Category: Worry

Accepting That God Is Hiding Me & It’s Beautiful


My Story : 17 Now the king was attracted to Esther more than to any of the other women, and she won his favor and approval more than any of the other virgins. So he set a royal crown on her head and made her queen instead of Vashti. – Esther 2:17

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Lately I have been asking God a lot of questions and God says to me , “keep going and don’t worry about that . I’m hiding you”. Whew. It’s been blowing my mind . A lot of people tell me I’m beautiful, but I had to learn how evil and cruel people can be when they are jealous of someone’s beauty . I have done a lot of realizing and after talking to my husband Ra’keem , he confirmed that a lot of the evil things people have done to me is because I’m beautiful and it’s jealousy. So lately , I have been finding my encouragement and strength in the book of Psalms & Esther . I realized that Esther was a beautiful woman but she went through some things . She was a Queen in waiting , God was hiding her and she suffered to be Queen . No , I do not think King Xerxes was sexually abusive … I think he was a man . No King Xerxes didn’t wait to marriage . King Xerxes had multiple women and he was sleeping with them all while dating Esther ( Esther knew what he was doing because he was honest about it , but Esther knew that God gave her a promise that one day she would be Queen & King Xerxes would indeed be faithful to her & only her ). So Esther stayed there , she probably was even in the same room when he was sleeping with other women & she stayed being obedient unto death . That obedience caused her to be a Queen and led him to be faithful to only her . Back in those days a King would sleep with his concubine and then roll over and sleep with his wife (literally ) . Back in those days while a woman was trying to become Queen he would sleep with the concubine and roll over and sleep with the other woman trying to decide which one he liked better , that’s just how it was .

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In the midst of that God was hiding Esther to protect her . Yeah , Esther was probably there when King Xerxes slept with all those women and probably saw everything . Yet , she was still being hidden to become the future Queen of Persia .
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There are women all over the world . My husband is not the only handsome man out there . As man you might be handsome . I know you can’t understand why people are doing means things to you it’s because you’re attractive & God has to hide you . In this modern world the most abominable people desire beauty but in a demonic way , so when demon possessed people see the heavenly beauty of Jesus on it makes them angry . So God has to protect you , hold you back , and send you on a different route . It’s going to be okay ! So keep going.

Love Mixed With Faith ,

Mrs.Diamond Chessier

Habakkuk 2:4New International Version

4 “See, the enemy is puffed up;
    his desires are not upright—
    but the righteous person will live by his faithfulness[a]—

Copyright : Precious – Diamond Chessier

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No I’m Not To Strict With My Family Even Though I Am A Prophet

So don’t be too good or too wise! Why destroy yourself? – Ecclesiastes 7:16

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One of the biggest misconceptions about me is how my personality is . No I don’t not speak to strangers and people I don’t know . But yes I absolutely LOVE my family . Yes , I cook for my husband when he is watching football . I braid my husband hair . Yes , I wash my husband clothes & keep his house clean . Yes , I let my daughter watch Mickey Mouse clubhouse & yes she watches land before time and my daughter LOVES dinosaurs . I help her creativity by buying her cute little dinosaurs . My daughters loves playing dress up and wearing my purse as well . That’s my baby girl . Yes I am a prophetess , but BALANCE is so important . God called me to be a prophet and not my husband . It’s not time for Ruth to be a prophet she’s to young . I don’t force my mandate or my call on anyway . I cook my husband steak & I allow me daughter to eat what makes her happy because that’s what God called me to do . So please , don’t pay attention to the nonsense rumors about me . My husband does love me , that’s why we’re preparing to have another twin babies now .

Sincerely,

Mrs.Diamond Chessier

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Feeling Like You’ll Never Get Married As A Prophet

Mark 10:9New International Version

9 Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate.”

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Truth :

All my life I had dreams that always came to pass . God always tells me what is going to happen before it does … matter of fact before I got arrested in New Bern I told my husband that God has already told me I was about to be arrested for being a Christian (it happened right before pride month they were trying to stop me from having a church during pride month ) . Exactly as I said it happened I was lied on , slandered , framed , they even brought fake documents to court of stuff that didn’t happen to frame me . Yet God is faithful . This took a huge toll on my marriage as well . I wanted a divorce I was so angry at my husband for what he did because I’m really careful with my life .
I talked to God and I told him the truth … as a prophet as a female it’s almost impossible to have a husband . As a female prophet it gets hard I mean I even had someone that I was involved with make fun of me and call me a nun , which of course isn’t true . He hasn’t seen me In years and everywhere I go people tell me I am beautiful woman ( without me asking I might add) . I have been proposed to 8 times , but none of them wanted to fulfill the role of being married to a female prophetess . It’s hard and it’s not easy. Because the men want a raunchy woman who poses naked for the entire world to see … but then she sleeps around and takes his money to spend on another man . It’s not easy . Or maybe for a male prophet , you feel like you’re alone because you can’t find a good woman or a woman who understands that you are set apart and that you don’t really have a choice but to be a holy. Luke 18:27 tells us that what is impossible for man is possible for God . It may feel like as female prophetess it’s impossible for you to have a husband but you will . It may feel like as male prophet it’s impossible for you have a wife but you will . & you will have one suddenly. So stay in there . Marriage is NOT easy . But having someone to keep you warm at night is a good feeling . My husband has been trying really hard to earn my forgiveness for what he did . We have been making beautiful memories and preparing to have another baby . I had to learn to be content and happy with what I had . I had to learn NOT to be down because of the rejection I suffered . I realized that the love my daughter and husband provides covers the pain of rejection . I still miss my other baby , but sadly I had to move on as God is preparing to gift me with another baby to ease my pain . Understand that your pains and loneliness is leading for you to have a spouse that does indeed love you .

Sincerely Mrs. Diamond Chessier ,

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What To Do When Someone Does Not Love You

What To Do When Someone Does Not Love You

He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever.” – Revelation 21:4 

Truth Be Told

When I was younger I went through some things. I dated men that I really did not like and I was not attracted to because I was trying to satisfy everyone else’s opinion of the type of woman that I should be or the type of man that I should date. Well that did not turn out well. 

  • One – I am very private, and I had to realize that when people were trying to get me to open up, it was because they wanted some type of leverage to use against me when I was down. 
  • Two – There were certain things that bothered me in regard to the type of man that I wanted. I wanted a very strong man and I liked rough men. I could not find that in the church because the men were weird and I could not deal with that. 
  • Three – God told me I had to stay in the church and he would send the right man that was good for me. 

If You Do Not Have Love Then You Do Not Have Anything 

I am 27, and in three years I will be 30. I now realize how important love is. As a woman I really do love the essence of love and it is something that I need because that is how God wired me. I love candles , the peace and serenity that comes with love, and I LOVE flowers. God really made me feminine. Moral of the story do not let society or the church strip away your identity as a woman. If you desire a man then God will give you a man because that is how God made you. 

Love Susanna ❤ 

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The Jesus Letter

The Jesus Letter, 

Well hello everyone and welcome to the wonderful month of February. Time is going by so much. Sometimes I feel like social media is a time thief. But that is what I wanted to talk to you about today… Is social media stealing your joy? Social media can be a tool of devastation sometimes. There are so many women and so many men who get so much surgery and who only show a portion of who they really are. People have a habit of only showing the good when their life is totally contrary to what they post online. So this month I want to remind everyone that your life is God’s personal plan for you. You do not have to compare yourself to everyone and everything online. Instead focus on the person that God made you to be and no one else. 

From, 

Apostle Diamond Chessier

Philippians 4:13New International Version

13 I can do all this through him who gives me strength.

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Managing My Regret Of Entering Ministry

Overcoming Regret 

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Lately 

Lately I have been in deep thought because I will be 30 in 3 years. I have a registered church, books, and a business at the age of 26 (my birthday is in April) but I feel empty. I do not feel fulfilled in ministry. Truth be told I never wanted ministry and as a prophet it has been a lonely and difficult road. It has been difficult to find a spouse that makes me happy (it has not happened), constant rejection and betrayal by almost everyone has almost made me one of the most angry people in the world, and yet my childhood still angered me the most. Lord do not throw being a veteran into the mix because people then like to call the police like I am some threat to society or something for being in the Marines. 

I realize my call is never to fit the crowd. But I wonder how many preachers out there have my same mentality.. How can you find joy in something you truly never wanted to do? If I wanted to be a preacher then maybe I would be happy but I did not. I guess that’s the hard part of the call of a prophet.. Prophet’s tend to endure a season of truly being miserable and without a cause. It is not easy watching all of these wayward preachers listen to secular music and post how perfect their family is while God in my opinion is being overly strict on you. 

I know that I am not the only one. Many days I wished I could go into a different profession and truly do something else because I could care less about people. In my mind I have a daughter, I have other responsibilities and I could care less about the church or other “souls” . I’m a whole mother. 

Sometimes I regret even entering into ministry because it truly was not worth it. I regret going to church because of the persecution that I suffered even from “apostolic” ministries. I regret it.. Yet I cannot take back my success even though I wish I could. But to those pastor’s out there that truly feel like giving up, trust me you are not alone. It is crazy how you open a ministry after God tells you and then these bums have the nerve to attack your every motive and move as if they could handle being in your position. I remember one day some idiot told me that God would give my assignment to someone else lol yeah ok. Be my guest, feel free to walk in my shoes. I would be glad to hand you everything and go back to the way I want to live… but that is neither here nor there. It is very ironic that people attribute to your ministry and then believe that they could do or do it better. How hilarious. Needless to say… to every frustrated pastor out there male and female you are not alone. To every minister in a miserable marriage yet dying on the inside in ministry you are not alone. But especially to everyone prophet who feels bitter and angry you are not alone. Being a prophet and watching everyone prosper while you’re being “obedient” has got to be one of the top 10 worst things on this earth.. I’m not even lying. But I want you to know that your emotions and how you feel are normal.. 

Apostle Diamond Chessier 

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