God Is Really Healing My Self-Esteem

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So a few days ago I met a man and let me tell you , I ain’t never met a man as fine as him . I mean gorgeous , green eyes , pretty hair , absolutely gorgeous . Yet , he was attracted to me and I must admit I was shocked I got nervous and left but like you know he was attracted to my body just how it is now . That really opened my eyes because I have had relationships and I realize that God is showing me that I am already beautiful and am already attractive just how I am . I know that God that is healing my self-esteem and I’m thankful for that . Thanks God I appreciate you . But hey if he wants to get to me know I’ll let him , I’ll just be safe about it and set boundaries .

Love God ,

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/11/2024

Sometimes It Takes Another Mom To Give Advice

My child, don’t reject the LORD’s discipline, and don’t be upset when he corrects you. – Proverbs 3:11

True Story

So when I was targeted by the police in New Bern for a crime I did not commit, my daughter saw the entire thing. My daughter saw me get arrested and she saw all the bad things her father did to me while I was married. So for a while (because she was a baby), my daughter was silent but she clung to me. Now, my daughter at two years old literally will NOT let me go. I mean she will not let me go, if I go to the bathroom she cries because I am leaving. If I talk to someone else she gets upset because she wants all my attention. All she wants to do is hug me and touch me. That is all she wants.

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So at 12:00 a.m. my daughter was upset because I was not holding her and began to cry. Now, you all know I was in the Marines so maybe my reaction was not the most gentle but I am trying to change to be more gentle to her. But then I really felt God convict me and tell me that she is traumatized from watching the police arrest me when I was in New Bern (but thankfully I was never arrested again). So, another mom came with confirmation and told me she was in bad relationships before and her daughter was like that also. I really needed to hear that because man does it get hard. But I am saying that because sometimes another mom who has a little more experience in motherhood has to help another mom through those nights that they can’t sleep because the baby is up, just by giving some practical advice. As for Ruth, I am going to get her therapy because although I did my best with her she saw the abuse I went through with her father and she saw her father frame me and set me up and it has really affected her. I love my daughter and I will do what needs to be done for her to heal in the healthiest way possible.

Love Mommy Diamond,

These are the most recent pictures of Ruth at Church on Sunday. I can’t believe my baby girl has gotten so big she is going to be three this year and her hair has gotten longer ! This was the first time I put fancy things in her hair and she loved it, she couldn’t stop smiling when she looked in the mirror and she got so many compliments on her hair ! God is good ! I did her hair by the way !

Date: 2/09/2024

Fired Enemies

Then the king gave orders to arrest the men who had maliciously accused Daniel. He had them thrown into the lions’ den, along with their wives and children. The lions leaped on them and tore them apart before they even hit the floor of the den. – Daniel 6:24

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People who are bound by a spirit of vendetta sometimes do evil things and then forget that they can and will be fired for what they do to you . I have had to learn that people make bad decisions by wrongfully pursuing or accusing one of God children and then when it backfires they like to pretend that they never meant something a certain way but yes they did. You have to let your enemies be fired . Understand that God is not going to let someone get away with hurting you , you have to let God avenge you . So, don’t worry and go to sleep because your enemies are fired from their jobs . So don’t worry and you shall be promoted .

That’s Just How Good God Is ,

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/03/2024

Ordered Alliances For Your Protection


Psalm 105:15King James Version

15 Saying, Touch not mine anointed, and do my prophets no harm.

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Sometimes Christian believers go through some things where people get so privately jealous that people do some of the most evil things , and then God steps in and stops them before they can fulfill what they wanted to do. Today on February 2,2024 God was speaking to me about ordered alliances . That some principalities are so evil that you have to align with other people to deal with the principalities evil and wicked plan that is ordered by God to fail. When Joseph was in prison he had an alliance that led to his promotion . When Daniel was in the lions dens , the lions that were meant to kill him ended up being his alliance for his deliverance . People put Daniel in the lions den and those lions were his weapon to combat the schemes of the devil . I want you to know that God already has someone there to aid you as your alliance . You have every right to stand up for yourself . You have every right to defend your self and to protect yourself against every accusation especially when it comes to the protection of your kids . So today , I want you to know that God is reversing the curse and using what is happening as your alliance to defeat your enemy . God is working that situation out for the good .

Romans 8:28New King James Version

28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. 

Queen Diamond

I Have A Problem With Women Who Lie About Being Raped

Genesis 39:12-18 CEV

Potiphar’s wife grabbed hold of his coat and said, “Make love to me!” Joseph ran out of the house, leaving his coat there in her hands. When this happened, she called in her servants and said, “Look! This Hebrew has come just to make fools of us. He tried to rape me, but I screamed for help. And when he heard me scream, he ran out of the house, leaving his coat with me.” Potiphar’s wife kept Joseph’s coat until her husband came home. Then she said, “That Hebrew slave of yours tried to rape me! But when I screamed for help, he left his coat and ran out of the house.”

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Now I am a woman , who had a very traumatic childhood filled with sexual violence and it has been a terrible experience. I have connected with other women who have been sexually abused as well and it’s a terrible ordeal to go through . But … I realized that people are hearing my childhood story and then lying and saying what happened to me happened to them which is sick . Why would you want someone to rape you ? The mental agony of that ordeal is unbearable at times . I’m sure women who have been literally sexually assaulted would understand what I’m saying .

But there is this one lying heifer that just . Just look at the picture below .

Now … this woman ( Ayanna Jackson) is claiming that Tupac raped her … but … if he really raped you ( which I don’t believe he did ) then why are you posing in front of his mural with no emotional distress that a normal rape victim would have ? Now , this is why I’m saying something .

1 – If someone doesn’t say something years from now it will be revealed that she did lie about being raped and then the government will try to make excuses for men who really did rape someone and citing her story .

2 – She will inspire a new movement that even if a man looks at a woman that’s considered raped (because they know she lied ) and so many more innocent men will be thrown into jail who are particularly black because The USA is still racist systematically towards black men especially black men who are millionaires.

Now , this woman is crazy . Now nobody but them really know what she did last night , maybe the guys passed her around or maybe it was just her and Tupac , but obviously (judging by the way she still lust after him ) whatever happened was absolutely consensual intercourse . No , I do not think Tupac Shakur should be considered a registered sex offender because the alleged victim (judging by the picture ) is openly telling people she still wants to have sex with Tupac Shakur .


Queen Diamond