Category: Faith

I Am Going To Do What I Wan’t To Do Regardless

Go Back To Being Normal

Proverbs 12:9 New International Version

9 Better to be a nobody and yet have a servant than pretend to be somebody and have no food.

Personal Decisions

          As a black woman, I have been doing a lot of thinking and contemplating. I have had to make some tough decisions that I know would benefit me in the long run. The ultimate goal is to experience success, and success is what I am after. With that being said, I learned that as a black woman I have had to make some choices that benefit me and how I think, and will ultimately put me into a better position.

          The image of a black woman is not welcomed in ministry, and they don’t want to see a black woman with a family and with a husband. It is interesting to watch the narrative of a woman who is not black being pushed as a picture perfect mother, while the black women in ministry claim to be masculine or desiring women or prideful or not wanting to be a mother.

          So I made the decision that I was going to give birth. I don’t really care about ministry, and I don’t care about what people in ministry think. I made the choice not to put my life on hold because people in the church don’t want to see a black woman with a husband and family as a main attraction or event.

As A Image

          I view myself as a content creator that is Christian. Not a influencer and not someone who is actively speaking or preaching because I don’t want to. I don’t want to travel and speak because I don’t want to deal with the stupidity that arise in church due to racial systems and racial organizations. How I feel, if the church only wants white women to speak then let them have that. That has nothing to do with me and I wont argue about it. I wont waste my time trying to MLK anything. I wont waste my time marching and fighting for you to see what I am saying, I am just going to move on.

          So I wrote this for the other black women in ministry. Stop trying to force your idea’s on a sector that does not want you there. Why waste your time? There are so many brown opportunities that will benefit you.. So move on and stop crying.

          Now, as for me I am a image. Not a influencer, not a preacher, and not a speaker. I am a image. I do what I want to do and I am not waiting for anyone to see what I am saying. I pave my own routes and pave my own roads. I don’t care who does not like it I am still going to do what I want to do regardless. So as I recover, just know that I am very aware of the racial biased that occurs in ministry and I understand very well. I told God I am not a cotton-picking prophet, and if people want to see a cotton picking prophet then they have to go get somebody else. Am I conventional? No. Am I going to have more children before marriage? Absolutely I am. Because I don’t care what the church thinks and I am going to do what I want to do. I am not waiting 10 years to marry somebody because I am black and a prophet, but instead I am going to do what I want to do.

          So in the future, when you reference this blog post know that I don’t give a f****. I don’t care what you think. I don’t care what you believe in. I don’t care what you say God is saying, because you’re probably lying on God name anyways like you all always do. I don’t care if you think I am anointed and need to wait for a husband, because I already told God what I am going to do. I don’t think it’s fair that a white woman in ministry can have a husband and go public as a influencer, but as a black woman they want you to have nappy hair claiming to be prideful and saying you can’t have a kid. So I made the decision to rebel against the racial systems in place in ministry, and do what I want to do and I don’t care who does not like it. Yes, I have to stay in church because God has forced me. But other than that, do not be surprised when you see me pregnant as a minister.

Love,

The Black Ghetto Du-Rag Wearing Queen Diamond

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The Purpose Of Elevation

The Purpose Of Elevation

Verse Of The Day : “Fair and beautiful in elevation, the joy of all the earth, Is Mount Zion [the City of David] in the far north, The city of the great King”. – Psalms 48:2 Amplified Bible

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Making Better Decisions

          Two years ago, I went through a very dark betrayal from my soon to be ex-husband Ra’keem. During that time, I have no idea how I made it and it could have only been the grace and power of God. I was shocked to find out that some people get so jealous of you that they conspire legally to destroy you, and then God has to step in and stop them (Isaiah 54:17 AMP). As a single mother, as I have started moving forward and moving on with my life I have to recover and heal , and at night wipe my own tears away. I had to be strong for myself. I had to make decisions that were best for me and my child. I had to pick myself up and keep going. I know that the word of God says that no weapon formed against you shall prosper and it is true. No weapon of lying shall prosper. No weapon of eviction shall prosper. No weapon of being wrong accused and arrested shall prosper. No weapon shall prosper. I decided that I would speak good things and know that everything is working for my good and that it is good.

It Will Get Better   

          I was studying the book of lamentations and how the prophet felt while writing. That is why I like looking at that chapter because he keeps it all the way real. He is telling you the truth and he is saying that he was indeed going through a tough time. He was a prophet and he was going through a wilderness and many times he asked God why, but he kept going. But there is this verse that got my attention in Lamentations 1:12 International Version , ““People have heard my groaning, but there is no one to comfort me. All my enemies have heard of my distress; they rejoice at what you have done. May you bring the day you have announced so they may become like me”. I heard God say, “To get you out faster and quicker, I have to let someone suffer what you suffered. Do not aide them, just keep going”. In this season, people are going to suffer what you suffered, and you must keep going forward. The people who did harm to you are going to suffer and be repayed the evil that they delivered because they are reaping what they have sown. I want you to know that the word of God says in Psalms I believe that they who sow in tears shall reap in joy. I believe that God is preparing you to reap in joy and  I want you to know that this too shall pass. You are walking down a road into Elevation. You will be elevated and you will be blessed I believe that in 2026 it is a Psalms 23:5 year, that God is preparing tables of blessings, favor, and grace on your behalf.

From Minister Precious-Diamond Chessier ,

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Blossom In This

Blossom In This

Isaiah 35:1

New International Version

Joy of the Redeemed

35 The desert and the parched land will be glad; the wilderness will rejoice and blossom. Like the crocus,

Things Have To Get Better

          Nobody wants to feel like they are stuck in a situation that they cannot get out of it. You may have been praying over and over again wondering when and how God is to show up. God may be coming today, God may be coming tomorrow, and God may be coming right now. But just know that God is indeed coming. I was reading and meditating on Psalms 63. In that Psalm David was keeping it all the way real of how he felt. I want you to know that with God you can keep it all the way real of how you feel. When you vent to God and tell your feelings to him, then things will begin to happen that are working in your favor.

Lessons That I Learned

          I learned the hard way to not tell people what I am going through before I pray. Instead your first reaction is to take it to God in prayer. You want to see people change for the better, you want to experience peace in the house, and you want to have joy in your life. All that is found in prayer. So today before you vent to someone on the phone, go to God in prayer so that he can move and work your situation for the good.

Psalms 63: 3

“Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you”.

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Matthew 19:5-7Expanded Bible

5 And God said, ‘So a man will leave his father and mother and be ·united with [joined to] his wife, and the two will become ·one body [as though they were one person; T one flesh; Gen. 2:24].’ 6 So they are no longer two, but one. God has joined the two together, so no one should separate them.”

While Working

I was doing research and found so many amazing pictures of marriage. I found black Marriages. I found interracial marriages. I found Jewish marriages and they were great pictures. But while I was looking at pictures God told me to believe him for something great in my love life. I must admit, right now I am in the midst of divorce… but God told me that my next husband is a GREAT husband. I decided that I would believed God for his promises that I am a woman who believes, and I am woman who loves much. I have faith that God would bless me with a good husband and a marriage that will be used for his Glory and his purpose.

Working While I Wait

Right now I serve at church as a Usher. I am rebuilding myself, and molding myself into a woman of God. But I also started running again, and taking better care of my body. I have lost 134 pounds so far. In 2022 when I got on the scale I was a whopping 354 pounds after the baby. In October 2024 I was 223. So I am very close to my goal . But I made the decision that I wanted to live and be healthy. Also, I decided to lose more weight to prepare my body for birthing again. I did not want to become pregnant at 354 pounds because that would have pushed me to 400 pounds. Below is a picture of me at 354 pounds.

Now because I was in The Marines, the 354 was really sold. It was not loose fat. So I am grateful for that. But I just don’t like having stretch marks and roles. I used to be really against getting cosmetic surgery to have extra skin removed, but what I will say is now if you lose weight and have to have the skin removed for health reasons that do what is best. I have to get my knees realigned and right now I am looking for a specialist. In case you did not know getting very big can mess your knees up very badly. So right now even though I have stretch marks and what not I am still trying to get my body back to what I looked like before pregnancy. But what I will say is that black women , do not eat so much fastfood while pregnant. I ate a lot of Chipotle, Popeye’s, and Chick Fil A and I got to 354. So just watch how much fast food you consume.

Love Yall,

Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier, Usher

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God Is Really Healing My Self-Esteem

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So a few days ago I met a man and let me tell you , I ain’t never met a man as fine as him . I mean gorgeous , green eyes , pretty hair , absolutely gorgeous . Yet , he was attracted to me and I must admit I was shocked I got nervous and left but like you know he was attracted to my body just how it is now . That really opened my eyes because I have had relationships and I realize that God is showing me that I am already beautiful and am already attractive just how I am . I know that God that is healing my self-esteem and I’m thankful for that . Thanks God I appreciate you . But hey if he wants to get to me know I’ll let him , I’ll just be safe about it and set boundaries .

Love God ,

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/11/2024

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