing his children and building him a dynasty through the children we were planning to have. I would get so excited at the thought of birthing his beautiful dark chocolate babies, I wanted his son so bad. But I have to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and move on.

….. Diamond

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I Told You All What It Was

Last year I shared my testimony of being targeted for being a Christian and how I was betrayed by my own husband . I told people how I was targeted by the police and lied on and framed . Here below is confirmation. What is going on with TD JAKES is wrong because P.Diddy has drugged and raped other men … yet the allegations which is true , is that T.D. Jakes is sleeping with him ( P.Diddy) and he is a pedophile . This is absolutely crazy and shows that TD Jakes is NOT fighting for God but TD Jakes is fighting against God .

But if it is from God, you will not be able to overthrow them. You may even find yourselves fighting against God!” – Acts 5:39

The Potter’s House has left God and it’s the truth . I pray that people would open their eyes and see the truth about what God is saying . This is not funny . If a bishop is getting the FBI to target someone for speaking against a RAPIST something is wrong .

Queen Diamond

Isaiah 54:17New King James Version

17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

Date : 2/03/2024

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These New Kids Are Not Bad They Are Lawless

Matthew 24:12-26New King James Version

12 And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. 13 But he who endures to the end shall be saved. 14 And thisgospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.

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Now hear what I say as a mother . These kids are not bad they are lawless . As a mother I have certain rules and expectations from my daughter in regard to her behavior and raising her as a young lady . I read the Bible with my daughter and fill her with the word of God , and Ruth is homeschooled . I make sure NO ONE touches , bullies , or threatens my daughter that’s how I am as a mother . Yet , I realized that some of these other kids are lawless . They hit their mothers , they yell and curse at their mothers , they disrespect their mothers , and they are only 5 years old . That’s not bad that is lawless ! Now there was times I was a bad kid but I was being abused and acting out , I got my act together . These kids are LAWLESS ! Not ghetto they are lawless ! This is why I homeschool my daughter and I honestly feel sorry for these teachers because these kids are absolutely lawless and then they can’t fight , but they have the nerve to play the victim . It’s best to stay away from lawless kids because if they disrespect their own mothers then they’ll do it to you as well . God said lawlessness will abound in the last days . Don’t waste your time trying to raise other people children who are lawless instead focus on raising your healthy child . By the way I absolutely recommend Christian parents to HOMESCHOOL their kids because these kids in the public school system are beyond lawless . And yes , a parent has every right to defend their child against a lawless child . Period.

Date : 2/01/2024

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Discerning A Monitoring Demonic Spirit

“Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.” – Matthew 7:6

Because I am getting older I have less patience for stupidity . I don’t waste my time arguing with people when I know that I’m right because I made the decision not to waste my precious energy on stupidity. With that being said , I realized that people talk way to much around the wrong people . People don’t realize how crazy and ignorant some people are . Are people realizing that if you tell the wrong person where you work they will call your job behind your back and lie on you to get you fired for absolutely no reason at all . It’s a sign that we are in the last days . I realized that sometimes people get so arrogant about a tiny “come up” that they start talking way to much and ultimately they say something in front of the wrong person and loose everything . I have had to learn to be quiet . I have had to learn the hard way about fake people and fake friends . But as I am evolving God is revealing more about discerning a witch and not to be deceived by their appearance.

You have to learn to BE QUITE ! Do not tell even your closest relative your next move because there is demonic spirit loosed as of January 31,2024 and it is a spirit of betrayal. You have to stay 10 steps ahead of the enemy . Sometimes you have to work with people and wait on God , knowing that Jesus already said to stay away from people or they will betray you . When those moments happen , heed the voice of God so you can avoid unnecessary drama , but if you ignore that voice that is constantly warning you about someone then you will find your self in terrible trouble .

So understand that no you don’t have to be paranoid , but you have to watch your back because people are crazy and you don’t know what people are capable of especially when jealousy is involved .

Queen Diamond

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So Ofcourse YouTube Deletes Views As I Honor Holocaust Victims and Black History.

So of course YouTube cannot stand that I am Christian and can find no error, so I thought I share the little issues that I am dealing with them on January 28, 2024 because of course I do not want anyone to feel threatened online because I am United States Marine Corps Veteran and a black woman and you already know how that goes in The United States Of America.

This is my actual views

This is what YouTube is posting.

This is the “warning” that has been there for almost one year.

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Why Are Black Celebrities Targeted When They Defend Themselves?

You know I’m getting really tired of ignorance and I am tired of people talking crazy but if I say something then they get scared and start shaking in their boots . It’s annoying and irritating because people have begun to recognize me and I’m honestly annoyed by it . I’m annoyed by the racist police officers who don’t like me because I’m a black woman with influence ( but I don’t like you either ). I’m annoyed by the Marines and our racist history that we have and what they did to me ( I don’t like you either ). I’m annoyed by the ignorant people that I meet that stare at my body and make ignorant comments about how I look saying that I don’t “look” like a prophet and because I wax and shave apparently that’s a “sin” because women aren’t supposed to be concerned about their appearance if they are “really” a prophet . Oh but baby I’m even more annoyed at people who have nicknamed me “Beyoncé “ in the church because of my appearance and how I sing . Now , out of all people they choose a no good witch (Beyoncé )to call me . I’m even more annoyed by the ignorant racism that I go through with companies such as Amazon saying that I have stolen my own books and a white woman has the NERVE to pretend to be me and Twitter lets her have a account in my name . I’m annoyed by the bank I’m with draining my account , but I know that God said that draining is about to stop . I’m annoyed that Wells Fargo locked me out my account which was my daughters college fund for $100. Im annoyed that YouTube said that I’m bullying Satan meanwhile Lil Nas X nasty behind stripping infront of kids on YouTube . I’m annoyed that I reached over 2 million views on YouTube and YouTube refuses to openly show it . I’m annoyed by The United States Of America . I’m even more annoyed that racist people say ignorant stuff online but if you respond then they want to claim that you’re bullying someone and that you’re “weaponizing “ . Hmm . So . I can’t stand Beyoncé because of how she mocks God , but baby I’m going to be more silent than Beyoncé. Because I see what the government is doing and I see that the government HATES that so many different black people have gained influence and financial wealth . So , no longer will I communicate with people online and no I do not care about your comments and no I’m not doing a meet and greet and no I’m not signing a book. Nope , keep your distance away from me and if you get to rowdy that’s self-defense and I defend myself very well I might add . As of today January 29,2024 you shall not hear a word or response for me unless the Lord releases me because I realized that some white judges want a white woman to sue me to try to demean me in court to make it seem like a white woman who has NOT accomplished even five percent of what I have is better than me and she is NOT ! I realized it bothers a lot of hidden Nazi’s in the court systems that I’m educated , a military veteran , and intelligent. It bothers them and I honestly do not care . But I realize that racist police officers want to try to get me to submit to racism and I WILL NO DO IT . So , let the games begin .
Queen Diamond

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