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My Wedding Ring Was Beautiful

Today I cried all day thinking about my husband and how much I loved him . My heart was broken in a way you could never imagine . I cried and someone had to comfort me . I was hurting so much . I looked at my wedding ring and just wanted to end it all . I meant what I said when I said my vows and to loose my husband to drugs has been the most …. Painful thing I have ever gone through . To watch someone fade away that I was in love with and become unrecognizable has been terrible . The marriage was abusive because of drugs . I remember before he was hooked on drugs he would leave rose petals at my bed when I woke up and it would be gifts and purses waiting for me . Either way I give it to God . Sometimes it hurts so bad I can’t move . Because he was my HUSBAND . He wasn’t not a boyfriend he was my husband !

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I had to make the right decision to choose the safety of my child over Ra’keem. God knows that I loved Ra’keem he was my everything and I loved him and his beautiful dark skin. I have no idea when he decided to start doing drugs but I know that I am heartbroken. All I can do is pray and ask God to help me. Below are the pictures of what he used to look like (he was so handsome like prince charming) , our memories, and his favorite pictures of me.

Y’all Ra’keem was so fine and beautiful. Everywhere we went women would swoon over him , but he just used to hold my hand and kiss me and tell me I was beautiful. His spanish rose. Below are our memories we shared together.

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Below were Ra’keem favorite pictures of me before drugs..

We kissed and he smudged my lipstick a little in this picture.

This was his favorite dress that I wore and he used to love when I wore my natural hair.

So.. tonight I am grieving. I feel like a widow.. because my husband is unrecognizable. I asked God if we could make it work, God said no. So, I do hope that he would try to become sober because whatever drug he is doing has caused him to loose his mind and commit crimes. When I said I do , I meant that and I was ready to dedicate my life to birthing his children and building him a dynasty through the children we were planning to have. I would get so excited at the thought of birthing his beautiful dark chocolate babies, I wanted his son so bad. But I have to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and move on.

….. Diamond

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A Real Man Is Not Jealous Of His Woman

Then the LORD God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. – Genesis 2:22

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I realized that there is a serious epidemic of real men . A real man is not determined by his money but his morals . It seemed like the older generation of men understood the basics of being a man such as getting married , buying a house , having kids , and being a provider . Now , it is actually disturbing of the lack of real men . There was a time that men worked so hard that a woman could stay home and raise her children and produce good citizens , now because the men do not work and it forces a woman to provide there is a plague of lawless children because of the instability of a man .

  • A man should not be at home while the woman works . The Holy Bible says that if a man does not work then he does not eat . Normally , a woman was supposed to be at home raising the kids but now the men are not doing this . Yet , I believe that there are still real men out there that will stand for what is right in regard to being a man .
  • A real man never lets another man disrespect his woman . Men should not let other men confront or disrespect a woman . If a man acts like that , the he is not a real man he is a coward . Because I guarantee you he will not act like that towards a real man he will only do that towards women . Real men need to get back to protecting women and their womb’s because they birth there legacy .
  • A real man should not raise his children to disrespect their mother . Now , there are some trifling mothers but not all mothers are trifling . There are some half decent mothers that have gotten involved with men that tell their daughters to disrespect their mothers and that isn’t right . A real man will tell his daughter , that her mother is the adult and not her , and the mother is in charge and not the kids . That’s what a real man does.
  • A real man is honest . Real men don’t lie and they don’t let other women fight the woman that they love . A real man does not let another woman attack the woman that he loves and if he does have to use physical force to protect her then that’s what he will do , because that’s a real man .
  • A real man does not give his woman a sexually transmitted disease and then lie about it . Yes , a real man is clean about his sexuality. A real man does not hide his status and then infect another woman and then lie about it , that’s not a real man .
  • A real man doesn’t beg another man for a handout . A real man works to provide for his family and would never let his family starve due to his laziness and instability. A real man provides .

Those tips are the basics that the older generation understood and acted on . I pray that real men return and protect and provide the way that God originally had planned .

Love ,

Queen Diamond

Date : February 02,2024

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These New Kids Are Not Bad They Are Lawless

Matthew 24:12-26New King James Version

12 And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. 13 But he who endures to the end shall be saved. 14 And thisgospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.

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Now hear what I say as a mother . These kids are not bad they are lawless . As a mother I have certain rules and expectations from my daughter in regard to her behavior and raising her as a young lady . I read the Bible with my daughter and fill her with the word of God , and Ruth is homeschooled . I make sure NO ONE touches , bullies , or threatens my daughter that’s how I am as a mother . Yet , I realized that some of these other kids are lawless . They hit their mothers , they yell and curse at their mothers , they disrespect their mothers , and they are only 5 years old . That’s not bad that is lawless ! Now there was times I was a bad kid but I was being abused and acting out , I got my act together . These kids are LAWLESS ! Not ghetto they are lawless ! This is why I homeschool my daughter and I honestly feel sorry for these teachers because these kids are absolutely lawless and then they can’t fight , but they have the nerve to play the victim . It’s best to stay away from lawless kids because if they disrespect their own mothers then they’ll do it to you as well . God said lawlessness will abound in the last days . Don’t waste your time trying to raise other people children who are lawless instead focus on raising your healthy child . By the way I absolutely recommend Christian parents to HOMESCHOOL their kids because these kids in the public school system are beyond lawless . And yes , a parent has every right to defend their child against a lawless child . Period.

Date : 2/01/2024

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Discerning A Monitoring Demonic Spirit

“Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.” – Matthew 7:6

Because I am getting older I have less patience for stupidity . I don’t waste my time arguing with people when I know that I’m right because I made the decision not to waste my precious energy on stupidity. With that being said , I realized that people talk way to much around the wrong people . People don’t realize how crazy and ignorant some people are . Are people realizing that if you tell the wrong person where you work they will call your job behind your back and lie on you to get you fired for absolutely no reason at all . It’s a sign that we are in the last days . I realized that sometimes people get so arrogant about a tiny “come up” that they start talking way to much and ultimately they say something in front of the wrong person and loose everything . I have had to learn to be quiet . I have had to learn the hard way about fake people and fake friends . But as I am evolving God is revealing more about discerning a witch and not to be deceived by their appearance.

You have to learn to BE QUITE ! Do not tell even your closest relative your next move because there is demonic spirit loosed as of January 31,2024 and it is a spirit of betrayal. You have to stay 10 steps ahead of the enemy . Sometimes you have to work with people and wait on God , knowing that Jesus already said to stay away from people or they will betray you . When those moments happen , heed the voice of God so you can avoid unnecessary drama , but if you ignore that voice that is constantly warning you about someone then you will find your self in terrible trouble .

So understand that no you don’t have to be paranoid , but you have to watch your back because people are crazy and you don’t know what people are capable of especially when jealousy is involved .

Queen Diamond

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Good Memories

So lately I have been a little sad wondering what my other baby would have looked like . Sometimes I have dreams of him in heaven , and I love seeing his curly dark black hair . But I get sad because I know he probably would been the most beautiful baby in the entire planet . I have been left to grieve alone .

But I have had some resentment in my heart because I really wanted to be a mother . I want more children but I can’t really find a good donor to have one with . I wondered why I wasn’t getting pregnant with my ex-husband but now I know the drugs made him infertile . So here I am and I want more kids , but I realize that after what happened in my marriage I don’t think I will marry until I’m well above 59 years old. I don’t think it’s fair that so many women can have children out of wedlock and I can’t . I never really wanted to be a minister so why can’t I have more kids ? That’s just my thoughts on January 30,2024 . I’m kind of sad because I want more kids and I don’t want to wait until I’m married . Because children bring good memories .

Queen Diamond


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So Ofcourse YouTube Deletes Views As I Honor Holocaust Victims and Black History.

So of course YouTube cannot stand that I am Christian and can find no error, so I thought I share the little issues that I am dealing with them on January 28, 2024 because of course I do not want anyone to feel threatened online because I am United States Marine Corps Veteran and a black woman and you already know how that goes in The United States Of America.

This is my actual views

This is what YouTube is posting.

This is the “warning” that has been there for almost one year.

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