What To Do When Someone Does Not Love You

What To Do When Someone Does Not Love You

He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever.” – Revelation 21:4 

Truth Be Told

When I was younger I went through some things. I dated men that I really did not like and I was not attracted to because I was trying to satisfy everyone else’s opinion of the type of woman that I should be or the type of man that I should date. Well that did not turn out well. 

  • One – I am very private, and I had to realize that when people were trying to get me to open up, it was because they wanted some type of leverage to use against me when I was down. 
  • Two – There were certain things that bothered me in regard to the type of man that I wanted. I wanted a very strong man and I liked rough men. I could not find that in the church because the men were weird and I could not deal with that. 
  • Three – God told me I had to stay in the church and he would send the right man that was good for me. 

If You Do Not Have Love Then You Do Not Have Anything 

I am 27, and in three years I will be 30. I now realize how important love is. As a woman I really do love the essence of love and it is something that I need because that is how God wired me. I love candles , the peace and serenity that comes with love, and I LOVE flowers. God really made me feminine. Moral of the story do not let society or the church strip away your identity as a woman. If you desire a man then God will give you a man because that is how God made you. 

Love Susanna ❤ 

The Jesus Letter

The Jesus Letter, 

Well hello everyone and welcome to the wonderful month of February. Time is going by so much. Sometimes I feel like social media is a time thief. But that is what I wanted to talk to you about today… Is social media stealing your joy? Social media can be a tool of devastation sometimes. There are so many women and so many men who get so much surgery and who only show a portion of who they really are. People have a habit of only showing the good when their life is totally contrary to what they post online. So this month I want to remind everyone that your life is God’s personal plan for you. You do not have to compare yourself to everyone and everything online. Instead focus on the person that God made you to be and no one else. 

From, 

Apostle Diamond Chessier

Philippians 4:13New International Version

13 I can do all this through him who gives me strength.

Happy New Year From Apostle Sandre’a!

Happy New Year  

Wow, welcome to 2023! God is so faithful; I feel like so much has happened and yet the Lord has kept us through it all! This is a year after praying God told me to tell his people to be happy no matter what! Be happy, love and enjoy your life! Find contentment in all seasons and remember that you can do all things through Christ that gives you strength … amen? Amen.  

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Merry Christmas Nehemiah

This Christmas has been a little hard because it is the first Christmas that I openly talked about my unborn son and finally told the truth. I have never told the truth about what I have done but now the truth is out. I prayed and God told me it was time to release it because it would save someone else’s life but also to discuss the pain of abortion even if it is by pill. However, I faced some backlash and some people were offended by his father. It is not hidden that my son’s last name is Hammonds, that is his father’s last name. I said who he was because people have lied on me so much and so many rumors I did not want there to be any confusion and God told me to set it straight. But what angered me is that some people were offended by my testimony of my son … My eyes have been opened.

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I will never be ashamed of my son. I will never deny my son to please my husband. I will not act like I never had another child to make my husband happy. If I have to lose my marriage for that… I’m okay with that. People are hypocritical. I do not have some weird obsession of his father. As I have stated before me and his father currently.. well there is nothing much to say about that. His father has moved on and so have I. I wish nothing but the best for my son’s father. I wrote about him previously because I believe I was building courage to finally tell the truth.

I will always love my baby. I cried for years . His name is Nehemiah Seth Hammonds. I do not care if religious people are offended by my son. You can go to hell and die. Be grateful because I could have said that a lot worst.

I love you Nehemiah. Mommy would never deny you.

The Jesus Letter  

The Jesus Letter  

Watch People’s Suggestions  

Genesis 4:8 

New Living Translation 8 One day Cain suggested to his brother, “Let’s go out into the fields.”[a] And while they were in the field, Cain attacked his brother, Abel, and killed him. 

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Lately, I have been thinking alot about my life. In four years I will be thirty and I have been doing alot of reflection due to my upcoming divorce. I have learned that you have to be very careful with seeking advice and suggestions because you do not know someone’s hidden intentions. Recently I have come across some stories from people who told me that people have smiles on their faces but they have done something to their vehicle and their bank accounts and they have no idea why. They have known these people for over two years and they cannot figure out why people have done this. Again.. The suggestion. When Cain lured Abel he smiled and pretended to be friendly but he was so jealous of him. Abel was the prophecy of Jesus. Cain was like Judas Iscariot. Be careful and guard your heart, Before you consult anyone you should always consult the true and living God first.  

Give a portion to seven, and also to eight; for thou knowest not what evil shall be upon the earth – Ecclesiastes 11:2